The story goes like this.
A CD with sexy photos printed on it, the school will definitely not let you bring it in. The two boys secretly read it and watched one of them bleed his nose, but the strange thing was that the nosebleed was getting more and more, and he couldn't stop it.
The boy didn't care about it until the next nosebleed, and he passed out in the hallway of the school, and when he woke up, he realized that he was sick, that he had leukemia.
This boy is named Wang Xinyang, and like most people, he is very concerned about how many people on social platforms pay attention to him, and every time he sees that the number is zero, he will look very sad and lonely. So he has been practicing music hard, hoping to use this as an advantage for him to be different.
When he began to be hospitalized, Wang Xinyang was still a little happy. Because not only do you not have to go to school, but you also receive small gifts every day. Most crucially, people start to pay attention to themselves. Classmates and teachers also came to visit him in the hospital, and even though the attention may have come from concern and sympathy, he didn't care.
Until this day, he returned to the ward and heard the voice of the man screaming in panic, it was the patient's father, who was begging the doctor to save his son. Mom quickly grabbed Xinyang and told him to leave the place, so he didn't see the dad shouting for a long time, until the doctor came out and told him that the rescue was ineffective.
Wang Xinyang finally felt the horror of the god of death, and he began to sleeplessly at night. Soon after, he felt that he still had to do something meaningful. So he picked up the guitar again, and looking at the little fat who was crying because of the needle in the same ward, Wang Xinyang decided that he was going to form a two-person band.
So, he pulled up Xiao Fat and came to the secret base of the two, the roof of the hospital. He played the guitar and Fat picked up the hanger and tapped the bucket, so the band was so simple to set up.
Here, they also met Han Brother, who was also a leukemia patient, and a little girl who was particularly small, but especially fond of music, and the little girl liked to respond to the rhythm with whistles, and the band of half-hangings was really formed.
Unfortunately, soon, Xinyang could no longer play guitar on the roof. The first time he had chemotherapy, he vomited incessantly and walked unsteadily, and later he even needed his mother to help him sit up. Chemotherapy was so painful that blood had to be drawn every day and hair loss every day.
What could crush the last line of defense of his psyche was to shave his head, because from the bottom of his heart Wang Xinyang could not accept that he was a leukemia patient. But when asked to shave his head, he finally realized.
He had his first emotional outburst, "I really don't want to die, I still have a lot of things to do." Why is it me who is sick, why does it have to be me! ”
Hearing this, Mom walked over to the window, "Do you think I want you to shave your head?" Do you think I want to look at you so badly every day? I'd rather be sick than my hair, and I can give you my life. ”
Until today, Wang Xinyang saw his mother's emotions out of control for the first time. All along, his mother has been calm and self-assured in front of him, and her confident mother has long been overwhelmed in her heart.
What kind of person is Mom?
One hundred and forty-four dollars four, hearing this number, my mother quickly bought a piece of chewing gum, replaced this number, and she paid for it. Because her child had just been diagnosed with leukemia, that number was so unlucky.
Drying clothes at the hospital and seeing an advertisement for a cemetery on the water heater, she would immediately tear it off and throw it away. She is a typical Chinese mother, always like steel in front of her children.
Students and teachers came to see Wang Xinyang on this day, the teacher just said that Wang Xinyang you are so sick, the mother immediately took over, "There is no serious disease, that is, there is a little abnormality found in the blood." ”
When witnessing the death of others, the mother would hug Wang Xinyang, cover his ears, and push him away. Wang Xinyang did not want to shave her hair, she would make a desperate effort to help him shave, but after walking out, another person cried silently.
Because of the huge cost of medication, she and her husband decided to sell the house, even if the house had an open kitchen she liked, she did not want to do too much nostalgia.
She also quit her job to focus on taking care of her son. She also learned a variety of folk remedies on a daily basis, knowing that eating peanuts is good for patients, she personally peeled off a large number of peanuts, picked out all the peanut clothes, and boiled them into a bowl of water for her son to drink.
See the expert's public account said that leukemia patients want to eat light, she will freshly squeeze vegetable juice, eat green, drink green, accompany her son to eat extremely light. She cooperated with the treatment with all her strength, hoping that her son would be cured.
But what I didn't expect was the news of Wang Xinyang's deterioration of his condition, and the hope that had been there for so long was destroyed in an instant, and the strong mother finally collapsed.
"We've been cooperating with your hospital treatment, right, Dr. Liu." Take your medicine on time and never delay. Every morning he got up at 7 a.m. and went to bed at nine, without a single irritating amount of food he ate. We are afraid of delaying our children, you let us do what we do, we will do, we can do it. The house was sold, I quit my job, and you let us know what to do. Dr. Liu, you tell me why the recurrence? How could he relapse, I protected so well. Why does it recur? ”
After Wang Xinyang fell ill with leukemia, the study committee members in the class always came to see him. In the past, she always hated him for not reading well, and she knew how to play guitar. But now he volunteered to come to the ward to do his homework for him, and when he played the guitar, he would sit and listen seriously.
Sometimes I will take dv to record a video of Wang Xinyang playing guitar, just when Wang Xinyang was sick, a strange female netizen began to chat with him, that is also a leukemia patient, the online name is Haiyan cheese without sugar.
Wang Xinyang has only a 50% survival rate, while this female netizen has only 20%. Wang Xinyang told her about her treatment every day, and when she learned that Wang Xinyang was preparing to start chemotherapy, she also bought him many hats online.
From now on, whether it was pain, boredom or joy, Wang Xinyang has always shared his feelings with her. But since Wang Xinyang was discharged from the hospital, the girl has disappeared.
Wang Xinyang felt that her condition was better and she did not return it, which made her feel unfair. So when his mother put an amulet on him, he sent the amulet to netizens.
Later, Wang Xinyang's condition recurred and he returned to the hospital. While he was unconscious, the Study Committee came outside his hospital room, holding in his hand his amulet.
It turned out that the person who had been accompanying him online was the study committee. In the last days of Wang Xinyang's life, she no longer chatted with him online, but was always by his side.
He also organized everyone in the class to write a classmate record and take him to the hospital. Listen to songs with him, accompany him to make up lessons. One day, Wang Xinyang asked her to help her with something.
They came to the beach and recorded a video here asking her to give it to his family after he left. After Wang Xinyang's death, his family was almost ruined, and the cold silence in the family was terrible. At the dinner table, mom saw that his favorite meat bun would be thrown away, and then hid in the room, crouching on the ground to cover his face and cry.
Cover his face with his son's clothes, because there is still the residual smell of Wang Xinyang on the clothes, but it also dissipates day by day. "Mom misses you, Mom misses you."
It was at this moment of despair that the Study Committee appeared. She was holding a box in her hand and a letter, which belonged to Wang Xinyang. In the letter, he wrote down his last wish, he recorded a song that he wanted his parents to pass on to his favorite singer.
Immersed in the pain of losing their son, the couple finally had a new sustenance, and they transformed their thoughts of their son into actions to help him fulfill his wishes.
After constantly running and working hard, they finally found the singer and handed over Wang Xinyang's last wish to the singer. On the day of the singer's concert, he played a video of Wang Xinyang. In the video is a song written by Wang Xinyang with his short life.
The singer sang with him, his parents raised the glow stick in their hands, and in a trance they seemed to see Wang Xinyang playing the guitar on the stage and singing, and they finally understood that Wang Xinyang's wish was not for fire, but for everyone to bring life power with this song composed with soul.
Back to the day he recorded the video, he finished singing, then looked straight at the study committee and asked the question he was asking: Why do you call sea salt cheese unsweetened?
It turned out that he had already guessed that the girl in front of him was the mysterious netizen who had been accompanying her. Although life has not given them long-term luck, but the heart with this point has a spirit, then this relationship is already like a star.
Life kisses me with pain, and is born like a summer flower, but I sing in return. Death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves.