[Heart]
Zuo Xiaoxi terminated her previous job and was idle at home for nearly a year, and from the initial peace of mind, she got the impetuousness and confusion now, which was more disturbing to her than having no income and not being able to find direction. Looking back at the path she had taken naturally behind her, she had not planned it herself.
Zuo Xiaoxi was born in the era of "obedience is a good child", her nature may be the same, before the rainy season, she naturally obeyed her parents, what her parents asked for was correct, she never doubted the correctness of the world in front of her. Her mother was in charge of logistics at home, while her father was in charge of her education until the original family disintegrated.
After marriage, Zuo Xiaoxi habitually obeyed her husband. Although she is better than her mother, She knows better than her husband, but she still continues the mode of getting along with her parents with her husband.
Taking adolescence as a watershed, Zuo Xiaoxi's autonomy consciousness has broken the ground, and there have been intermittent thoughts and stubbornness, but she does not want to fight for the sake of confrontation, but there are some things that she wants to decide for herself.
Just stepped into the door of the key high school, Zuo Xiaoxi decided to choose the school's art special class, as we all know, the special class is the spare tire for the high school to improve the promotion rate, but Zuo Xiaoxi at that time did not understand at all. Her eyes flashed with stars, thinking that her dream of playing a small painter had finally had a chance to come true.
Since childhood, Zuo Xiaoxi has longed to go to the Children's Palace to learn painting, but at that time, the economic conditions of her family were not enough to support her yearning, and her small dream of dispensability was gradually abandoned in the corner.
Zuo Xiaoxi felt that she had some talent inherited from her ancestors, and when she was very young, she listened to adults praise her for "what she painted like", and there were many pictures on the cracked white wall of the home, and there were several albums modified with her father's work manual.
Zuo Xiaoxi's choice of spare tires was under the impression that he did not respect his father's opinions. Now that she is a mother, she wants to think about her original choice, in the eyes of her traditional, rigorous father, it must be a real lack of business. Zuo Xiaoxi's dashing choice, her father's implicit acceptance, accepted her first willfulness as an independent individual. But the father's acceptance does not mean that there is no cost to turn around.
Due to the effort of more than half of the energy invested in painting, Zuo Xiaoxi, whose grades in elementary school and junior high school were among the best, had a record of the bottom in the ranking of liberal arts and sciences in high school.
Therefore, her class teacher, the middle-aged woman who looked and looked like a Russian matryoshka doll, more logically classified her as a spare tire, and as a counterattack, the history subject taught by the matryoshka doll, three years of high school, and more than medium-sized exams, she did not pass.
It wasn't until the college entrance examination that Zuo Xiaoxi seriously gave himself an explanation. Zuo Xiaoxi's favorite subject is Chinese, and her favorite teacher is a Chinese teacher, and the Chinese teacher does not discriminate against her.
Zuo Xiaoxi, with his self-confessed talent and the world's defined love, is one of the best in the specialty class, and what he has thrown in from that side is the attention of professional class teachers and the admiration of classmates.
The lower one end of the seesaw was pressed, the higher the other end was cocked, and she set herself a target at the highest place of this unequality—a painting major at a well-known art school in the country, but in the end, she only shot at the city's well-known art and design university.
The reason for the decision to go to the city's university was that his father was reluctant to study in a foreign country for his only daughter, in fact, the real reason why Zuo Xiaoxi returned to his father's protection was that he was not confident enough.
After all, it is the first time she has made her own decisions, and where to go, she is still ignorant after all, so she chooses to compromise when she understands current affairs, after all, it is also a fact that her father is not at ease. Only Zuo Xiaoxi's painting instructor was a little sorry and planned to persuade her to take the exam for another year.
Since then, Gu Xiaoxi began to look for the cloak of the crown for every time he retreated in the future.
To be continued...
[Heart]
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