Because she had a miscarriage once, Xi Meijuan was extra careful when she was pregnant this time.
After the pregnancy ended in October, Xi Meijuan gave birth to her son alone in the delivery room.
The first time she dialed her husband Zhou Yemang's phone,
I thought I would get the joy of my husband to celebrate,
But I didn't expect to be exchanged for a sentence of "Let's get a divorce!" ”
"Well, the boy has my last name."
Xi Meijuan's calmness surprised Zhou Yemang even more.
In Xi Meijuan's view, compared with her son,
The sadness of being divorced before I was born is useless,
The son is the most important thing.
After divorcing Zhou Yemang, Xi Meijuan did not fall because of this,
Instead, it was because my son became stronger.
In order not to embarrass the son,
Xi Meijuan sacrificed her right to choose love again,
A man and a son depend on each other,
The mother and son also lived happily ever after.
Now 28 years later,
Xi Meijuan, who was once abandoned by Zhou Yemang,
He had already metamorphosed into a man he could not climb high.
One
Xi Meijuan was born in Shanghai, in addition to her three brothers and sisters,
When she was a child, Xi Meijuan was not very pretty, but she was very temperamental.
Her temperament is read out of books.
Xi Meijuan's father is a designer, but also a cultural person,
Since she was a child, she has loved to spend time with her father.
When the father works at home, the other children play in the yard,
Only Xi Meijuan would sit quietly next to her father,
Although she could not read,
But Xi Meijuan would always look at the books on her father's desk in a serious manner.
Many people say that Xi Meijuan has been very mature since she was a child.
Because she always has a sense of stability that other children of the same age do not have,
She was quiet.
All the kids just like to play when they were kids,
But Xi Meijuan did not know.
They like to play with the living mud, Xi Meijuan never plays,
She thought it was not only dirty but also very childish.
Xi Meijuan's only special hobby when she was a child was to go to the street to pick up newspapers.
The family didn't have extra money to buy her books,
She had to go out into the street herself to pick it up and see.
Every time I pick up a small triangle of newspaper,
Xi Meijuan can always enjoy watching all day.
Later, Xi Meijuan's parents found that their daughter was a good seedling to study.
So I paid her textbooks and sent her to school.
Xi Meijuan was very happy.
From the moment the textbook was sent to her hand,
She protects her textbook like a baby,
No one can touch it.
Casually open a textbook of Xi Meijuan,
It's full of neat notes,
It's heart-warming to watch.
Be a good student of the teacher in school,
Back at home is the little cotton jacket of the parents,
In the eyes of everyone, Xi Meijuan is very good,
Commonly known as "someone else's child".
In 1973, Xi Meijuan, who could have been admitted to the university to continue her studies,
Forced to go to Chongming Island in Shanghai to do Zhiqing,
It was also this time to go to the countryside, Xi Meijuan's original life trajectory was also changed.
Two
Coming to Chongming Island, Xi Meijuan was the first person to know Pan Hong.
At this time, Pan Hong has been here for two years.
Since coming here, Pan Hong has not had a good life.
I have to go to work early every morning,
You can only get a salary of 18 yuan a month.
Pan Hong,000 yuan of salary of 18 yuan cannot enjoy it herself.
Break it in half and send it home.
After listening to Pan Hong's complaint, Xi Meijuan giggled in her heart,
Momentarily, there was some resistance to the days that followed.
At noon on this day, everyone had lunch in the big canteen,
Several people stood in front with microphones,
Introducing a university.
The canteen was noisy, Xi Meijuan couldn't hear what was said in the microphone,
But she roughly knew that the university was coming to recruit students.
After a while, the people on the stage shouted "Is there anyone who wants to sign up?" ”
Two shouts in a row were completely ignored.
Until the third shout,
A familiar female voice came from the audience,
"I'll try it!"
The original noisy canteen was instantly quiet,
Everyone looked in unison in the direction of the sound,
Xi Meijuan also turned her head to look at the hilarity,
The person who raised his hand turned out to be Pan Hong!
"Very good, is there anything else?"
"Count me in."
Seeing that Pan Hong had signed up, Xi Meijuan also raised her hand.
In this way, Pan Hong and Xi Meijuan became the only two girls to sign up.
No one would have thought at that time,
These two brave girls will develop into film queens in the future.
After eating, the two were called to the leader's office,
After a few brief explanations, the two went back to their lunch breaks.
After a while, Xi Meijuan basically forgot about this,
It wasn't until she received an email that she remembered.
Open the envelope outside, which reads "Shanghai Theater Academy",
"Did you learn to sing?"
Xi Meijuan thought to herself.
"No matter what you study, as long as you can read, it's better than staying here."
Xi Meijuan has always liked to read,
No one knows this piece better than she does.
But she didn't know anything about acting.
As soon as you enter the gate of the Shanghai Theater School,
The aura that had originally shone on Xi Meijuan's body was instantly extinguished.
At the Shanghai Theater Academy,
What everyone values is the appearance, is the appearance,
They only care about what the eyes see intuitively,
No one will know your heart specifically.
Xi Meijuan's appearance in this beautiful school,
It was plain, and no one would look at her more when she walked on the road.
Pan Hong and Xi Meijuan, who came together, were just the opposite,
Tall and tall, no sense of three-dimensionality, or a mixed race,
Just standing there, it's already in the spotlight.
This makes Xi Meijuan, who was originally introverted,
It's become more closed.
"It's not a very photogenic look."
The teacher's unintentional words further deepened xi Meijuan's sense of inferiority in her heart.
In the sophomore year, many students in the class began to receive scripts from external directors.
Among them, the best resource is Pan Hong.
This year, the director of "Desert Camel Bells" came to the school to pick actors,
From the many students who came to the interview,
At a glance, I saw Pan Hong standing in the corner,
Even if she doesn't argue, she stands quietly in the corner,
The director can also see the light shining on her body at a glance.
Subsequently, with the release of this movie,
Pan Hong's acting road is like opening a plug-in,
Resources have been received softly, and many works have even been sent to international platforms to be displayed.
The more successful Pan Hong is on this side, the more Xi Meijuan appears to be depressed on the other side.
Xi Meijuan, who used to be called "someone else's child",
It became a "little transparent" in the class.
But fortunately, Xi Meijuan was not discouraged, she was still very backbone.
Knowing that her appearance is not dominant, she focuses more on her acting skills.
After four years of study in college,
Xi Meijuan really felt the joy brought to her by acting,
She was determined to practice her skills.
All the knowledge points mentioned by the teacher, Xi Meijuan wrote to the notebook every time,
After class, the other students left,
She began to practice over and over again,
She believes that practice makes perfect has always been an immutable law.
After graduating from college, Pan Hong naturally embarked on the road of sparkling film and television.
And Xi Meijuan, who looks slightly backward, is not bad,
Although she did not receive film resources, she was assigned to the Shanghai People's Art Theater.
Became a drama actor.
Three
Three hundred and sixty lines, lines out of the yuan.
Through her unremitting efforts, Xi Meijuan has become a "champion" in the drama actor.
In 1977, the drama "Ten Thousand Waters and Thousand Mountains" recruited actors,
Xi Meijuan was pulled over to play a correspondent.
Although there are not many scenes, Xi Meijuan cherishes it extraordinarily,
Because this is her first time on stage.
During the rehearsal period,
Xi Meijuan is the first to arrive every day, the last to leave,
No matter what she did, she always had the script in her hand.
Eating, going to the toilet, on the way home,
I can always see Xi Meijuan holding a white booklet in her hand,
Sharp-eyed people can also see that there are dense notes on it,
It was all written by Xi Meijuan little by little.
What expression is this sentence, what is the tone of that sentence,
All are marked on the top by Xi Meijuan.
It is no exaggeration to say that those lines Xi Meijuan can be recited backwards,
That's the real work.
As long as the effort will be discovered, Xi Meijuan finally waited for this day.
The true love interpretation of "Thousands of Waters and Mountains" allowed her to receive an important drama in her life, "The Chinese Dream".
This time Xi Meijuan starred in the main role,
Because this drama is a total of two people acting.
Seeing that her efforts have paid off, Xi Meijuan rehearsed "The Chinese Dream",
More engaged than the first play,
Basically immersed in the script,
Many times she forgets that she is Xi Meijuan.
With "The Chinese Dream", Xi Meijuan won her first award in her life, the "Drama Plum Blossom Award".
When there is a slight improvement in the career,
Xi Meijuan's love is also quietly moving closer to her.
In 1982, Xi Meijuan's art theater came to a young man named Zhou Yemang.
Zhou Yemang is a big man of one meter and eight meters, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and his personality is also very outgoing,
When I first arrived at the theater, I was very popular with girls.
Zhou Yemang also graduated from the Shanghai Theater Academy.
She is a little younger than Xi Meijuan, but not much worse.
Don't look at Zhou Ye mang's appearance is very cheerful, but he is ten minutes to xi Meijuan, who has a calm personality.
When Zhou Yemang was still a "novice",
Xi Meijuan has become a well-known drama actress.
In order to be able to get acquainted with Xi Meijuan,
Zhou Yemang often asked Xi Meijuan for advice knowingly.
Every time he always called Xi Meijuan "Teacher Xi",
No matter how many people are present,
Zhou Yemang always shouted "Teacher Xi" without scruples,
Subsequently, everyone's eyes will all fall on Xi Meijuan's body,
Every time it made her blush.
Don't look at Zhou Ye mang as a "newcomer", but he is proficient in everything,
Not only is his acting skills very good, but his voice acting is also very good.
For example, everyone knows that the "List of Fengshen Gods" and "Xia Family Three Thousand Gold" all wear his voice.
Two people of similar age, excellent in all aspects, and also rehearsed plays together,
A person from a drama club often jokes about two people,
Over time, Xi Meijuan also gradually developed a good feeling for this sunny and cheerful big boy.
The two really held each other's hands.
When Xi Meijuan and Zhou Yemang were just together,
There is no one up and down the whole drama theater who does not know,
Everyone is very optimistic about this young couple with a talented woman's appearance.
Every day after work, Zhou Yemang would always ride a bicycle and carry Xi Meijuan.
Xi Meijuan sat in the back in a white dress,
The hand consciously wrapped around Zhou Yemang's waist,
That picture is as sweet as the plot in the idol drama.
Although the relationship between the two is very good, they are not carried away by love,
While falling in love, they did not forget their respective careers.
The miracle created by Xi Meijuan in the drama industry soon extended to the film industry.
Many directors who were not optimistic about her appearance before,
One after another threw olive branches at her,
Xi Meijuan did not mind, but seized these opportunities,
Perfect interpretation of his excellent acting skills.
While Xi Meijuan was making progress, Zhou Yemang did not lag behind,
His deductive career is also thriving, in a state of upward development.
The relationship and career of the two people are becoming more and more stable,
As their parents are very anxious about the marriage of these two people,
So at the urging of the parents of the two,
Xi Meijuan and Zhou Yemang were licensed to marry.
The wedding of two people is very simple,
They don't care about form, they only care about each other's hearts.
But after getting married, the original intimate feelings of the two have gradually drifted apart,
It's completely changed.
Four
At first, the relationship between the two has not changed much.
I still want to be in love like that,
But just a year later, after Xi Meijuan was pregnant and miscarried,
A estrangement began to develop between the two.
When she was pregnant for the first time, Xi Meijuan had no experience,
I found myself reacting when I was about a month pregnant.
Zhou Yemang knew that he was going to be a father, and he was very happy.
As soon as he got off the job, he immediately returned home to find Xi Meijuan.
The two lay on the bed, happily discussing the child's name,
And what kind of person he will be raised to be in the future,
Such a picture is a happiness that can be felt just by thinking about it.
Just as the two were immersed in the joy of being parents,
Xi Meijuan miscarried.
On this day, Zhou Ye mang bought a child's shoes,
Happily running home ready to share with Xi Meijuan,
"Daughter-in-law, I bought a pair of shoes for my son!"
But as soon as she entered the house, Xi Meijuan's face froze, and her face looked much paler.
Seeing that Xi Meijuan did not speak, Zhou Yemang seemed to have guessed something,
A man went back to the bedroom and closed the door.
Since then, the two people have begun to have their own hearts.
In order not to let the sad thing in their hearts think, the couple began to focus on their careers.
Once they got busy at work, the two wouldn't think about it anymore.
Because of the work, the two often get together less and leave more,
Coupled with the estrangement in my heart because of that incident,
Even meeting and communicating is getting less and less,
The feelings between the two have faded, and everyone knows this, but no one says this.
At the age of 39, Xi Meijuan became pregnant again, this time she was very careful about her body.
Out of respect, she told Zhou Ye mang about this,
But there was no longer the first joy in the other person's eyes.
In the days of pregnancy in October, Zhou Yemang's concern for Xi Meijuan was countless.
Xi Meijuan knew in her heart that the relationship between the two was not as good as before.
But she didn't say anything.
Xi Meijuan did not dare to think wildly, she only wanted to make this child healthy and healthy.
Maybe she can still save her feelings with Zhou Yemang,
But she was completely wrong, and the two of them could not go back to the past.
After the birth of her son, Xi Meijuan has not yet given birth to a confinement,
Zhou Ye Mang said the sentence that had been buried in his heart for a long time,
"Let's get a divorce."
It has become a foregone conclusion, Xi Meijuan does not want to entangle,
She signed her name directly on the divorce agreement,
The only requirement was that she take her son.
Five
After Xi Meijuan and Zhou Yemang completed the divorce procedures,
She still smiled at her young son,
But behind her back, her heartache could only be deeply felt by herself.
Whenever she was sad in her heart, she would always think of her son.
As soon as she thought of her son, she instantly came to her senses,
Those negative and negative energy emotions will also disappear in an instant.
From the birth of a son to kindergarten,
Xi Meijuan briefly bid farewell to her career,
She believes that single-parent families have caused some harm to their sons.
She must accompany her son to spend his childhood well.
Subsequently, in order to let his son live a better life,
Xi Meijuan decided to re-emerge and pick up her career again.
At this time, Xi Meijuan was no longer as famous as before.
But she is no longer as inferior as before,
Because her son is her bottom line,
Let her not lack the courage to start all over again.
Relying on their own determination to rush forward as always,
Xi Meijuan soon received a lot of resources.
Not only has it become a "mother professional household" but also a "Cixi professional household",
In short, every character can always impress the audience.
Although the pieces are about a lot, the work is busy,
But Xi Meijuan still does not forget her son,
As long as there is time for rest, she will always call the mobile phone to make video calls to her son.
And very concerned about his son's academic and living conditions,
The staff around them are very envious of the mother-child relationship between the two.
In order not to let the son feel any discomfort,
Xi Meijuan has never found a partner since her divorce.
She has been single until now, and now she is 67 years old or alone.
But fortunately, she had a son by her side,
Makes her seem less lonely.
Career has rebounded, and my son is still very sensible,
Xi Meijuan really survived the trough of life,
Become a winner in life.
Look at Zhou Yemang 28 years ago during Xi Meijuan's confinement,
After the divorce, he had already married someone else,
Nowadays, it is also tepid in the entertainment industry,
Even "no one can be found", basically can not see that he has any works to hand.
summary:
After 28 years, Xi Meijuan, who was once abandoned by Zhou Yemang, has long become a person he can't climb high.
In the face of the love of her children, Xi Meijuan can afford to put it down,
In the face of layers of obstacles in her career, Xi Meijuan has never given up,
After experiencing the ups and downs of life, she is still not arrogant and impatient, and forges ahead.
For the sake of her son, Xi Meijuan gave up her love, and she was willing to give her son the most abundant love and the happiest life.
In her heart, her son was all she had.
"Whoever says anything and has a heart, hugs the three Chunhui",
Xi Meijuan is not just a good actress,
From her, I saw a great mother even more!