I am a woman who does not deserve to be sympathized with, and now I am 65 years old paralyzed in bed with no one in front of the bed! This is the punishment brought to me by extramarital affairs, and this is the cruelest revenge that my wife and children have given me.
I don't have a wife in front of my bed, no children, just throw me a little scrap every day so that I don't starve to death! At this moment, I suddenly realized that all this was my own doing, who can blame me?
My husband and I were introduced to each other as matchmakers, and there was no love and no love in our time, as long as people were honest and reliable. When we first got married, our family was very poor and was often looked down upon.
At that time, if you want to be looked up to, you will either have more money or more sons! Because there are many sons, it means that your family is prosperous, and there are people to support it, and no one will dare to bully you in the future!
We can't do it with more money, but we can still do it with our son! In order to change the fate of being poor and bullied, we especially hope to have more sons!
However, things often backfire, and the more you want to get something, the less God will give it to you! As a result, I gave birth to five daughters!
The joke of the people in the village is that while we are poor, we are also laughing at the fact that I can't give birth to a son.
When I was old and young, I had difficulty giving birth, almost two lives, and my husband was also afraid and did not dare to let me give birth! After thinking about it, my husband decided to go to work to earn money and earn more money, so that no one would laugh at us.
Because he has no skills or culture, he can only work hard to go to construction sites to work for others! At that time, we all held a breath in our hearts, we must make a lot of money, build a new house, and raise our eyebrows!
The old princess is outside my Lord. He was responsible for working outside to earn money, I was responsible for taking the children at home, and I was responsible for the family's 5 acres of land!
My husband is very capable, and he doesn't come back when the farmer is busy with the autumn harvest, in order to earn a few more money. And I, usually fine, as soon as the farmers are busy with the autumn harvest, I am in a hurry! I thought I was very capable, but as soon as I arrived, I was dumbfounded, the child couldn't help it, the corn of the five acres of land, one by one, loaded, carried... I have to work until what year and month!
I sat on the ground in a hurry and cried! That's really calling heaven and earth ungodly!
A familiar figure appeared, my husband's cousin, tall and strong. He walked up to me and said, Sister-in-law, I'll help you. Having the help of male labor is not the same. He works with vigor and drives tractors.
With his help, I was a lot more relaxed. My heart will not be so anxious. Since the year my husband went out to work, my cousin would help every time the farm was busy with the autumn harvest.
The cousin is more than 30 years old, because the family is poor, he has not taken a daughter-in-law, is a single stick. Usually, if there is any heavy work in the family, he will also take the initiative to come over. There are different emotions between us who come and go. Once we couldn't hold back our feelings and did something out of the ordinary.
With this extramarital affair, I am also very upset and guilty inside! But every time my cousin signaled me for a date, I couldn't control it. Because my husband is not at home all year round, we go out to meet every three to five minutes.
Only in the New Year will my husband come back, looking at my husband's rough hands, tired bent waist, dark face, I feel particularly sorry for my husband in my heart, so his days at home, I will double my kindness to him to make up for the guilt and remorse in my heart!
After hard work, our family had a little money, and pushed down the thatched house and built three tile houses! The villagers have a new perspective on our family, but with it comes the gossip of my cousin and me!
But they have no evidence, they say that there is no basis, and the husband will not believe it!
Many years have passed like this, and I enjoy the sense of security brought to me by my cousin while enjoying the money that my husband brought me. In this way, I enjoyed the love that two men brought me at the same time!
In the dead of night I curse myself and feel like a bad woman. But I was immersed in this state of enjoyment.
I thought I was doing it very tightly, and no one noticed. But in the end, the paper still can't contain the fire! While my cousin and I were on a glue-like date, my husband broke through the door with his children and witnessed my betrayal of him.
The husband raised his palm high and slowly fell. Suddenly, the whole person shrank downwards and sat paralyzed on the ground! I could tell that my husband was dead in his heart. My cousin fled in a hurry, and I held my husband and cried bitterly. The kids stood by at a loss!
I know I'm done, and our marriage is not saved! Since then, rumors have been swirling around, scolding me for not being serious, calling my daughter unorthodox!
But since then, my husband has not mentioned this matter, still working outside, I still take my children to farm at home! It seems that the wind and waves are calm, but I obviously feel that my daughters are estranged from me, they don't kiss me, and even my mother doesn't shout!
Let's live like this! Unconsciously, I was 65 years old, and this year I suffered a stroke and paralyzed in bed, and I also ushered in the most cruel revenge of my wife and daughter.
There was no one in front of my bed, none of my wife came, and none of my five daughters came to serve me. But the old wife and children are served white and fat, teasing the grandson to slip the park, now do not have to worry about livelihood, every day is very comfortable!
What else can I say now, I can't live by my own sins. Therefore, use my experience to tell everyone that you must cherish the pillow people who share your happiness and suffering, and do not eat in the bowl and look into the pot, the people's hearts are insufficient. Don't think you're smart, do it tightly and no one will find that there is no impermeable wall in the world! Once the East Window incident occurs, the husband will be spurned by the children! Old age can be miserable, and I am a living example!