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Baby sorry! You still have Mom

author:Heartache

In April 2019, we began the journey of love, I think I am the happiest and happiest little girl, do not want money, do not want family, just want to have a good love, I gave all my love to you, treat you as my most important person. In September 2019, we found out that we were pregnant because we wanted to fight hard, and we didn't want this child. After two years of long-distance love, although we had quarrels and anger, we were all resolved. Although you have a 10-year-old son, you don't have a house, a car and a car loan, although everyone around you is against us together, but I followed you without hesitation, in September 2020 I was pregnant with our child, but because you were not ready for pregnancy, you often drank to socialize, and also stopped developing in December, I did a second miscarriage for you. I was in January 2021, I was doing the family's thought work, we had a wedding, I felt that I was happy because I had a dependency and a family. But married life is like reality gave me a slap, you are not like before, even there was domestic violence, in June I was pregnant with our baby again, I thought having a child can make our family a little more stable, all said pregnant women are the happiest, should be taken care of, but my pregnant life is the most miserable, I have no one to take care of, you drink every day until midnight, sometimes night without returning. I go to work every day, cook my own food or take out, I do housework to take care of this family, I am going all out to make this family happy, but soon after I was pregnant with the baby, I reacted particularly big, I couldn't eat every day, I didn't even have to drink hot water when I went home, I complained a few words because you drank, you hit me a lot, I think because this year our work is more depressed, there is pressure, this time I forgive you. But one wrong step wrong step wrong, when I was more than four months pregnant, I found that you were out of the outside very other women chatting, ambiguous, I was angry with you, what about me? I ushered in another domestic violence, but the first time I felt the baby's heartbeat for the first time, I had the idea of separation but wanted to let the child be born with a complete family, I endured, after the incident you apologized to me, I put up with it for the sake of the child. But there were two and two, and there were repeated and repeated, when I was seven and a half months pregnant, you went to a friend's house to drink and I gave you a driver, on the way back, your little lover called you and was picked up by me, you knew and then punched me several times and kicked me, at that moment I was dead hearted, I dropped your mobile phone, you got out of the car and beat me, pulled down by your family, I left. When you wake up drunk, a word of concern and greeting is not, saying that you are evil, I chose to end the relationship between us, I chose to separate, I am now pregnant with this nearly 8 months of child, I feel sorry for this baby, and you choose to go far away [crying can not be sounded], no child support, no subsidies, I can only work while earning money, I know that my future road is particularly difficult, but I want to have my own life, I don't want to go from a lively and cheerful girl to no emotions, I just feel like I'm sorry for my mom and dad, I'm sorry for the baby not being able to give her a complete family. My mood became depressed, I couldn't vent, I seemed to be crying, drunk. How can I adjust my emotions, help me [crying is not sound] [crying is not sounding] [crying is not sounding]

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