A realistic version of "Five Daughters Bye Shou"

Whether it was before or after marriage, I was the most unpopular one. But whenever something happens, the first thing that comes to mind is me. I sometimes don't understand what's going on, people in our village have liked to say that I was a child who was picked up since I was a child, probably because I was not welcomed at home, and they all saw it. Now that I think about it, how obvious it is, others can see it. The one I remembered the most was that my dad was playing cards with someone else, and my sister went to ask for money to buy snacks, and my dad immediately gave it. When I went to ask for it, not only did I not give it, but he scolded me, and I never asked for it again. When I got married, my mother's family didn't give me a penny, and it was a lie to say that I had money to save. This is not excessive, there is more excess! At that time, the gift was 11,000, and I saved the money and did not want to spend it. My dad lied to me that others wanted to borrow money, and the interest rate was high, so I lent it out, and I borrowed it. But who knows that from now on, the 10,000 yuan will be gone, and it will not be mentioned in black and white. I knew in my heart that this was cheating me out of money in a different way, but I couldn't say it yet, and when I mentioned it, I would say, we raised you so big, what's wrong with spending you some money? What kind of parents are I on the table! After getting married, I didn't have any money, and his parents, like my parents, took money very seriously, and we could only rely on ourselves. Within a few months, I was pregnant and could only be at home. I just suffered a hard life, and I didn't idle at home, I did everything. My stomach was big, I had no clothes to wear, so I put on my pajamas. What I remember most vividly is that when I was 8 months pregnant, I had appendicitis, I went to the hospital to see a doctor without even a piece of clothing, I wore pajamas, and the strange eyes of others looked at me, and now I think about it all in tears. Maybe I should have been so!