one.
A text that cannot be written for a long time, as long as I think of that person- "yi is difficult to ping" three words, will fill my eyes. Wu Zhe's "Bamboo Wood Wolf Horse" was later renamed "Answer", and the protagonists are still Fu Yijie and Fu Kun. But what moved me even more was Zhang Qingkai and Xia Fei, so I bought nearly ten different versions one after another.
For the sake of "Thinking of Your Zhang Qingkai"; for the sake of "Xia Fei, Who Lived Well". It is worth mentioning that in the radio drama, Zhang Qingkai's voice actor is singing fritters; Xia Fei's voice actor is Sky. I, the most beloved sky.
I have more regrets than Zhang Ailing, she hates begonias without fragrance; I hate that I have hardly seen begonias. Not to mention, Xifu Begonia.
two.
After falling ill, Xia Fei has been suffering from hemophilia. Such a strong child always let everyone see his optimistic side. Even if the smile is so reluctant and naughty, it can't be said.
If Xia Fei could live for a year and a half longer, the drugs to treat hemophilia would be available immediately. Then, Xia Fei would not die, he would be with Zhang Qingkai. Although it is only a character in the novel and a story in the novel, I still hope that Xia Fei is really doing well. However, no, Xia Fei left for eight years, four months and three days—for Zhang Qingkai, separation was like spending the same time.
three.
Xia Fei, he had only said harsh words once in his life. Zhang Qingkai's mother listened, and the whole person was stunned on the spot.
"You'd better beg God to let me die later." Over time, we may quarrel, we may fall out, we will break up, but if I die now... Your son will never forget me in this lifetime. I would be the scar he would never get better, engraved in his heart. ”
Xia Fei is not Zhang Qingkai's psychological shadow, he is the last reason to support Zhang Qingkai to live well. For those who love deeply, the person who goes first is a blessing. He didn't just leave himself, he took away all his love.
Those who are alive will have to spend the rest of their lives. There is love and memories, which is also the only thing Zhang Qingkai has.
shop.
The deepest love is to live yourself as he is. Zhang Qingkai opens a bookstore, basks in the sun, raises ugly...
"It's a very happy thing to have someone who can think about it for a lifetime, every day, every minute, thinking that you are the evidence that makes me feel like I'm still alive." 」 Xia Fei was not around, but he was always with him. Being a person always has to have some thoughts, Zhang Qingkai goes to the cemetery every day to see Xia Fei. Holding the flowers that Xia Fei likes, and bringing the dumplings that Xia Fei likes to eat, he talks with him.
Day after day, year after year, eight years, four months and three days flew by. Zhang Qingkai guarded this love, sweet and satisfied.
five.
Zhang Qingkai once promised Xia Fei: "Wait for you to be better, I will accompany you, we will not look at the cherry blossoms, but look at the Begonias of Xifu." "In the end, they didn't go to see the Begonia Xifu together. Zhang Qingkai had never dared to go to the Cherry Blossom Garden, always afraid that he would be angry if he didn't take Xia Fei with him.
What was Zhang Qingkai's expression when he said this? "How do you remember me?" With a smile or very silent. Over the years, has there been no one who can keep you from being lonely. Rene Liu's "Later", Zhang Qingkai gave the answer: Nobody.
Begonias have since become my obsession. First because of Xia Fei, and then because of the sky. He hand-wrote the reply letters of "Xia Fei, Who Lived Well" and "Zhang Qingkai Who Thinks of You", and his words and his love fascinated me.
END。
Sky Sky is a delicate and gentle person, and "Xia Fei Who Lived Well" specifically found two versions of background music. I love Yoshikawa's version of "Moments", the single loops...
There is a kind of person in this world who spends the rest of his life in love. Xia Fei: Zhang Qingkai misses you, are you doing well?
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