At the age of 12, Hui Yinghong met her first love,
He was a young sailor, 6 years older than Hye Young-hong.
In those cool nights of childhood,
The young sailor teaches Hui Yinghong how to say "love you",
But the boy suddenly left and never returned.
After fifty years of searching, Hui Yinghong still remembered his appearance and remembered his eyes.
Hui Yinghong has never been married in her life, only because there was once someone who warmed her youth,
There is a teenager who ignites the fire in Huiyinghong's heart and brings her a little hope,
To this day, she is still waiting, waiting for his return.
One
In 1960, the land of China was experiencing a rare natural disaster.
Grain pellets are not harvested on many lands.
In this year, a little girl was born in a team that fled from Beijing to Xiangjiang,
She is a descendant of the Manchurian Yellow Banner,
It's a veritable "little grid",
She is Hui Yinghong.
Hui Yinghong was born in February, this coldest season, Hui Yinghong's cries when she landed on the ground were extremely loud,
Like a thunderbolt across the sky.
Maybe it's because the newborn girl foresaw it,
I am going to live a rough and miserable life.
Hui Yinghong's father was once a "relative of the emperor and the state" of the Qing government.
The Qing Dynasty was overthrown,
Hui Yinghong's father sorted out seven or eight boxes of fine softness and fled the capital with his wife and children.
On the way to Hong Kong, Hui Yinghong's father did not know "the sinister world",
Repeatedly falling into the trap of the wicked,
Before the family had even set foot in Hong Kong, all their belongings had been deceived by others.
When she came to Hong Kong, Hui Yinghong changed from "little grid" to "daughter of a poor family".
In order to survive, Hui Yinghong's parents had to send their children to the drama class.
However, Hui Yinghong and her sister were not yet 3 years old at this time, and even the drama class did not take them in.
In desperation, she and her sister could only stay with their parents.
Although the life of a family of four is not rich, it can barely survive.
Clothing can cover the body, the house can shade the sun, there is food and stomach,
For Hui Yinghong, this is already a relatively stable period of time in this life.
After that, Hong Kong ushered in a new typhoon season,
The house where Hui Yinghong lived was easily overturned by the typhoon,
Under the tyranny of the disaster, Hui Yinghong and her family lost the last piece of eaves to protect them from the wind and rain.
They became real tramps.
On weekdays, wandering on the street, when hungry, go to the door of the hotel to beg for two bites of food, and when you are sleepy, you will go to the bottom of the bridge to squint for a while.
In order to supplement the family, Hui Yinghong began to sell cigarettes and sugar on the street.
More than a dozen hours a day,
She stood in the biting cold wind, not daring to rest.
Over time, Hui Yinghong trained the ability to "observe words and see colors".
She was standing on the side of the road,
Can distinguish between "good people" and "evil people" at a glance.
"Good people" will pity her lonely little girl,
With sympathy bought a box of cigarettes or a few pieces of sugar from her hand,
And those "evil people" will push Hui Yinghong aside with an incomparably disgusted eye.
Such a day Hui Yinghong has passed a long time,
Until her heart gradually went numb,
Although she held a full set of matches in her hands, her heart was as cold as the winter sea breeze.
When Hui Yinghong was 12 years old, she met a sailor on the side of the road,
The sailor was a "mixed-race" and very handsome in appearance.
He bought all the sugar in Huiyinghong's hand,
The sudden "big order" made Hui Yinghong excited.
Originally, Hui Yinghong thought that this young sailor was just passing by by accident.
But in the days that followed,
This sailor would come almost every day,
Buy all the sugar in Huiying's hand.
Looking into the eyes of the young sailor, Hui Yinghong seemed to see a rough sea,
The look in his eyes when he looked at Hui Yinghong was always so firm but deep.
One day the sailors came to Hui Yinghong's side again,
He bought all the sugar in Hui Yinghong's hand as usual, but did not immediately turn around and leave.
He stopped and crouched down in front of Hui Yinghong,
With a Chinese who was not fluent, he asked her, "What do you say in Cantonese?" ”
The young Hui Yinghong did not hesitate and blurted out the correct answer.
But as soon as the words fell, Hui Yinghong's heartbeat began to accelerate,
She saw that the sailor's eyes containing waves were now staring at herself,
Involuntarily, a touch of crimson crept up Hui Ying's red and green cheeks.
The sailor didn't say anything more, and got up and left.
The sailors went far,
Watching his back fade away, Hui Yinghong's beating heart calmed down slightly.
After that, Hui Yinghong began to look forward to the arrival of night,
She wished she could see the sailor again.
She wanted to say that again.
But no, the sailor never appeared again.
He embarked on the road to conquest of Vietnam and became a pawn in the vast army.
On the battlefield full of artillery fire,
Lucky people can get out of it,
And the young soldier with the girl in his heart,
Probably not the lucky one.
Maybe as soon as the prelude to the war begins,
The eyes that once reflected Hui Yinghong's figure were closed forever.
With no name or photograph, Hui Yinghong and the young sailors separated for fifty years.
There is no proof that he ever existed,
Hui Yinghong carved his appearance into her own memory,
She never forgot,
The young sailor who had warmed her in the cold night,
The first love that taught her "love.".
In the following fifty years, Hui Yinghong never gave up looking,
She had been waiting for that opportunity,
Hope to see him again.
Once Hui Yinghong went to the United States to receive the award, held a public meeting to raise funds for veterans,
She asked the veterans who had ever been to Hong Kong, China.
Does anyone remember on a cold night,
There was once a little girl with two braids standing on the side of the street selling cigarettes.
How she wished someone could remember,
How I wish that man was still alive,
But it didn't.
"If he's still alive and he can come back to me, I'll have to say 'I love you' again."
Three
After the age of 12, in order to make more money, Hui Yinghong decided to become a dancer.
It was also this decision that changed the trajectory of Hui Yinghong's life.
Hui Yinghong is gradually revealing her talent,
Through hard work Hui Yinghong soon became a lead dancer,
It is recognized by more and more people.
Two years later, Hui Yinghong finally ushered in an opportunity to reverse her life.
14-year-old Hui Yinghong is dancing on stage,
But he was favored by director Zhang Che,
He even made a decision to let this girl play the second female number in the movie "The Legend of the Eagle Shooter", Mu Nianci.
Hui Yinghong has since begun her acting career.
But the realistic whiplash still hit Hui Yinghong's weak shoulder.
She earns $1,500 a month when she dances.
Although it is not too much in number, it is more than enough to feed the family.
But did the actor shoot the movie,
Hui Yinghong can only get a monthly remuneration of 500 yuan.
For the huge gap in wages,
Hui Yinghong's mother was extremely dissatisfied,
Often said that Hui Yinghong was going to quit her job making movies,
Or go back and dance, so you can make a little more money.
The reason why her mother asked Hui Yinghong in this way was not because she "regarded wealth as her destiny".
It was because Hui Yinghong's father was already suffering from cancer at this time, and he was terminally ill and died soon.
In order to treat his father's illness, the whole family is trying to find a way to raise money.
Hui Yinghong looked at her father who was dying on the hospital bed,
Heart is born of intolerance,
She began to consider her mother's proposal,
Maybe they will give up this opportunity and return to their original positions first.
After all, it is important to treat my father.
But Hui Yinghong's father called his daughter to his side and said to her: "Don't be afraid, what you do is right, I will always believe in you, you can do it with confidence." ”
With the support of her father, Hui Yinghong finally decided not to give up this hard-won opportunity.
She returned to the film's filming set.
The next day, Hui Yinghong received a call from her mother,
My father died.
Hui Yinghong hurried home,
She looked at her father, who was still smiling at herself yesterday, persuading her to insist on doing what she liked.
Now it has returned to its most peaceful and serene state,
From a distance, my father seemed to be asleep, sleeping very deeply,
Hui Yinghong thought that in the dream, her father would no longer suffer because of illness.
After dealing with my father's affairs,
Hui Yinghong went back to finish filming the film.
After that, the movie was released as scheduled,
The delicate and cute "Mu Nianci" on the screen entered the hearts of the audience.
Hui Yinghong became famous overnight and became a new "movie star".
On her father's death day, Hui Yinghong took the movie ticket to visit her father.
She put the movie ticket in front of her father's spirit and repeatedly said, "Dad, I did it..."
But her father's response hui Yinghong could no longer hear it.
She could only feel the breeze blowing around her,
That gentle touch is like a father's caress,
Like a father's silent but heavy love for his daughter.
After that, Hui Yinghong signed a contract with the company and became a professional film actor.
In the 1970s and 1980s, Hong Kong martial arts films entered their heyday.
However, the difficult movements and the risk of frequent injuries dissuaded many actresses,
Few girls are willing to take on movies with too many martial arts components.
But Hui Yinghong is willing to take such a movie, she said: "I can't go, if I don't do it, I really don't have a chance." ”
Hui Yinghong, who does not have a little martial arts foundation, has been recognized by virtue of her cherishing of opportunities and the fighting spirit of "not afraid of death".
She seized every hard-won performance opportunity to train her martial arts moves.
If you fail, shoot another one, and if you are injured, you have to put on a plaster cast to continue shooting...
In the end, Hui Yinghong got her footing in the martial arts film,
She has become a household name for herself as a "martial arts actress".
Once Hui Yinghong filmed a scene of jumping down from more than a dozen floors,
Looking at the towering buildings, even the stunt actors refused to star, but Hui Yinghong chose to participate in the performance herself.
But the moment she landed, Hui Yinghong's left leg was directly broken because the protective measures were not done well.
When they went to the hospital, the doctor said that Hui Yinghong's leg needed to be cast in a plaster for recuperation.
But in order not to affect the subsequent shooting of the film,
Hui Yinghong decided not to fix the cast first,
Instead, it was the martial arts instructor who helped fix his legs.
Shoot the upper body scene first.
After that, Hui Yinghong went to the hospital for treatment,
But also because the best time for treatment was missed,
Hui Yinghong's left leg fell into lifelong pain,
When it comes to cold weather, it can be painful.
Legs, waist, even head...
Hui Yinghong couldn't count how many injuries she had suffered on her body.
But she said that these pains are nothing.
Compared with the days when I was a child who did not have enough to eat and did not wear warm clothes,
This kind of life is already a blessing.
In 1982, Hui Yinghong performed with the wonderful performance in the movie "The Elders",
Won the first Academy Award for Best Actress,
Hui Yinghong really stood at the "peak" with martial arts films.
After that, Hui Yinghong's salary rose from 500 yuan per month to 50,000 yuan per month.
Wherever she goes, there will be an audience that recognizes her.
Everyone knows that she is the female star who is very good at kung fu on the screen.
Just when Hui Yinghong thought that there would be no more bumps and setbacks in the future life path,
Fate still made a huge "joke" with Hui Yinghong.
Four
In the 1990s, Hong Kong martial arts films entered a period of decline.
In its place was the rise of literary films.
Once a martial arts star, no one is interested,
And Hui Yinghong is also one of them.
Originally, she spelled out her life to create the "martial arts female star" character,
Now it has become a cage that binds her to development.
In order to keep up with the trend of the times and the development of the industry as soon as possible,
Hui Yinghong proposed to the company to change her own image,
She hopes to participate in literary films,
Let the audience can see that Hui Yinghong can not only "fight", she can also walk her heart.
However, the company directly rejected Hui Yinghong's proposal.
In desperation, Hui Yinghong can only choose to save herself,
In order to tear off the labels of "martial arts", "fierceness" and "manliness" on the body,
Hui Yinghong paid for a set of photos at her own expense,
In the photo, she changed her usual image and showed the public the charm she had as a woman.
Photo release, finally there is a film about to find the door,
However, those who extended an olive branch to Hui Yinghong were some small roles such as "mother" and "aunt".
At this time, Hui Yinghong still insisted on the proud self-sustaining of the "shadow queen",
Her heart does not allow herself to bend down to play those small supporting roles who do not even have a name.
Hui Yinghong is imprisoned in a cage she weaves,
Like a trapped beast roaring silently in a confined environment,
But no one around could hear her voice.
Nor did anyone lend her a helping hand.
The passage of time has gradually accumulated those negative emotions,
Like the silt that could not be dredged, it was clogged in the depths of Hui Yinghong's heart.
Slowly, Hui Yinghong's heart was shrouded in a haze of depression,
She suffered from severe depression.
Hui Yinghong began to become dull, and she often locked herself in her room and did not go out.
Thinking wildly in my head, I always feel that ending my life is the best destination.
Finally, one day, Hui Yinghong attempted suicide,
Fortunately, the sister who came to visit her sister happened to find this scene,
Hui Yinghong was admitted to the hospital.
When she woke up again, Hui Yinghong saw her mother and sister sitting on the edge of the bed,
Looking at the red and swollen eyes of her loved ones, Hui Yinghong was full of remorse.
She suddenly realized that she still had relatives to take care of.
If they leave like this, how will they live in the future?
Finally, Hui Yinghong made up her mind: "Since God didn't accept me, then I must try again." ”
She actively cooperated with the treatment, and after recovering, Hui Yinghong began to prepare for a comeback filming.
She read a lot of books to supplement her cultural deficiencies,
She also returned to the company to meet her former colleagues and learn about the latest news in the industry.
The proud and self-sustaining Hui Yinghong in the past,
Now Hui Yinghong is a little more humble and rational.
She went to the company's leaders and showed that she was no longer picky,
Whether it is a protagonist or a supporting role, as long as there is a chance, even if it is a small opportunity, she is willing to try.
At that moment, the original tenacious and persistent Hui Yinghong came back,
She has penetrated into the hearts of the audience in every role she has played.
She successfully proved to the audience: "I can fight, but I don't just play." ”
In 2010, Hui Yinghong won the Best Actress Award at the 46th Golden Horse Awards for her wonderful performance in the movie "Heart Demon".
Hui Yinghong, who is 50 years old, is the heroine of the iron fight in martial arts films.
In literary and art films, it has served as a "dragon set" for ten years.
After several twists and turns, after several ups and downs, Hui Yinghong returned to that "starting point".
After this, Hui Yinghong became more calm and calm, and she began to actively look for opportunities.
As long as it is a script that she thinks is good, or a valuable role, Hui Yinghong will take the initiative to fight.
In 2016, the film "Blood Guanyin" project began to prepare,
Originally, the role of "Lady Tang" already had alternative actors,
But Hui Yinghong did not give up, she insisted on seeing the director.
After getting permission, Hui Yinghong memorized the lines in advance and also made the overall shape,
In this way, he appeared in front of the director in an all-round way and performed for twenty minutes.
In those twenty minutes, no one in the whole environment spoke.
Everyone was impressed by Hui Yinghong's acting skills.
In the end, Hui Yinghong won the role of "Lady Tang" with her own strength.
Five
Someone once told Hui Yinghong's fortune that her fate was good, it was the princess's fate,
But Hui Yinghong seemed to have heard a joke,
He said self-deprecatingly: "I am indeed a princess, but I am a princess who has been 'exiled' by good luck." ”
Hui Yinghong's life has experienced countless ups and downs and hardships,
She said that her life was like someone else's two lives.
Childhood upheavals and displacements,
When you grow up, you will taste all the bitterness,
Everything seems so long before it succeeds.
In her lifetime, Hui Yinghong has won the honor of best actress seven times.
But every time you stand on the podium,
Hui Yinghong is acting like a newcomer who has just debuted,
She choked up every time she had tears in her eyes and a thank you.
The tribulations and hardships she has experienced have given her the most solid foundation,
Now she is full of confidence,
On this uneven road of life,
At least she has gained a lot of surprises and successes as an actress.