Text: Flipping through the books in his spare time
Sometimes, when I come across a book, I feel that it is written for me alone. Like a lover who fears losing, I don't want others to know that she exists.
- Auden, "The Hand of the Dyeer"
Keeping a secret has two very different feelings.
One of them is that it feels hard. Curbing the urge to show off to others is the most tempting and difficult part of keeping secrets. Secrets become secrets because they mean that the information is known in a small way and has an impact on the people and things involved.
On the one hand, it is not easy to control your own mouth, and on the other hand, to resist the temptations of others.
Another feeling is the specialization brought about by secrets, which can also be understood as a sense of honor.
It's a feeling of being in the middle of a crowd but different.
We have some private things in our lives that are inconvenient to say to others. If you happen to be considered trustworthy by your friends, you will also know some secrets from others.
I even think that a person in life because of the special feeling of secrets, will take the initiative to find some secrets.
Perhaps, this is the reason why people seem to be a bit "gossipy" and are always interested in other people's things.
This feeling is not limited to the secret thing itself, it will lead to more intimate experiences.
If a person also has secret feelings about the books they read, then the emotions of not wanting to share with others can be understood.
Whatever is truly loved by the heart generally produces a very personal emotional projection, like a secret in the heart that makes a person different.
The love of the heart, the common sentiment of man.
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