Quiet living

Quiet at the age of 17, with the parents of the construction corps returned to their hometown from Inner Mongolia. Life is not familiar, school, work, in addition to a few classmates, is a colleague, there are few real friends, simple like a blank piece of paper. Parents are also newcomers, and it is not easy to raise a large family. Quiet looks beautiful, as the name suggests, gentle and quiet, peaceful personality, and a little melancholy, just arrived at the hospital to attract the attention of colleagues. Good work, beautiful people, colleagues rush to introduce the object to quiet, but quiet one is not the idea of love, the second is not how to communicate with the boyfriend, they rejected the kindness one by one, which made the colleagues very unhappy, secretly talking about quiet vision. Later, my mother introduced Quiet to a fellow countryman's son, a son of an official. The mother tentatively said to Quiet that it was the boy's mother who took a fancy to her, and the mother was not satisfied with the boy, but because she was a fellow countryman, she could not refuse it, and wanted quiet to say that it was inappropriate, so that it would not affect the relationship between the villagers. Quiet did not refute her mother, she was considerate of her parents' difficulties, and she could see that their parents were somewhat vain. The quiet family is very ordinary, and the younger brother and sister have moved from other places, and his parents have no foundation here, after all, his father is an official, and may take care of some of the family. Later, I learned that the boy was often summoned by the police station because of the fight, and the irony was that the boy's father was actually the secretary of the district party committee in charge of the public prosecution law.

In a quiet world, there were only family, school, and later hospitals. As the eldest in the family, I didn't feel the feeling of being pampered. In addition to ensuring that a large number of children were not hungry and frozen, parents in that era did not have much time to care about the growth of their children, because they did not have the consciousness to educate their children in youth enlightenment. Quiet menarche, just crying and telling my mother that I had shed a lot of blood and was going to die. Mom just smiled and said to Dad, "Quiet is coming to menstruation." But did not tell why the menstrual holidays came? And what does it mean? Although there are physiology classes and biology classes, for a 14-year-old girl, she lacks her mother's teaching and does not know more. Later, more and more female classmates came to menstruation, and in the exchange, they only slightly understood some knowledge about this aspect, and the quiet adolescence passed in such a confused way. Even if I went to health school and learned a lot of professional knowledge, I didn't know what "sex" was. Even after learning the reproductive unit, I also discussed with my classmates why men and women can have children when they sleep in the same bed. Because the class is full of girls, let alone in love, the ignorant male and female feelings are not objected. Quiet's vision of love stays in the novel. So after coming into contact with the boy, I was quickly attracted to him.

The boy grew up quietly three years old, tall and burly, untamed, and had many friends, bringing a new world to quiet. Before he had time to understand his life, he was fascinated by love. Quiet didn't know how many girlfriends he had talked about, nor did he know whether to go to work or how much he was paid. Parents did not expect this result, but there is a feeling of "meat bun hit the dog, never return". Quiet study is very good, has always wanted to go to college, but parents let Quiet get a job early, reduce some of the burden on the family, Quiet gave up high school (although has been admitted to high school) to choose a secondary school nursing major. After graduation, I have been attending adult cram schools, bent on entering adult universities and making up for the regret of not going to college. Because of the love affair, the school was naturally abandoned. The silence also brought a different world to the boy. Because his world is full of "Ancient Puzzle Boy" and "Little Sister". Encountering silence made him feel fresh and proud. The boy delivers food to the quiet of the night shift every day, and when he leaves work quietly, he will see the boy standing under the telephone pole waiting for her, and even quietly eat with colleagues, walk out of the private room, and see the boy quietly waiting for her in the restaurant. The boy wears a beige shirt, has long hair, and looks handsome and charming when he smokes with his head tilted.

One day, the boy was smoking under a loofah rack on the first floor, and just when he quietly opened the window, he saw him and asked him, "Why don't you come in?" The boy became shy and laughed and snuffed out the cigarette. Tell Quiet, every time you come to her, you will smoke a cigarette outside to strengthen your courage, and Quiet will laugh and laugh. It was that day that the boy kissed Quiet for the first time, with a faint smell of tobacco, intoxicated with Silence. It was her first boyfriend and a quiet first kiss. The boy kissed very domineeringly, quiet and overwhelmed, the boy felt quiet and green, did not stop, but hugged more tightly. (To be continued)