Nervous, excited, impatient...
Expecting, rejoicing, regretting...
When I first peeled off its coat and carefully held it in the palm of my hand, a long-awaited wave finally got it, and the happy mood erupted like a volcano, but there was a sense of uneasiness about marrying the wrong man on the wrong flower car ~ ~ ~ ~ , This is my heart and mind, the mobile phone that I want to get like a demon, will it accompany me in the future? Can it be gentle with each other, and teach the husband to teach the son (the official ignores this sentence)
Philips 330, white clothes, flip tops, lucky grass embellishments, in that era when the streets are full of bricks, all dark, you are so different, so fresh, people are thrilled, can't stop.
What accompanies this is a deep sense of guilt for the family
In April 2004, there were still 3 months left before graduating from college, and the students began to discuss buying a mobile phone, leaving a phone, which would be convenient for contact in the future, and it would be convenient to find a job. Coming from the countryside, I was vain and vanity-
How did my tuition, living expenses, and accommodation expenses come from in the past four years, and every school season, I watched my parents frown, sell pigs and sell grain, bend down to borrow money from people, like a knife, deeply cut into my heart, and when I needed money, the wound was deep and the blood flowed non-stop. The 5400 yuan borrowed from the third uncle's family just after the school started to buy a computer has not been repaid, and now it is necessary to buy more than 1400 mobile phones. Although I was the first person in my family (my cousins had 15) to go to college, which brought some relief to my parents, I understood my incompetence, 4 years in college, and I was 23 years old, I did not make a penny for my family, reduce the burden on my parents, but just blindly asked.
I still remember when I was in my third year of high school, my sister was in my first year of high school, and my brother was still in the 5th grade of elementary school. The family couldn't afford it, and my sister and I had to have one person to drop out of school. Since I went to a provincial key high school,
Chaling County No. 1 Middle School
In the end, her sister compromised, dropped out of school at home, and went to Shenzhen with her cousins to work when she turned 19.
I told my dad about buying a mobile phone, dad was silent, in my memory, dad's words have been very little, the most common sentence is after seeing the report card "study hard, be a person with a career", four years of college, I let my dad down, the first make-up exam in my life, not surprised to graduate time.
A week later, my sister called into the dorm room and said, "Brother, how much does your phone cost?" "1430" "Can this phone not be bought?" After you graduate, come to Shenzhen to find a job, leave your sister (cousin's) phone number" "I want to go to Hangzhou to try" "First come to Shenzhen, I haven't paid a salary now, no money, whining, woo My wound is deeper [knife] [knife] [knife]
The students went out for an internship. I stayed in the city where the school is located and have been interning for 2 months, and the boss has given 500 yuan. Contact classmates after graduation to go south to find a job, classmates said that accommodation is no problem, you submit your resume to contact the company. Once again, I told my dad about buying a cell phone, and my vanity was satisfied after my sister borrowed 600 yuan from her colleagues plus her own salary.
Since then, like pampering a lover for the first time, he has carefully cared for it, and from time to time he has taken it out and touched it. That mood is more than too many firsts in life, the first time to eat popsicles, the first time to buy new clothes, the first time to go to school, the first time to get admitted to the first place, the first time to buy a TV at home, because... For the first time in my life, my lover could contact me all the time, and I had my own mobile phone number.
There are about 20 mobile phones I have bought so far, and the mobile phones I bought after that do not feel that way anymore.
The sister in the text died in 2012 (at the age of 29) and the father died in 2015 (at the age of 59), so I would like to remember my relatives in heaven, and also analyze my own heart and forge ahead