On December 18, Japanese voice actor and actor Saya Kanda died at the age of 35 after falling from a building.
We have reviewed Shayega's short and talented life in articles, and everyone is sorry for her departure.
But after that, the Japanese media said that they found Shayaga's suicide note in the hotel, and the reason for her life became clear.
Sha Yega's boyfriend, Gang Jiu, privately let sha ya, who has depression, cut off drugs, cheated, and let Sha Ye jia die on the phone.
The beautiful she met people unladylike, and finally chose death, which made people more heartbroken...
In October 2021, Kanda Sayaka began dating Maeyama, a stage actor 5 years younger than himself. Compared to Saeka, who has a high reputation in the fields of anime and music, and because his mother, Matsuda Seiko, has been known since childhood, Maeyama is not famous among the Japanese public.
But he has long been active in the field of comic stage dramas, known as the "2.5-dimensional actor", and is also a member of Watanabe Entertainment's idol actor group D-BOYS.
Now everyone is familiar with Yu Shiroda, Yasushi Seto, and Shizun Jun, all of whom have been active under the name of D-BOYS. He is a popular actor in the circle.
He and Sha Ye Jia met because of the cooperation stage play, when Sha Ye Jia was deeply attracted to Maeyama and took the initiative to confess to him.
At first, their relationship went very well, and Maeyama also said that he liked Shaya and had a lively and cute personality. The relationship between the two remained undisclosed until after Sayaga's death, when the media described their relationship in detail.
After Shayega's death, Maeyama quickly voiced his voice, expressing surprise and sadness at Shayega's death. And confirmed that the two are indeed in a relationship, and it is a very serious relationship based on the premise of marriage, and has been thinking about how to create a future for the two.
Maeyama's friends also said that Shayaga's mental condition had been unstable, but Maeyama had been silently supportive of her. This is a tragedy of a sweet couple separated by yin and yang.
But when Wenchun Weekly released Sha Yejia's suicide note, it was discovered that Qianshan might be the one who really caused Sha Yejia to think.
Before going into detail, let's take a look at the timeline of the relationship:
■ August 2021: The two performed together for the first time;
■ September 2021: Maeyama dumps his cohabiting girlfriend A and blocks ex-girlfriend A's Line;
■ Early October 2021: The two began to date, and soon after Maeyama reconnected with ex-girlfriend A;
■ December 4, 2021: Sha Yaga can't bear it and asks Maeyama to write a letter of guarantee not to derail again;
■ Mid-December 2021: Maeyama tricks A into breaking up with Shayaga and asks to reunite and step on two boats; Maeyama repents of his decision to live with Shayaga and tells her to die;
■ December 18, 2021: Shayega fell to his death;
■ December 22, 2021: Wen Chun published the contents of the suicide note, questioning Qianshan's derailment; Qianshan issued a memorial message and did not respond to the scandal;
■ January 5, 2022: A mass hammer fell from the sky, and Maeyama's scolding recordings and provocative text messages were revealed; Maesan immediately announced that he was "unwell" and temporarily stopped performing arts activities
It can be seen that the speed of development and deterioration of events is very fast.
Wen Chun reported that before Sha Yejia fell downstairs, he finally left two suicide notes in the room, one for the office and one for Qianshan.
Shayega himself has suffered from depression for a long time and has been using medication all along. Although the emotional ups and downs are relatively large, as long as you stand on the stage, you will pay 100%, very dedicated and strong.
Perhaps because of his childhood experience, Sha Yejia very much hopes to have a stable emotional life, but the relationship has not been smooth. Meeting Maeyama on the stage, which was originally something That Sayaka felt was very lucky.
After the two were together, It was inevitable that Sha Yejia would have emotional instability, but according to Qianshan's friends, without the guidance of a doctor, Maeyama privately advised Sha Yajia to reduce the dose of sedatives he took regularly. You know, casual medication reduction is very dangerous for people with depression.
After Maeyama and Sha Yejia have a relationship, they are outwardly affectionate, but secretly contact the female artist A who has just broken up. At that time, he and A were living together, but after telling A that "he has someone he likes", he hooked A and Shaya.
But less than a month after dating, Maesan said to A, "You are still the best", and had the desire to reunite with A. (A's identity, there is already a specific guess object on the Internet, in order to prevent accidental injury first not to be disclosed)
Soon after, Sha Yejia discovered these text messages, many of which were very ambiguous. Sha Yaga, who was already in a bad mood, broke down very much and forgave Maeyama several times, but he apologized but did not correct his behavior.
Sayaka asks Maeyama to write a pledge vowing to cut ties with his ex-girlfriend and to appease himself, who has been traumatized by his emotions, until he recovers. Finally, a clause was added, if you are married and have children, you must fulfill the duties of the father and do not divorce.
Although some people will scoff at the pledge, they will think that Sha is also "stupid" and "moral kidnapping". But considering that ShaYaga grew up with her parents divorced, her desire to be warmly loved is completely understandable.
When you meet a person you like, you must hope that the other party and yourself will come to the end, and you will definitely imagine a better future.
This letter of guarantee is not so much a bondage to the front mountain as it is a psychological comfort that Sha Ye has added to himself.
And the point is that this letter of guarantee proves that Qianshan has a long-term derailment behavior, which makes Sha Yejia feel uneasy, which is also what Sha Ye Jia cares about most.
Maeyama signed the letter of guarantee and stamped it. Even if you can't do the last two points, at least don't get entangled with your ex-girlfriend is a very simple requirement, right? However, just a week later, Maeyama broke his promise and volunteered to send a message to Ms. A to woo Sao.
At that time, Wenchun only published a text version of the chat records, and many people said that it was a rumor. But yesterday, a mysterious netizen on the day pushed out a screenshot of this chat record, which is almost the same as what Wen Chun said: Qianshan lied to A that he had broken up with Sha Yejia, and the two people also made an appointment to meet.
M: "I finally broke up with Kanda, is your TV cabinet installed?" ”
A: "So what's going on?" The TV cabinet was too heavy for me to move at all."
M: "Anyway, it's a breakup, I'm going to move to xxx soon, I'll go help you install it." When is available? ”
The conversation was once again discovered by Shayaga, who was once again severely hit by Maeyama's betrayal of his oath.
The two reconcile again in an argument, and Sha Yajia asks Tomoyama whether to live together, and Maeyama agrees, but secretly rents a house not far from his ex-girlfriend.
Shayaga was furious when he found out. If you don't want to live together, you can say it directly, and if you don't want to talk about it, why do you always have to lie to people? Maeyama obviously didn't want to let Sayaka go so early, and tried to find a reason to say that he "would move in with her within a month", but he always lied and made Shayajia unable to trust him.
During that time, the relationship between the two was very bad, and they often quarreled on the phone. Since Maeyama always yelled insults at ugly words, ShaYaga began recording the two men's calls.
Yesterday, one of the audio clips was taken by Wen Chun from Shayaga's relatives and friends, and the content of the dialogue was suffocating.
As Shayega's boyfriend, Maeyama knows what Shayaga is afraid of and what he hears that can easily deepen depression, but he uses these words to hurt Shayega.
The first half of the recording is a discussion between the two of them whispering about Maeyama's secret rent of an apartment, and after Shayaga questions Maeyama, he suddenly growls: "Why don't you believe me!" I said I would move away! ”
Sha: "Don't yell at me. ”
Before: "Go and die!" Go and die you annoying cargo. ”
Sha: "Don't say anything like that to die?" ”
Before: "Go and die!" ”
Sha: "Don't say that..."
Before (interrupting) "Die on you! ”
Shayega's voice choked, "Why are you saying this to me?" ”
Front: "Go and die, I'm serious." ”
In less than a minute, Maeyama scolded "to die" 5 times, and Shayaga continued to tearfully ask, "What will happen to me when I die?" ”
Front: "Huh? Not really. ”
Sha: "Don't you feel anything?" ”
Previous: "Yes"
Sha: "Will you feel relieved when I die?" ”
Before: "Yes, because you are so difficult"
Shayaga continued while sobbing, "Don't say 'Go die,' you might as well say , 'You're going to kill me.'" ”
Before: "I won't say that, so won't I just become a bad person?" ”
Sha: "To me, the two sentences sound the same. ”
Maeyama: "Then why don't you die?" Everyone would be happy when you died, wouldn't everyone? ”
Sha: "Will it be good for everyone if I die?" ”
Maeyama: "Yes. ”
Sha: "Everybody hates me?" ”
Front: "Yes. ”
There was a moment of silence on the other side of the phone, and ShaYaga cried and squeezed out a sentence with difficulty: "Hello? Please don't say anything so excessive..."
At the end of the audio, Sayaka says to Maeyama, "I want to be with you because I love you and no one can replace you." ”
On December 16, the two had another big fight before leaving for a performance in Hokkaido. Maeyama scolds Sayaka for being as "annoying" as her mother, Matsuda Seiko: "If there is a mother, there must be a daughter, because falling in love makes everyone restless", and finally crushes Sayaka.
At that time, she also had a problem with her voice, which was about to be performed, and it was likely that her career would be affected after the operation. At present, the beloved Maeyama also said to her, "This world is not better than you.".
Angered and shocked, Shayaga forgot to take the day's medication and shattered dreams of having a wonderful family for the future, she was extremely emotionally unstable and left the world after writing the last words.
In the suicide note clip released by Wen Chun, Sha Yejia said to Qianshan: "It is not okay to talk too hard to women, I really want to live with you in Katsuo, the two people have a good relationship, seriously raise a child, I love you from the bottom of my heart." ”
The death of Shayega, who has long been plagued by depression, although it cannot be said that the former mountain was the only factor that led to the tragedy, his injuries and deceptions to Shayega for months must have had an incurable effect on Shayega.
Japanese netizens expressed anger and disbelief after reading the report:
"Even if only half of what was revealed was true, it was disgusting enough"
"If someone you like says such a thing, you must be in pain, right?" How can anyone bear to say to the person they love to die?"
"This is so sad, please return Kanda Sayaka to me..."
"It's like instigating murder, then you can file a case."
Of course, some wonder whether the media exaggerated or fabricated facts about Shayega's death in order to attract attention.
This point may be limited to professional ethics and it is difficult to give a real hammer (such as the picture of the suicide note), but so far, all parties can be on the number, and things are unlikely to have a so-called "reversal".
On the same day that the audio and chat records broke, Maeyama's office said that he was temporarily out of show business due to physical and mental discomfort, perhaps this is Maeyama's way of avoiding public opinion. But in any case, ShaYega could not come back.
She longs for love, longs for family life, and does not meet someone who is sincere to her, but the right and wrong people entrust all their feelings, which is really sad.
I hope that Shah will no longer be troubled by sickness and scumbags in heaven. I also hope that in the relationship, everyone protects themselves and cherishes themselves...