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There is a strange phenomenon in this world, always waiting until the author leaves before people go to read her works. There is also a strange law in this society, always waiting until people are forced to die, only to realize that things are not trivial. This is a passage said by young writer Li Shanglong after reading "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise".
In February 2017, writer Lin Yihan's novel "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise" was released, causing a great response, Lin Yihan said that she was very painful when she wrote the book, because the events in the book were true stories that happened when she was 13 years old. Two months after the book was published, Lin Yihan chose to say goodbye to readers in a special way, when she was only 26 years old.
Lin Yihan put the power into the book, left it to the living girl, but not to himself. The world is beautiful, but behind the good lies countless frightening sins, and those sexual violence are destroying the lives of young girls.
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Fang Siqi and Liu Yiting are extremely good friends, in their own words, spiritual twins, even hobbies. The two of them are a little different, Fang Siqi looks good, Liu Yiting is ordinary.
Sometimes it is not necessarily a good thing to look good, and Fang Siqi has also suffered devastation because she is good-looking, just like a flower with buds waiting to be released, and it has been forcibly plucked from the flower core and crushed on the fingertips.
When Fang Siqi was promoted to junior high school, a Chinese language teacher moved downstairs. He took his wife and daughter to visit door to door, and took the initiative to ask for Help Fang Siqi and Liu Yiting to make up their essays.
This 50-year-old teacher Li Guohua, with his talent and the professional nature of the teacher, won the respect of parents upstairs and downstairs, and let Fang Siqi and Liu Yiting, the girls of the flower season, relax their vigilance, because the teacher is so big that he is enough to be their grandfather.
Fang Siqi also has a neighbor named Xu Yiwen, who is a woman who is full of poetry books. Fang Siqi and Liu Yiting especially like to come to her house to listen to her study. In the eyes of two girls who have never been in the world, everything is so beautiful. The first time the two of them discovered the pain of life began with Xu Yiwen being abused by the family.
However, Fang Siqi did not know how to protect herself from harm, in her eyes, in the eyes of all adults, sex was the most obscene thing. Once Liu Yiting ate the sea cucumber in her mouth and spit it out again during the meal, and then said that it was like oral sex, and was angrily shouted by Liu Mother to go to the penalty station.
02
Li Guohua seized on this moral gap and wasted a girl's best time full of dirt. Li Guohua has his own wife, a daughter two years younger than Fang Siqi, in order to prevent her from destroying his good deeds, he does not intend to cultivate his daughter with care. Li Guohua looked gentle and elegant, but in fact, he was very moral, and he even thought about possessing Xu Yiwen, who had just been married.
Hindered by the Xu family's great cause and strong strength, he was afraid that the East Window Incident would cause trouble for him, so he extended his magic grip to the young Fang Siqi. Fang Siqi's parents are working class, although the living conditions are good, but there is no power, and Fang Siqi is a girl with strong self-esteem.
A girl with strong self-esteem will not say such an ugly thing as sexual assault.
Li Guohua finally found an opportunity to aim at the target, he wanted to make up the composition for Fang Siqi and Liu Yiting alone, asking each person to submit an essay a week and take turns in class. In this way, in the first composition class, when Fang Siqi walked into Teacher Li's house with the written composition, Teacher Li hugged her from behind.
Fang Siqi struggled to break free and silently shouted: No, no, no. But Teacher Li said: If it doesn't work, your mouth can also. This year, Fang Siqi was only 13 years old. Since then, every time Fang Siqi's composition class is a moment of sexual assault, Li Guohua told her that it was the way the teacher loved her and asked her not to be angry.
Fang Siqi really couldn't stand this kind of torture, so she tentatively said to her mother: There are teachers and other classmates in the school who have sex. The mother asked: Which girl is so young and so upset? Fang Siqi told Liu Yiting about the incident again, and Yiting said: You are so disgusting.
Obviously, the girl was a victim, but it was still the girl who was scolded and insulted, and Fang Siqi was completely desperate.
Under heavy pressure, Fang Siqi went crazy.
03
One day, Liu Yiting received a call from the police station, saying that they had found a girl in the mountain who was covered in a shawl. Liu Yiting found out that Fang Siqi was crazy. Liu Yiting saw the diary written by Fang Siqi in the dormitory, and discovered all the secrets, all the pain that Fang Siqi experienced.
She showed the diary to Xu Yiwen, who was sad and wanted to protect Fang Siqi through legal means. But the lawyer said: "No way, you want evidence, without evidence, you will only be bitten back." ”
Where to find evidence like condoms and toilet paper? What happened to Fang Siqi could only remain in his mind like a nightmare. Fang Siqi was only 13 years old when she was sexually assaulted, and at that time she did not understand what love was. What the teacher says is what it is.
As she grew older, however, she learned that it was a shameful thing to do, and in order to keep things from being exposed, she even persuaded herself to love her teachers who violated her. She said that as long as she fell in love with her teacher, all this was normal. After every rape, the teacher would tell her that what they did was happy and beautiful.
But Fang Siqi will always grow up and always understand what is beautiful and what is dirty. But no one thought that it was the girl who was hurt, and everyone felt that once a girl was violated, the girl must be shameless. It is the moral judgment of society that is wrong, which makes the claws of the devil succeed again and again.
Fang Siqi went crazy, and her world finally became simple. Lin Yihan died, and her world was finally clean.
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This is a world where good and evil coexist, behind the good will hide evil, and some good intentions will not be easily felt. Living in such a world, we must learn to distinguish between good and evil, and do our best to protect ourselves. Be a friendly and happy person, but don't be afraid of any evil or strength.
Surveys show that in China, 9.5% of girls and 8% of boys have been sexually assaulted in different ways, a total of 25 million people, and most of them are committed by acquaintances. A quarter of girls in the United States are also sexually assaulted and have an average age of only 9.
This is a terrible set of data, which shows that there are still many parents and children who are suffering. How to avoid harm to children, be sure to give them appropriate sex education. Blindly avoiding it is impossible to protect the child.
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