Li Ruiying, one of the famous anchors of CCTV.
She hosted the "News Network" for decades, without a single mistake, even if her son bled and fainted, she also endured her emotions and completed a live broadcast.
It's her job and it's her mission.
She also felt guilty about her son.
Behind her infinitely beautiful hosting, there is no unknown heartache and tears, and what can soothe all her irritability is the family.
Her lover Zhang Yuyan, her son.
In 1961, Li Ruiying was born, her father was a soldier, and her tutor was much harsher than others.
She also became someone else's child under strict tutoring, sensible and gentle.
Once a neighbor went out and gave the key to Li Ruiying, "Someone will come here to get something later", Li Ruiying took the key and really waited outside the door.
But how long this meeting was, she didn't know, only that she waited for a while, but still didn't see anyone coming.
"If no one comes, I won't go" She stood stubbornly, and finally after a long time, she saw the person who came to get something.
And living in a courtyard with Li Ruiying, there is a boy named Zhang Yuyan.
The two often played together and competed to study together, and every exam was either Li Ruiying first or Zhang Yuyan first.
But even so, Li Ruiying is still very confused about the future development. This was especially true during my junior year of high school.
A friend found Li Ruiying and dragged her to the Beijing Broadcasting Institute, but Li Ruiying did not want to interview, so he put together a number of people and gave his friend courage.
When she got to the place, her friend went to the exam, Li Ruiying waited outside, watching the occasional person walk by, she began to get bored, and inadvertently turned her head to see a grandfather reading the newspaper.
She glanced at it carefully, suspicious of the look in Uncle Uncle's eyes, and estimated that she could not see the small characters on it clearly.
"Let me read it to you," Li Ruiying said as he walked over, hearing the voice uncle nodded and handed the newspaper over.
After reading the newspaper, Uncle Grandpa's eyes narrowed with a smile, "You should go to sign up, such as broadcasting, eight or nine not far from ten."
Li Ruiying listened to the master's determined tone, but her heart was still playing drums, but thinking that this might be her future, she still wanted to try.
But when the exam days were not much, Li Ruiying became more and more nervous, and she found Zhang Yuyan. "I had to go to the exam, but I didn't have confidence."
Listening to Li Ruiying's voice getting smaller and smaller, Zhang Yuyan smiled, "I think you can, really."
Hearing that Li Ruiying raised her head and looked at Zhang Yuyan's serious expression, she suddenly felt that she was trusted and believed, perhaps a word or a person like Zhang Yuyan, all of which brought Great confidence to Li Ruiying.
And the feelings of the two people also began to be revealed at this moment, no longer hidden.
But before the two could enjoy the world of two, they were divided into different regions.
Li Ruiying went to the Beijing Broadcasting Institute and Zhang Yuyan went to Peking University.
And Li Ruiying's excitement about starting school was quickly filled with boring study.
She felt that she was not worthy of learning to broadcast, that reading sentences was always not smooth, pronunciation was not accurate, accents were not accurate, and she did not know what to do.
At night, she sat under the light of Huang Mingming, wrote down all her troubles on a piece of paper, and then sent them to Zhang Yuyan.
When Zhang Yuyan received the letter and opened it, the dense small characters could not see the head at all, he knew that Li Ruiying had encountered difficulties, he sat down and read the letter carefully, and it took a long time before he began to write and reply.
Zhang Yuyan knew Li Ruiying's advantages and told her one by one, "I believe you will be able to defeat yourself."
Li Ruiying received the reply, she looked at the same long letter sprinkled with foreign flowers, and suddenly felt warm in her heart, and there was a trace of hot blood, she felt that she could do it.
She began to learn pinyin from scratch, correcting them one by one, and when she was tired of reading, she allowed herself to drink some water and then continued.
In the school grove, every morning at 6:30 there is a figure, that is, the figure of Li Ruiying, who holds a book and reads aloud, injecting vitality and hope into the morning school.
After the class, she still had to spend time reading the People's Daily, and when she read it completely skillfully, an hour had passed.
In the school, the biggest help to Li Ruiying is Teacher Zhang Song, the previous newspaper reader.
With the increase of practice, Li Ruiying's strength has gradually increased, and the grades are all above 80 points, but only one subject is 79, which is Zhang Song's language expression class.
Li Ruiying originally wanted to get 80 points in the whole subject and sprint to three good students, but he did not expect that this would be such a situation.
She found the teacher with grievances, Teacher Zhang Song was not annoyed, a little bit of analysis for her, Li Ruiying listened to the temper and slowly suppressed, she knew that she was not doing well enough.
She apologized and then turned away, and suddenly heard Teacher Zhang Song's words, "Are you studying just to rate the three best students?"
At that moment, Li Ruiying suddenly woke up to the fact that she was only learning because she wanted to learn new knowledge, without any utilitarianism.
And this sentence, until graduation, she still remembers, every time she encounters a problem at work, she always thinks of this sentence.
After graduation, Li Ruiying was transferred to Jiangsu, while Zhang Yuyan was studying for graduate school in Beijing, and the long-distance relationship between the two began completely.
This made the two sad, Zhang Yuyan's mother saw it, and directly dragged Zhang Yuyan to Li Ruiying's home.
Li Ruiying looked at the two a little surprised, before she could ease her mind, Zhang Mu took Li Ruiying's hand, "You don't have to worry, Yuyan said, he is willing to live in Nanjing, they are parents also support him, and when you have children later, I will show you children." ”
Li Ruiying never expected this to be the case, she looked at Zhang Yuyan, and her heart was finally no longer anxious.
The long-distance relationship lasted for three years, and Li Ruiying was transferred back to Beijing and went to CCTV.
In 1978, the two entered the palace of marriage.
After getting married, Li Ruiying lived in her in-laws' home, which had a wall of books, and Zhang Yuyan always liked to take a book and nibble on it for hours.
The in-laws and mother-in-law are not in good health, and the mobility is inconvenient and needs to be supported, so Li Ruiying returned home and hurried forward.
As soon as there is something going on in the family, Li Ruiying is also in Zhang Luo, and the in-laws also want their sons to share more.
But Li Ruiying knew that he loved to read, and he couldn't bear to disturb him.
In 1992, Li Ruiying gave birth to a son, and the family lived more lively.
And her ability has slowly gained recognition.
Beginning in 1995, "News Network" became a live broadcast, and Li Ruiying became the anchor of it.
In order to better hold this position, she always takes the time to look at the dictionary, the Xinhua Dictionary, the Chinese Idiom Dictionary, and she wants to ensure that every word is recognized and read.
Also know what it means.
Chatting with others, she always prepares a small book, suddenly inspiration comes, with good words, Zhang Ruiying will write down in a hurry.
Some people think that this is futile, but Li Ruiying knows that this kind of slow accumulation is only good for himself and no harm.
Before the "News Network" starts, the anchor will be asked to watch the ten-minute draft in advance.
But that day, at 6:59 p.m., Li Ruiying was in a hurry, she didn't have any manuscript in her hand, "I don't have a manuscript in my hand yet."
She said to the editor, but to no avail, the manuscript was not there, Li Ruiying urged twice again, the voice became louder and louder, and she began to sweat in her palms in a hurry.
She stared at her watch, 30 seconds before 7 p.m., when the manuscript flew in front of Li Ruiying.
She immediately put away her emotions and began to read the manuscript quickly, but 30 seconds later, the "News Network" began.
She was worried that there would be words in the manuscript that she did not know, or polysyllabic words, and if she mispronounced a word, it would be a disaster, but Li Ruiying did a good job of live broadcasting, and the usual more reading and reading made her let go of her nervousness, without a single mistake.
In 1998, Li Ruiying was still preparing for the "News Network" as usual, when he suddenly received a phone call. The anxious voice on the other end of the phone suddenly broke through Li Ruiying's psychological defense line.
"My son fell, his face covered in blood." The phone hung up, but Li Ruiying still had this sentence in her mind, her face turned white, and even her hands began to tremble slightly.
The leader on the side saw that something was wrong, "What's wrong?" But Li Ruiying just bit his lower lip and shook his head.
There are still 15 minutes left before the broadcast, and the substitution is impossible, and she can only try to adjust her emotions.
After taking several deep breaths, she tried to get herself back to normal.
"News Network" began, she changed into the same expression as every year, her eyes glowing, not letting others see any different emotions.
This time the 30 minutes were longer than expected, Li Ruiying finished sorting out the manuscript, and the camera went out.
She suddenly seemed to be deflated, her eyes were empty, and the tears in her eyes were also gushing, at this time, the people around her noticed the abnormality, and before they could speak, she stood up at once and rushed to the hospital.
This matter quickly reached the ears of netizens, some people said that she was cold-blooded, some people said that she had no feelings, but only Li Ruiying knew how uncomfortable and sad she was in her heart.
After knowing that her son was injured, her heart was tightly held every minute and every second, until she saw her son, and then slowly relaxed.
She worked for her work, but also for responsibility, and at the same time, she also made her feel guilty about her son.
Soon, around 2000, Li Ruiying was once again involved in a storm. She went to the competition, and someone asked a Henan native how she learned Mandarin, and she didn't have a single accent.
Li Ruiying then returned to "My ancestral home is in Henan, but I was born in Beijing, and there is no problem of changing the Henan accent."
And it is this sentence that makes Li Ruiying get a big hat of "denying that he is a Henan native".
Some netizens complained madly, and some people believed Li Ruiying, she knew that some people believed in her, but she did not excuse herself.
For several days, she was thinking about reflecting on this problem, and she felt that the reason for this mistake was that she was too imprecise, and she decided to go on the show less and show less, and she must maintain the authority of the discourse.
Even because of this, she chose to study, was admitted to the Doctor of Politics Department of Peking University, and chose to use books and knowledge to improve herself again.
Time is like an arrow, Li Ruiying has worked in CCTV for 28 years, she is worthy of her work, she wants to retire and enjoy another life.
She started exercising and running every day, but she couldn't stay idle, she wanted to start work, and she did.
She opens classes for those who also have the dream of hosting broadcasters, with no restrictions.
However, this matter has caused dissatisfaction among netizens, many people think that Li Ruiying is fishing for gold, and all kinds of mixed voices have entered her ears.
But she did not regret it, and the people who had attended the class also began to speak for her, "Li Ruiying is very low-key, and very kind."
Sometimes Li Ruiying took his son out, others used to sign, Li Ruiying always waved his hand to refuse, "I am not a big star."
Some people listen to this and no longer ask for autographs, but some people are particularly persistent.
Li Ruiying can only drive her son, she does not want her son to see, she is afraid that her son will think that this is very high-profile after seeing it.
When she was done signing, she smiled and walked towards her son.
And this low profile also spread to the son, the first day of junior high school, the class spread out a variety of voices, "who is who is Li Ruiying's son."
"Really, wow". "He is really Li Ruiying's son."
Listening to this voice, the son unconsciously frowned, he did not want to let himself be concerned because of his mother, he knew that his mother was very low-key, and it was not like making himself too high-profile. "She's her, I'm me".
Therefore, when filling out the family relationship member form, the son did not write the name of his mother Li Ruiying.
But all this, Li Ruiying did not know, she knows that her son did not write his name, she is a little worried, said, "so that others will think that you are a single parent, may bully you."
But the son shook his head, "It's all right, it doesn't matter Mom."
Later, the school held a parent-teacher conference, and his son did not let Li Ruiying go. The reason behind this is still Li Ruiying, who was told by the teacher.
"He doesn't fill it out, because he is afraid that his classmates will look at him with special eyes, and he doesn't want to be too high-profile."
Listening to the teacher's words, Li Ruiying felt a heat in her heart, and she felt that her son had suddenly grown up.
Li Ruiying is a famous anchor of CCTV, who can stand out among many excellent anchors, she has strength, but not only strength.
Good tutoring makes her kind, supports each other at home, and has a special education method for children.
She wanted to use her enthusiasm and remaining energy to impart knowledge without deliberately publicizing it.
She also pays attention to public welfare and dedicates her enthusiasm, but does not publicize it.
If there is a sentence to evaluate, it is "low-key people, high-profile work".
When it comes to work, she always shows 100% spirit and concentration, which is her responsibility.
And in private, she has acted with humility.
Because of this, now that she is retired, there are still people to respect her, and she will also be with her family and enjoy her own time.