BlueBird (documentary)
□ Li Yan
Ticking, the clock on the wall was spinning.
Rao Juan felt that she was about to suffocate, the whole person was put in a dense protective suit, lack of oxygen, chest tightness, tinnitus, headaches, and various adverse physiological reactions appeared. The clothes cling to the skin after sweating, and the body is like soaking in salt water. Because she could not drink water or go to the toilet in protective clothing, Rao Juan did not dare to drink water from the beginning of work. At this point, she couldn't dry her mouth. The N95 mask she wore on her face made her skin hurt fiercely, making her feel as if the mask had been strangled into the meat.
My head hurt again. After being busy for a while, she sat on a stool in the corridor of the ward, and couldn't help but want to massage her own stressful headache with her hands, but the protective clothing ruthlessly isolated her physical contact. She raised her hand several times, and then she hung down in mid-air.
Endure, can only endure. If you really can't help it, there is still a way, that is, to leave the infection ward, go to a safe place outside, take off the protective clothing, and take a good rest. However, in this situation, Rao Juan did not dare to think extravagantly. She knew that under the pandemic, a set of protective clothing, from production to transportation, in the middle, countless people risked their lives to let it wear on themselves, and she could not waste a set of protective clothing that made doctors and patients see as hope and hard-won because of her own little trouble.
"Rao Juan, if you do it, you must persist, persistence is victory!" Rao Juan endured the headache and relieved the symptoms by adjusting her breathing. At the same time, I am constantly cheering myself up.
As a nurse in the radiotherapy department of the hospital, Rao Juan resolutely signed up as a member of the anti-epidemic reserve team. On February 7, her name appeared on the list of the second team members who entered the infection ward. Although I have undergone pre-job training, when I really want to enter the frontline of the fight against the epidemic, I can't help but feel a little flustered. The nurse sisters in the infection department felt her trepidation and took the initiative to help her wear protective clothing, masks and goggles. The big sisters meticulously and carefully helped her dress, while telling her to believe that she would be able to do a good job. She felt like a fledgling bird about to spread its wings being cared for by them, and she was so grateful that she couldn't speak. After completing the protective operation according to the regulations, when she walked into the door of the buffer zone of the infection ward, she heard a shout behind her: "Rao Juan, come on!" "Rao Juan, you are the best!" "Rao Juan, don't be afraid, you have us!"
Rao Juan's eyes were wet, but she couldn't cry, and the goggles couldn't work. She suppressed her tears and silently accepted all the blessings, she knew that the strongest backing was behind her, and moving forward became righteous.
Rao Juan's work is somewhat complicated, delivering meals to patients, cleaning the nurse station, sorting out the treatment room, preparing disinfectant, measuring the temperature and blood pressure of patients, arranging beds for new patients, disinfecting wards, and packing medical garbage, etc. After putting on layers of protective clothing, her usual brisk pace has become sluggish and clumsy, a very simple operation has become extremely difficult here, but everyone performs their duties, no one has slowed down because of this, in order to make patients in the ward recover as soon as possible, get rid of the pain, and suffer a little bit of involvement. So what?
In the evening, when Rao Juan came out of the infected area tiredly, she changed into a protective suit, because of the lack of oxygen, her face became red, the strangulation marks on her face were stinging and painful, and from head to toe, the skin of her whole body had been soaked with sweat for more than four hours. After surviving the first difficult stage, Rao Juan felt that she was no longer the little chick, and she felt that her wings were gradually getting stronger.
In the Classic of Mountains and Seas, the blue bird symbolizes happiness and happiness, and is also the messenger of hope. Rao Juan and her colleagues, at this time, are the hope of the patient. Spring is coming, on the shore of the West Lake, blue birds are holding spring branches, conveying the hope of spring to people.
