Liu Xuezhou was gone, too shocked.
My first reaction was self-blame. I asked myself why, as a blogger who pays attention to hot events, has not paid serious attention to this bitter child. From December 6, 2021, when he entered the public eye, to the end of his life, for 50 days, I did not care about him properly, did not say a word of justice for him.
I knew he had been abandoned by his parents again, and I had the idea that I would adopt him, but I had seen the video of him looking for relatives, and I mistakenly thought he was an adult, but I didn't think he was a 15-year-old child.
I thought that as long as the person who has been concerned by the society will have a good ending, I let him go.
If I knew this ending today, I would surely find him, and if he wanted to, I would take this poor boy as my son.
Today, after knowing his news, I carefully read his experience, just after birth, he was sold by his father for dowry money, and as a result, when he was four years old, his adoptive parents died because of fireworks explosions, the house he lived in was also destroyed, he was bullied in school, he transferred schools 5 times in 6 years of primary school, and he was molested by a male teacher, leaving a shadow of a lifetime. After so much suffering, he is still a sunny teenager, a young age, devoted to the fight against the epidemic, was named the most beautiful volunteer, won a lot of awards, and is a good child with excellent character and learning.
The real blow was that in the 50 days after he confessed, he did not enter his father's house at all, and his mother's house only stayed for two nights, and his mother said that you have been here for a long time, and your uncle may be annoyed and complain.
Mom also blamed Liu Xuezhou's adoptive parents, saying that if it weren't for them, Liu Xuezhou could sell to a better family, which was too hurtful, and later her mother also blocked Liu Xuezhou. Coupled with the constant being hit by the Internet, an adult can't experience so many things, let alone he is still a child, and his emotions directly collapse.
To tell the truth, when I saw him go to Sanya and enjoy the sun on the beach with a smile, I also thought this way: fortunately, thanks to the confiscation of him, it seems that this child is quite greedy for enjoyment. Where did I think that he was on the big seashore that he longed for, ending his life.
Liu Xuezhou said that his desire to find relatives was inspired by Sun Zhuo's finding his biological parents, and he fantasized that he could have a father and mother as good as Sun Zhuo.
In the end, he dropped the prosecution of the abandonment of his biological parents, and he entrusted his aunt to leave the donations of well-wishers to the orphanage and buy some beautiful clothes and good food for the children who had no father and no mother.
The title of his suicide note is "Born light, but also clean", what a good writing, sentimental and warm, this point of poetic temperament, really quite like me.
He wrote in his last words: "The sun shines on the sea, and I also return to the sea." From here, he ended his life and took away the most beautiful scenery in the world. ”
This reminds me of the poem Haizi wrote before she committed suicide: "From tomorrow, be a happy person, feed the horses, chop firewood, travel the world; from tomorrow, care for grain and vegetables, I have a house, facing the sea, spring blossoms ..."
I once adopted two children, they grew up and left, I have a house, I could have given the school state a warm home, he must be a good child who knows how to repay, although I do not and do not need his return, but I think, if I adopt him, I can raise him well, write poetry together, travel together, enjoy the sunshine together, I want him to know that there is a lot of good and good in this world, but unfortunately, he and the good missed.
I kindly thought that after Liu Xuezhou's parents sold their son, they would definitely live in self-blame, their son was lost and regained, and they finally had a chance to atone for their sins, and the facts told me that I was wrong.
At present, Liu Xuezhou committed suicide, will his parents still blame themselves?
The good guy always thinks that it's wrong with me, and the bad guy always thinks that the world owes him.
Xuezhou, you died in people's attention, I represent the world, I say sorry to you!
You and my mother's day of worship is the same day, if you want, I asked my mother to come to you, you can call him Grandma.
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