Zhang Ailing, 19, wrote in her short essay "Genius Dream": "Life is a gorgeous robe, crawling with fleas. "Crawl full of fleas, used on this talented woman of the Republic of China, and then appropriately."
Zhang Ailing's birth is undoubtedly gorgeous, and her writing style is also gorgeous. Unbeknownst to her, her love was like a flea on a robe, itching her scarred. In 1995, Zhang Ailing's body was found in a rental house abroad, and the interval between her death was as long as a week, the TELEVISION was not related, and there was a rattling sound.
What made this young and famous contemporary female writer leave her hometown and would rather die in a foreign rental house than return to China?
Ten Mile Ocean Field is not home
Zhang Ailing was born in Shanghai in 1920 by her grandfather Zhang Peilun, a famous minister at the end of the Qing Dynasty, and li Hongzhang, a minister of the DPRK and China. When Zhang Ailing was a child, she could not only study in a private school, but also learn and train the popular electronic organ art painting. Compared with others, Zhang Ailing is so lucky!
Zhang Ailing's father is a male brother who is good at leisure and entertainment, and her mother is an independent woman who strives to make progress.
The royal prince of the feudal society married a new woman who longed for freedom and freedom, and Zhang Ailing eventually became a scapegoat for buying and selling marriages.
Differences in concepts of culture and art made them often blame each other, and the anger of her parents and the smashing of objects followed her whole childhood.
A tragic and fortunate childhood allowed Zhang Ailing to develop into an interesting collection of differences. The traditional style of eastern women and the pursuit of western women happen to her at the same time.
At the age of 4, her mother and aunt traveled to Europe to study, and Zhang Ailing was forced to become a "left-behind child".
There is no way to describe the nostalgia for his mother, only to eliminate his own thoughts based on reading.
In 1930, after her parents agreed to divorce, Zhang Ailing was left with her father.
Leaving her mother, she read the article even more desperately, sending a sad message with a pen and paper.
At the age of 12, she published the short story "Unfortunate Her" in the school newspaper.
Looking at the talent of the girl, Zhang Father gradually taught Zhang Ailing to learn and train old poetry, and the coexistence of father and daughter is still warm.
Such a good situation was shaken off after the arrival of the stepmother and grandson, who did not like Zhang Ailing and her brother very much, and scolded the two children. Zhang Ailing missed her mother even more.
Zhang Ailing's grievances were not respected, in exchange for the bullying of her stepmother.
The last time, because of her stepmother's manipulation of Fei Zhang Ailing, she was violently beaten by her father and locked up in the dark room for more than half a year.
It was also this time that Zhang Ailing made up her mind to go to her mother's side.
When the guard was transferred, she struggled to run to her mother's rental house.
The mother is a beam of light that gives Zhang Ailing a brief glow of painful words.
After that, this light also left her due to the embarrassment of daily life.
Before leaving, her mother also took Zhang Ailing's 800 yuan remuneration.
The ten miles of the ocean field is large, but none of them can be called a writer by Zhang Ailing.
Zhang Ailing has no way to make a living, and diligent creation and remuneration are her only financial resources.
Released in 1943, "Agarwood Crumbs" made Zhang Ailing's first appearance, and the literary circles in downtown Shanghai had a place.
It is also because of the popularity of this good idea that Zhang Ailing is low to the dust.
A weapon war that can't be avoided
Zhang Kaiqi's most criticized woman in this life is the marriage life with the big traitor Hu Lancheng.
The famous Zhang Ailing attracted Hu Lancheng, who repeatedly asked Su Qing, a friend of the two people, to recommend him, so the two people met.
Hu Lancheng this person is not only intelligent but also very talented, after experiencing 2 periods of married life, he speculates that the girl's mind can be said to be at ease, from Zhang Ailing's text, he understands her loneliness, and her girlish heart is bursting.
For Hu Lancheng, a veteran of the love scene, capturing this girl's heart is only a matter of time.
Zhang Ailing, who has not experienced an affair, does not understand this, she only feels that the two meet and hate each other late, only to feel that this is the person she is looking for to entrust her life, she and Hu Lancheng talk all night, often shake hands, the sky is about to light up.
In 1944, the 38-year-old Hu Lancheng divorced his second wife and married Zhang Ailing.
A marriage certificate, Zhang Ailing wrote: "Hu Lancheng Zhang Ailing signed for life and married as a couple." ”
I have to admit that Hu Lancheng has penetrated Zhang Ailing's girlish heart to death.
He added the next sentence to the wedding sticker: "May the years be simple and the present world be stable." ”
Isn't the stability of the present world exactly what Zhang Ailing, who has been insecure since childhood, most longed for?
Interestingly, this world of stability is inevitably too short.
Zhang Ailing also did not think that this boy who made her first emotional would become a weapon battle that she could not hide in this life.
In 1947, Zhang Ailing personally wrote a letter of renunciation to Hu Lancheng, announcing that her relationship with him for three years had broken down. Why did Zhang Ailing, who needed to marry Hu Lancheng despite the insults of everyone, feel like ashes.