An affair is a bowl with a clasp. My name is Xia Mei, 38 years old this year, my daughter is a first year of high school, my husband is a design director in a company, and in the eyes of outsiders, this must be a happy family of three. myself

An affair is a bowl with a clasp. My name is Xia Mei, 38 years old this year, my daughter is a first year of high school, my husband is a design director in a company, and in the eyes of outsiders, this must be a happy family of three. I know in my own heart that I am more perfunctory with my husband, and I already have someone else in my heart.

Ten years ago, a good school and a good class depended on relationships, we were young, there was no relationship, only one sister who knew her said she knew the principal of Riverside Road Primary School, she gave me a phone number and asked me to go to her. I asked my husband to go to this principal, my husband has been learning this piece of Buddhism for his daughter, saying that he should be happy with education, telling his daughter not to do homework, for this matter, we quarreled many times, asked him to find a good class for his daughter is impossible, I had to go by myself.

August 30th day I took my daughter to find the principal, we went to the office area to ask around, the principal where no one gave me a reply, it is estimated that the new students are busy with the enrollment, there may be the principal is also bored, all kinds of to find her, all kinds of relationships, all want to dolls to go to a good class, after all, Binhai Primary School is the key primary school in our city, can enter this school which has no relationship, I am confused, so rushed to take my daughter to find the principal I am really stupid, who will pay attention to you, I stood in the corridor at a loss, this time, Suddenly a Sven man with glasses came out, he asked me if I wanted to register, and told me where to register, looking at him I instantly seemed to grasp the life-saving straw, I said I look for the principal, I want to register my daughter, he said that the principal is not in school now, he said he can take me to register for my daughter, let me take my daughter to follow him, I was nervous to follow him, he can really register his daughter, when I got to the place of registration, those teachers saw him and greeted him, I knew that I had met a nobleman. He is also the principal of the school, his surname is Lin, he gave the registered teacher that I was his cousin with his daughter to register, the original anxious thing, it was solved at once, I was full of gratitude to this man, not him my daughter must not even be able to report the name, I even thanked him, he smiled and said no, said really to thank the words to invite him to dinner another day, I thought about people helped so much, please eat is the right ah, I promised, we left the phone number.

I went home and told my husband that my daughter had signed up and entered a better class, and the principal called us to invite him to dinner, and my husband said that you should go by yourself, and I didn't like to socialize. Finally, I and my girlfriend invited Lin to dinner on the first weekend of my daughter's school, introduced Lin to my girlfriend, in fact, we have not eaten with such a person, somewhat restrained, Lin is very comfortable, he said that he will contact more in the future, he said that I look like one of his sisters, so he helped me, I really appreciate him, to solve a big problem for me. Everyone had a good time at dinner, and went home after the meal.

I thought we wouldn't have any more intersection in the future, I didn't expect that after a few days Lin called me and said he wanted to invite me to dinner, and on the phone he said don't reject him, I hesitated, a man so obvious approach, I'm not a little girl is not a girl who doesn't understand, do I want to go? I am very entangled, if it is before I must not hesitate to refuse, but these two years with my husband every day for some trivial things angry, he never cared about me, to my stingy door, I said a family to travel, he said that there is something to play, everywhere is not the same, so many years I have not taken a step out of our city, I am eager to get the care from men, I hope to go out and relax, the husband can not understand, he never understands, he feels that these have to use money, can not spend money indiscriminately Thinking about these messy things, my heart was blocked, I wanted to go out and vent my emotions, I really had enough, I agreed to Lin's invitation. That day we were about to eat in a very quiet restaurant, he asked me to call him Ringo, after the meal he proposed to go out for a walk, I was still the first time to eat with a man other than a husband to turn around, I had a little unclear feeling in my heart, certainly not rejection, even inexplicably a little excited, we walked for a long time, all the way basically listened to him, I occasionally said something, but this feeling is still more relaxed and pleasant, a little later he sent me home, downstairs at my house, he asked me if I can still ask me, I said I have a family with a daughter, He said he knew that he also had a family and a daughter, and he said that he had been trying to control not coming to me, but the more this emotion was suppressed, the more he missed it. He said he liked me at first glance, and I didn't say anything more and went upstairs.

A few days have passed, Lin has not come to me, I think this is the best, everyone is a family, the moral bottom line can not be broken. But when I was about to leave work this afternoon, Lin's message came, about me to have dinner at night, he said he was waiting for me downstairs in my company, I couldn't refuse again, this time he told me about his family, he worked hard from his hometown to now, it is not easy, I have more understanding and understanding of this man, and even a little sad that he is not easy along the way, such emotions are really dangerous, I am too sober, I understand, but some things are so uncontrollable, and then we date frequently, In the end we broke through the last bottom line... Now we have been together for ten years, this decade my emotions have long deviated, I can play small in front of him, spoiled, really favored to have no fear, he indulges me in everything, my heart is now in him, so many years, the husband is useless, he slammed the door on me as always, do not care, I do not ask for it, everyone is better at peace, sometimes I feel that it is really immoral to think that it is really immoral, I also want to stop, we try to break up, these years are not unheard, But the entanglement is still to this day, with Lin, my daughter, whether it is the small ascension or the first ascension in the back, I have basically not worried about it, I really don't know what we have to do now, continue such a deformed feeling, or when the break is broken...

@Little Amber Affair This bowl, when you can't resist the temptation to open, you have already lost, lost morality, lost character

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