Is it my problem?

Today I quarreled with my husband again, the reason for our quarrel is basically because of girls, this afternoon he and girls play games and eat chicken, I said a sentence and found a new game partner, no wonder these two days are so addictive, and then he played the game after he was angry with me, he said you see me and her only played a few games?

We have been married for more than 6 years, a son and a daughter, just gave birth to a daughter this year, more than 7 months, I watched the children at home, he helped his parents do some work for two years before he got married, and then he didn't go much, most of them played games at home. So we're in debt.

He said I doubted him, he said he and the girl were not good, just playing games, he said he couldn't stand me, hated me, if the lottery won the first thing is to divorce me, the children don't want a single one, and then divorce me when they have money to pay off their debts. Say I'm nothing. I said okay, I'll wait and you'll bully me.

Frozen three feet, not a day's cold. I am an insecure, unconfident, somewhat inferior person. I was afraid of losing, afraid he would like other girls, and he said I wasn't attractive, not humorous, not good looking, short, and often hit me. I saw him playing games with girls and laughing and laughing, I would get angry, I would be jealous, I would throw a tantrum at him, many times, he may be really bored. Say I have a personality problem.

I'm a bit strict in terms of girls, and I don't know what to do?