My husband didn't like me and our children, and after being married for many years, I didn't enjoy my husband's love. I am a woman, and I also want to be a little woman, someone cares, someone hurts, someone accompanies me.
I sympathize with my husband, who sympathizes with me.
My husband spoke his psychological words, and I actually sympathized with him. I think since he made things clear today, I at least know why he doesn't love me.
Seriously, the reason I've paid for my family in this way is that I've always accommodated my husband. Because I psychologically understand that people like me who have failed in love many times will definitely dislike me if their husband knows my previous love history. Because in our traditional culture, every man should have a virgin complex, if this person says he doesn't care, then this person must be lying.
My first three boyfriends, we all lived together.
Especially the first boyfriend, we lived together at night after the end of the college entrance examination, what a romantic thing, this may be how many people want to do but dare not do, occasionally will still remember. Especially during college, almost every weekend we stuck together, how many spring, summer, autumn and winter, how many winds and snow months we spent, and how many sweet life memories I left.
As for the second term, he was rich and romantic. After we met, it didn't take long to be together. I think he must have known that I was no longer a yellow flower girl. Although he didn't say it, I could read it in his eyes. He didn't mention it, and it was more inconvenient for me to explain, because the more I explained, the more unclear it was. When we broke up, he once threw me a sentence, he said, what have you done before, you know best, do you have to make it clear?
I would have thought he really loved me and could forgive me for my previous mistakes. I didn't expect him to abandon me and have a lot to do with this aspect.
As for the third term, after a month of our time together, I quickly threw myself into the ocean of love. In the depths of love, often the human body is also uncontrolled. I don't know if he found a problem, because it was a coincidence that day and I came on menstrual leave. As for the later breakup, it was not because of the second few words, which may have made him have unlimited associations and finally left me.
As for the fourth term, that is, my husband, he is very handsome, young, and the electricity bureau is well treated. That's why. The real reason I think I read about his loneliness at a blind date. I immediately fell in love with him, otherwise I wouldn't have married my son.
As for the one who later said he liked men, I really didn't expect this. Maybe it was fate!
I sympathize with my husband, but who sympathizes with me when I get married?
Second, I really can't stand loneliness.
That day of conversation, I finally understood why my husband didn't love and didn't love children. As a wife, I teased him with a dead face, but I didn't expect that I would become pregnant later.
After that day, I kept alive and widowed. This refers not only to the body, but more importantly, to the spirit.
Because this mental torture is sometimes greater than the physical torture.
One day, I suddenly felt dry vomiting, I drank a few sips of water, I wanted to suppress it and it was okay, but I didn't expect that I would vomit even more. The day I went to the hospital for a check-up, the doctor asked me about the situation, and I remembered that my friend had not been here for nearly fifty days. With a test strip, I was pregnant.
This may have fulfilled my husband's strange theory, and the obviously purposeless happiness can have side effects.
I called my husband at the time. He was immediately angry, pregnant is not my child, you yourself psychologically understand. This sentence really confused me. The unwelcome child should not have come into this world, and finally let it go quietly.
Seriously, although my relationship was a bit chaotic before I got married, my husband and I have been married for seven years, and I have always kept the woman's way and have never had an improper relationship with anyone. Because I psychologically understand that I must be a qualified wife, treat my husband well, and keep the bottom line of being a person.
The reason why I have been so accommodating to my husband over the years is that I feel that there are many things that I can't stand my husband before I get married, I live at home, never argue with my husband, obey my husband's wishes, more or less I am holding a self-blame and atonement psychology, trying my best to make up for my previous mistakes.
Third, my heart is stirred by others.
We all blame cheating men and women, saying that such people have no bottom line as human beings. I used to be like that.
Until today, I have discovered how stupid it is to not understand the suffering of others and blindly accuse others.
I wanted to divorce my husband, but he knelt down and begged me to say that his unit was ready to promote him, which would not affect him well, and he did not have the heart to talk to me about divorce. At the same time, my mother-in-law had lung cancer. I went home and discussed with my family about divorce, and my mother said on the spot, you will die in his house, your brother has only been divorced, you do this, and let us be the old face king.
I gave in, and the divorce thing really wasn't an easy thing to do. It's harder to look like than to get married.
The divorce thing dragged on for a few years, until the child graduated from primary school, our husband and wife maintained in name only, saying that it was not home, but on the surface it was still a family, saying that it was a family, but it did not have the warmth that a family should have, the husband's official has become bigger and bigger in recent years, but I have been lonely and more painful in recent years.
When my children graduated from elementary school, I deliberately took my children out on a tour for a few weeks, that is, these weeks. A man's booing and warm greetings, meticulous care and care, let me keep the women's morality and the bottom line of being a person have undergone earth-shaking changes.