Two days ago, a friend who had not been in touch for a long time suddenly called me and asked me if I had stolen the number, saying that I saw a lot of messy messages in my space, and the qq space was also full of advertisements. I quickly logged on to qq that I had not been on for hundreds of years, changed the password, deleted the space message, I turned to the log sent many years ago, and a person alone lamented that I was very naïve and missed at that time.
I remember that it was popular to step on each other in a friend's space, like a person who would secretly look at her space, and then guess her mood today, pay attention to her dynamics, pay attention to whether there are suspicious love enemies in the comments, and carefully delete the visitor records after reading.
When WeChat came out of the new function, my friend said to me: Now that WeChat has a new function, there is no record of viewing the circle of friends, you can check her circle of friends in a bright and upright way. "I've loved being alone for years, listening to the music she loves, watching the plays she recommends, eating the dishes she loves, reading the books she loves to read. In fact, I understand that she and I can only be ordinary friends.
At that time, I thought that it was really difficult to have a crush on someone, and when I looked back on it for so many years, I suddenly felt as if it was not a big deal. Recalling the days of that crush again, it is no longer a dark and bitter sky, and it is also a night that is lost, but the blossoming of summer, the joy of encounter, the year of crazy and green rush.
Or rather, what I miss is not the aging of time, but the brave self of that year. The liking of that time, transparent like a crystal, without impurities, without considering reality, innocence, purity, and warmth. Although unilaterally liking a person is a very sad thing, having a liking person is actually a happy thing in itself. Because that person is in your life and will surely teach you something.
Who has no regrets in their love? Feelings are like this, hitting the south wall, having regrets, learning to grow, and working hard to love, in order to fall into the hearts of the right people. You can never guess at which intersection life will give you a hurdle, nor can you expect it to give you a love at that stage.
If there is a visitor record in life, I will not delete this experience, that person tore open my dull and tired life, she is like a light, let me unreservedly work hard, to become a better version of myself. Whenever I suffered hardships, felt frustrated, and disappointed, there was a shadow that encouraged me to get up from the ground. It wasn't just an experience, it was my youth.
I also hope that no matter what kind of situation, what kind of people you meet, and what kind of past you have, you will not lose the courage to love. It's not that you don't have to force it, it's that no matter how big a circle you go, the destined person will definitely come back.