Biography
Zhang Wenjing, female, Han ethnicity, born in October 2000, Rizhao, Shandong, student of class 19-2 of the Law (Ben) of the College of Administration.
Before coming to Tyco, I never left home for a long time to live alone, and I didn't even live in high school. I am used to life being taken care of by my mother, and problems are solved by my mother - I am a "mother's treasure girl", afraid of difficulties, afraid of hardship, not independent, not confident... During Tyco's three years, that all quietly changed.
01.
We acted very well
On the evening of the second day of school, the school organizes a freshman assembly. I sat at the back of the line, saw the teacher selecting people in each class, and asked the classmates next to me to know that it was the art teacher who selected the actors for the welcome party. I said "Oh", I didn't think to sign up, I almost didn't participate in art activities since junior high school, I felt that I was not qualified.
Hearing the classmates around me enviously: "It seems that I don't have to participate in military training," I was a little hesitant in my heart. The military training stood in a military posture against the sun, tired and tired. I'm afraid of performances, and I'm even more afraid of being tired and afraid of the sun. After thinking about it again, I discussed with my classmates: "Shall we sign up for the chorus together?" "I don't think the chorus should be hard. At that time, I never expected that when I wrote the three words "Zhang Wenjing", my university life would develop in a new direction.
After the meeting, the teacher organized a simple selection, and I always felt that I could not do it, and I was uneasy in my heart: I knew that I wanted to select, so I would not lose this person. Looking at the students in front of me who were brushed off, I became more and more nervous.
Finally it was my turn, the teacher looked at me, and before I could say I was in the chorus, he sent me to the dancer selection side – maybe he thought I was suitable for dancing? The last time I danced was eight or nine years ago when I was in elementary school, and I forgot about it. In order not to be ugly, I stared closely at the teacher, trying to remember every demonstration action, and imitating it hard. Who knew that the teacher was the first to take me out and let me register the information!
Formal training the next day. I was amazed to find that I was no slower or worse than others, and that I was praised by my teachers from time to time. This made me feel very encouraged, I felt that I was not so bad, and I should perform well and be worthy of the praise of the teacher.
Training has formed a very good atmosphere, everyone you compete with me, no one refuses to fall behind, often overtime training. During the rehearsal, we saw the performance of the brother's college performed in friendship, and suddenly felt the pressure, and the little confidence that had just been erected began to falter.
At the end of the rehearsal, everyone went back to the dormitory, but we felt that we should try harder and chase the gap, so we returned to the playground at ten o'clock in the evening. The night in November was already cold, and many people were wrapped in down jackets and stuck in the playground until three o'clock in the morning.
Our efforts were not in vain, and everyone at the party was particularly eye-catching. I stood on the stage, listening to the warm applause and cheers from the audience, and the confidence that had been lost for a long time suddenly filled my chest.
02.
Training is harder than military training
When I first signed up for the party training, I was afraid of hardship and tiredness and avoided military training, but when I joined the art troupe, I found that the art training was even more tiring and bitter than the military training, and the military training was only two weeks hard, and the art troupe had been suffering for three years.
In the rehearsal of the welcome party, we repeatedly made movements in the training ground every day, one action several times, and the muscles were sore and trembling, and we could not stand steadily, and we walked straight and shook. Seeing that the military training line took a break for a while, listening to their laughter, I thought from time to time: Is it the wrong choice?
In the summer of our sophomore year, we represented the school in the Tai'an City Campus Star Competition. Before the game, as long as there was no class, we would soak in the rehearsal hall and return to the dormitory at eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening. There were several kneeling movements in the dance, my legs and knees were full of bruises and bruises, and I did not dare or want to take time off, because everyone was rehearsing in pain.
Because the theme of the performance was anti-epidemic, I put on my protective suit for the last time before the final. When I did the kneeling action, my knees and protective clothing were crowded together, and I only felt a little pain in my knees, and I didn't take it seriously.
Kneeling on the ground several times in a row, the knees became more and more painful. When I took off my protective suit, I found that the blood flowing from my knees was stuck to the protective suit. I was about to record the show, so I had to find a few napkins to simply handle it, put on the protective suit and play again.
At that time, in the face of these pains and tiredness, I did not have any complaints, I was already immersed in training, integrated in the group, the psychology of being afraid of suffering and tiredness did not know where to go, and I only felt happy and full in my heart. To this day, there are still scars on my knees, and every time I see it, I feel a sense of pride: pain and tiredness are nothing!
03.
It lasted five thousand laps
When I talked to my classmates at other schools, I was surprised to find that I seemed to have a lot more opportunities to exercise than they did.
For example, in our freshman year, each class has to participate in a week-long quality development activity. What impressed me the most was the power circle activity - the instructor took out a long and thick rope, pulled it into a large circle, let us sit in a circle, waist, legs, arms straight together, five fingers grasped the rope, up, right, down, left clockwise rotation, each turn must be loudly counted.
At first, I naively thought it was the easiest project in a few days, but gradually I realized that I was wrong. After more than two hundred turns, I already felt that I was exhausted, and my classmates also frowned. I threw a look to the instructor for help, but he came over to help me take off my glasses and asked us, "Tired?" We shouted in unison, "Tired! He smiled and said, "Go on! ”
Gritting my teeth and turning to nearly five hundred laps, I thought I was about to be liberated, but the instructor said, "Test your potential, go on!" "I was taken aback: five hundred laps seemed like a start!
We shouted as we turned, and the voices became quieter and quieter. The instructor encouraged us: "Let me see what your limits are!" "After breaking through a thousand laps, I felt a faint pain in my palms. Seeing that everyone was trying to turn, I didn't dare to say that I would give up, and I could only grit my teeth and insist.
Amazingly, we turned a full five thousand laps! This is something that no one thought of. At the moment when the instructor shouted to stop, many people suddenly "collapsed" on the playground.
I looked at the blisters that had been squeezed out of my palms, and I felt a little excitement when I thought of the achievements and persistence of five thousand laps. Persistence and abandonment are between a thought, and only by persevering can we see our potential and show our efforts. I think that no matter how many years have passed, I will never forget this effort and perseverance.
04.
Mom's refusal
When I first left my mom and came to Tyco, I was very uncomfortable. The environment is strange, people are strange, I don't know who to talk to, and I don't know how to solve problems. I was glad I joined the rehearsal the next day, and later joined the big art troupe.
The common way of life among the members of the group has given us common questions and topics, and I have gained the most precious friendship in my life. Before coming to Tyco, when I encountered something, I always used to "mom ,......" I don't know when it started, and I had fewer and fewer calls to my mom for help.
The last time I asked my mom for help was in my sophomore year. One day, the class leader came to me and said that he wanted to do a networking activity with other classes, hoping to use my identity as a big art troupe to find someone to come out with a few programs. I thought it was a trivial matter, and I sent a notice in the class group. But a day passed, and the news mud cattle into the sea, and there was no response. I was in a hurry, and the squad leader felt that I had the ability to find me, and I had to be worthy of this trust.
So, I contacted individually, but they either said they wouldn't be talented or they just said they didn't want to participate... At the end of the day, a show was not done. I was depressed and felt like I really didn't have the ability to do things.
I didn't want to consult with my classmates, I thought it would be looked down upon, so I opened a video with my mother. To my surprise, my mother looked at me quietly and said, "You have grown up, you can't come to me for everything, you have to learn to think independently, and when you encounter difficulties, you must learn to solve them yourself." Even if I help you this time, what about next time? Mom can't solve all your problems for you forever. ”
At that moment, I felt as if it was someone else's mother, and didn't my mother solve any problems for me before?
I hung up the phone and I lay in bed rolling over and over and couldn't fall asleep, wondering what I should do. The next day, I decided to implement the "Brown Candy Project", in one word, "grind"! Seeing me approaching "with bad intentions", the roommate immediately looked wary: "Don't! I know what you're going to say, I'm not going! "The candy is coming, you don't want to go without going?" I lovingly hugged her arm and said, "Don't be in a hurry to refuse, you sing so well, anyone who can't hear you singing will be sad..."
After a "rainbow fart", I found that she was a little shaken, so I took advantage of the chase: "The activity can make others discover your advantages, and you can also exercise your confidence in going on stage, and by the way, it also helped me a little favor, killing three birds with one stone!" "Under my stalking, several shows were finalized.
Looking back, Mom's refusal was right. Inseparable from the mother, never grow up, never solve the problem by yourself. Therefore, summing up the growth in Tyco, I think the biggest gain is to get out of the mother's wing protection, learn to face difficulties alone, learn to endure hardships and perseverance, from a "mother treasure girl" to a young eagle that can fly independently in the blue sky and face the wind and rain alone.
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