This article, I wanted to write it very early, but I have not written it for a long time, because I want to write my own views from the perspective of "people", but the moment I hit the keyboard, I deeply felt that I knew too little, not so much that I did not write, but rather did not dare.
It wasn't until this year's Spring Festival that I chased after the TV series "The World" based on Liang Xiaosheng's novel of the same name, and I had some enlightened epiphanies.
Only then did I really know Liang Xiaosheng, to know the young people of the special era he wrote about, to feel their confusion, and the thoughts in the confusion, and then to think deeply after thinking about it, I could deeply feel their tragic heroism of youth and no regrets.
"Even the smallest life can cut through the dark night of the times through the light of self-awakening, so that the short life bursts with bright brilliance."
This sentence is the preface to The Awakening Listening Portal: Hot Recommendations.
The first time I saw the "Awakening" listening portal: the title of the popular recommended book, I asked in my heart: What is awakening? Why awakening? What is the meaning of awakening?
With such doubts, I began to listen to Liang Xiaosheng's new work.
The book tells the story of a university professor who has lived in the United States for many years, Because the doctor told her that she was suffering from a vicious disease and would soon die.
Because time is running out, Tao Jiao, as the protagonist, decides to return to China with her American husband Walker, to atone for the mistakes she made before, repent of her spiritual salvation, and can walk "without concern".
And it is the atonement of the protagonist Tao Jiao, which leads to a childhood past that has been lost in the depths of the years.
Tao Jiao's youth coincided with a special period with China, so in such a turbulent period, small mistakes can also become the pusher for a person to fall into the abyss.
At that time, 14-year-old Tao Jiao, because he committed an inadvertent mistake, caused the tragedy of Teacher Tao and the bitter fruit of his own later, when she was young, Tao Jiao always remembered her mother saying that "if you do bad things, you will be punished by heaven."
Since then, the word "Heavenly Punishment", like a spell, has been accompanied by Tao Jiao, who is only 14 years old, until she reaches adulthood, goes abroad, and gets married.
The guilt and uneasiness of Teacher Tao have made Tao Jiao live in "self-blame" and "bitter fruit" in the future.
So there is a bumpy story of her and her husband Walker coming to China to find the understanding of Teacher Tao.
In the end, the protagonist Tao Jiao met Teacher Tao through the "relationship network", and when she mentioned her repentance to Teacher Tao about the past, Teacher Tao used "false memory" to persuade Tao To relax her heart.
Regardless of whether Teacher Tao is really a "pseudo-memory" or a fake "pseudo-memory", Liang Xiaosheng can give "Awakening" a listening portal: the popular recommendation to set such a result is still particularly satisfactory.
Due to the length of the content, it is inconvenient to expand too much in this, and those who like it can click at the bottom to read the original text to listen to the audio version of the listening entrance broadcast by Teacher Li Yemo: Popular Recommendation "Awakening".
Awakening is both awakening. Tao Jiao repented to Teacher Tao in person and completed self-redemption, which is self-awakening; the past drifts away with the wind.
Teacher Tao's later years were relatively peaceful in the mental hospital, which is a wake-up call to history.
Writing here, this book makes me deeply feel that awakening is not the end, but the beginning!
Even the smallest life can cut through the dark night of the times through the light of self-sacrifice and awakening will, and let the short life burst into bright brilliance.