【Newcomer】Luofu丨 Those who have seen and missed the scenery

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Those who have seen so missed the scenery

□Rov / Text

I would like to pay tribute to those who have seen and missed the scenery.

We may wonder where the unchosen path in Robert's poem leads, and what scenery is missed? But in the end, there is no way to turn back, even if the road under your feet is full of bumps and thorns now, you can only go down firmly, go to the next intersection, and make a careful choice. Every choice is looking forward to a hard work, and every effort is looking forward to more and better choices next time.

My hometown is located in Linzhou, Henan, the hometown of architecture, where the water of the Red Flag Canal flows with "self-reliance and hard struggle", and my fathers are the 100,000 construction army that has walked out of the Taihang Mountains. From a young age, my family warned me to study hard, otherwise I could only carry the four or two rotten cotton sleeves to work on the construction site, I did not understand the hardships of life when I was young, and I naively thought that someone would always be responsible for moving bricks to build a building, so what was it? When I was 10 years old, my family suddenly changed, and when I was in high school, although I didn't have the money to go to school, I was always a little stretched, so I started my summer part-time life.

Life at the construction site is far less beautiful than imagined, the sun during the day is so poisonous, the rain at night is so cold, since it is always necessary to make the manly stubbornness, gritting his teeth and telling the mother at home, "Everything is fine, don't worry about it", but the bricks that suddenly fell off the wall smashed the helmet into a pit, the nails on the square wood could directly penetrate the shoes into the soles of the feet, and the nostrils after cutting the grooves were full of snot like cement, and the hairstyle also became a Saiyan... But this is the construction site! You look at the workers, how happy they are laughing, getting together at night, some of the workers in the basement are smoking and drinking, some are playing cards and chatting, sharing their happiness, I asked an uncle will let his children come to the construction site to work? He smiled and said, "Child, everyone has their own destiny, if heaven destined him to move bricks and work, this construction site is where he earns money to support his family, no matter what he does, just earn money to support his family." "I went to the construction site for three years in a row to do summer vacation work, and every time I met more and more people of the same age on the construction site, I looked at their status like I saw a different version of myself, if I didn't work hard, it would be a landscape that belonged to me for the second half of my life, fortunately I could have more choices."

After the college entrance examination, I went to a city where no one knew me, hoping to start a new life, no one knew about the past, while going to school while working part-time, although some hardships were tired, but also increased a lot of insight, the good thing about big cities is that they can contact the diversified world and see different landscapes. In the summer vacation of my freshman year, I met with my classmates to go south to work, Shanghai, Kunshan, Jiaxing, Jiashan, Haining have all walked by, slept in the ticket hall of Kunshan at two o'clock in the middle of the night, and the little sister threw us two steel hammers, and at half past five I couldn't find a bus in Jiaxing and slept on a bench in the park, and the mosquitoes in the south were really arrogant, and they could suck blood through their clothes. The black-hearted intermediary was like a mosquito, collecting our intermediary fee after intermediary fee but had not been arranged to work well, at that time the streets were full of college students pulling suitcases, the black agent called us "piglets", every holiday will appear, every wave of "piglets" are so simple. The money on my body is about to run out, and my classmates insist on going home, but I can't, so I went to Suzhou alone to run to my friends, and through the introduction of my friends' hometowns, I finally became a worker on the assembly line.

Labor-intensive industries I studied in high school were characterized by a huge amount of cheap labor, and I was. In order to subsidize the night shift for 15 yuan more per day, I took the initiative to ask for the night shift, thinking that it would be two months anyway, so I only bought a bed of 20 yuan quilt, half of the cover, it was also very good, saving air conditioning and electricity. The first month is the most difficult, the money on the body is almost spent, the salary will not be paid until the next month, can only rely on the money in the meal card to barely support, fortunately in the southern canteen rice does not have money, that night shift, tears mixed with rice, can also eat the taste of home. Factory life is very tempting, surrounded by peers, there are many girls, the work is not dirty and tired, just repeat some simple work, talk and laugh a day's work will be done, the income is OK. But how can a reader be willing to do this for the rest of his life?

After graduation, I worked in management in a service company, and I also did part-time work in college, and for the first time I really stepped into society, I realized that all the helplessness was because there was no better choice. The service industry is a place where anyone and anything can be seen, the leaders who make things difficult for subordinates, the guests who are drunk and troublesome, the waiters who are trapped by love, the sales of customers, and the small bosses who play in front of their classmates... Sometimes I will listen to them talk about the past, why the current life is not satisfactory, regret that I did not study hard, did not seize an opportunity, did not say the sentence "I love you", some people say that if I was fortunate to study hard, I have the current achievements, more people are sighing, if I can work hard, at least now I can have more choices!

If I hadn't seen the sun, I might have endured the darkness. Now I am in Jiangcheng, found a career worth fighting for a lifetime, not only can support the family, but also can contribute to the ecological construction, this year also settled a small home in Jiangcheng, married the girl I liked, although experienced countless ups and downs, the result finally lived up to the original intention. If you have never seen a more beautiful landscape, if you have not run desperately to chase that beauty, if you have not endured the pain of getting up after countless falls, how can you be worthy of this beautiful scenery in front of you? Since you weren't born at the finish line, run hard!

Life is a journey, and after experiencing more scenery, I know what I want.

Put a small poem written many years ago:

A heart is wandering,

Through the forest, it's autumn,

The leaf does not know which tree it came from;

Over the mountains, it's summer,

The stone did not know which mountain it came from;

Come to the beach and take out the leaves and stones,

Only to find that the leaves do not grow into trees,

Stones can't become mountains.

In the future, facing the sea, spring blossoms.