"Amorous since ancient times empty hatred, good dreams are the easiest to wake up", from ancient times to the present, the person who uses deeper affection in a relationship will often leave more regrets, and the better the dream, the easier it is to wake up. When you wake up, the sadness of reality and the consummation of dreams will form a huge contrast, making it difficult for people to find themselves.
Since ancient times, there have been many obsessive women and negative people, who are obsessed with suffering and waiting for a result that is known to be impossible. It is conceivable that they will only be greeted by "Les Misérables". And Sun Yat-sen's wife, Kaoru Ōzuki, is a typical representative figure.
If life is only as it first sees
After the failure of the Guangzhou Uprising, sun Yat-sen decided to flee from China and cross Japan in the east in order to avoid the oppression of the Qing government and temporarily avoid the limelight, first retaining his strength and waiting for an opportunity to move. It was this unexpected trip to Japan that led him to meet his Japanese wife, Kaoru Ōtsuki.
The encounter between Kaoru Ōtsuki and Sun Yat-sen was a coincidence. Kaoru Ōtsuki and her father, Ōtsuki Sudo, were left homeless due to an unexplained fire. By chance, the father and daughter lived on the second floor of Sun Yat-sen's apartment.
One day, Kaoru accidentally broke a vase, and the water from the vase accidentally flowed into Sun Yat-sen's room. So Sun Yat-sen asked his friend Wen Bingchen to understand the origin of the matter. After going upstairs to talk to The Great Moon Sutang, Wen Bingchen told Sun Yat-sen the reason for the whole thing. When Sun Yat-sen learned that it was the little girl's unintentional act, he laughed it off and did not investigate deeply.
However, Ōtsuki Sudo, who lived under the hermit, was very sorry for this, so he brought his daughter, Kaoru Ōtsuki, to apologize to Dr. Sun Yat-sen.
When Sun Yat-sen met kaoru Ōzuki, who was only 11 years old, he was deeply attracted by the aura that filled the girl's body. 11-year-old Kaoru Ōzuki has picturesque eyebrows, her skin can be blown, and although she is lively, she has a more beautiful style between her words and demeanor.
Sun Yat-sen even thought that Ōtsuki Kaoru's smile and every move were so real and cute, full of girlish atmosphere, which made people deeply fascinated and let people sink for it. The surprise at the first sight made Sun Yat-sen remember her.
When Kaoru Ōtsuki was 14 years old, Sun Yat-sen's lover in Japan at the time, Haru Asada, died of illness. Sun Yat-sen could not bear the loneliness of wandering alone in a foreign land, so he proposed to Otsuki Kaoru's father. However, Owue kaoru's father considered that Sun Yat-sen was 36 years old at the time, and his daughter was only 14 years old, and the age difference between the two was too large, so he rejected Sun Yat-sen on the pretext that his daughter was still young.
Sun Yat-sen, who was rejected, did not give up, and the great moon Kaoru, who had just opened his heart, was also touched by Sun Yat-sen's talent, and she was deeply impressed by this mature uncle who was full of literati. The spark of love between the two will burn more and more, so the two get married when Kaoru Ōtsuki was 15 years old, and this time even Ōtsuki Sudo could not stop it.
The husband returned to China because of the incident, and there was no return date
Unfortunately, the good times did not last long, and Kaoru Ōzuki, who thought that she would be able to enjoy a sweet life with her husband after marriage, was left alone in an empty house because Sun Yat-sen had an urgent matter to return to China. But the thoughtful Kaoru Ōtsuki did not blame Sun Yat-sen, but chose to support his cause, and she vaguely knew that her husband seemed to be doing something big.
Tragedy began when Kaoru Ōtsuki chose to silently support Sun Yat-sen's cause, or rather, from the very beginning, Kaoru Ōtsuki's encounter with Sun Yat-sen was a bad fate.
After returning to China, Sun Yat-sen was eager to devote himself to his career, and his feet were busy without touching the ground, forgetting his wife who was far away in Japan early. Only when I am idle halfway through will I occasionally read letters from Kaoru Otsuki. Sun Yat-sen, who returned to Japan in 1905, stopped by to see Kaoru Ōtsuki, and it was at this time that Kaoru Ōtsuki became pregnant with Sun Yat-sen's child.
But at that time, Otsuki Kaoru did not know it until sun Yat-sen returned to China. So Otsuki wrote a letter to Sun Yat-sen, wanting to tell Sun Yat-sen the good news, and she persistently waited for Sun Yat-sen's reply, but this letter was like a stone sinking into the sea. I don't know whether Sun Yat-sen, who was busy with his career, didn't see it, or whether he didn't want to go back when he saw it.
From then on, Kaoru Ōtsuki, who had been abandoned with her daughter, broke off contact with Sun Yat-sen.
Forced to make a living, send the daughter to remarry
In 1906, Kaoru Ōtsuki gave birth to her daughter with Sun Yat-sen and named her Miyagawa Tomiko. Later, Kaoru Otsuki herself confirmed that "The pronunciation of Fumi is the text of the Chinese characters, and the name Fumiko indicates that you are Sun Wen's daughter." "
Kaoru Ōtsuki even had to give her daughter a name related to Sun Yat-sen, which showed the depth of her love for Sun Yat-sen, she could not forget the talented, full of economy, full of books and vitality of the man, but reality taught her to bow her head.
After Sun Yat-sen returned to China, Ōtsuki Kaoru, who was already living on a tight budget, became pregnant with Fumiko, and she was more economically tight in her life, but Otsuki Kaoru did not give up on this child, she tightened her teeth, carefully spent the money left by Sun Yat-sen, and finally successfully gave birth to Fumiko.
However, raising a child requires a lot of expenses, and after Kaoru Ōtsuki contacted Sun Yat-sen many times without success, forced by the pressure of life, Kaoru Ōtsuki tearfully abandoned the child, and she gave Fumiko to the Miyagawa Magiki family, who was engaged in the liquor business in yokohama's Pashi Valley District, as an adopted daughter. He was also persuaded by others to marry Hideji Mizuna, the brother of Shingoro Mizuna, the president of Shizuoka Bank.
Even if Kaoru Ōtsuki remarries, she will not forget the man who haunts her dreams, and she carefully hides Sun Yat-sen's letters. Unfortunately, the letters she secretly hid were eventually discovered by her husband, Hideji Miwa. Miwa Shuji can't stand that his wife is still in love with other men, so he is determined to divorce Kaoru Otsuki.
Poor Otsuki Kaoru had a hard time settling down and having a stable life, because she had no love for Sun Yat-sen, and her second marriage ended in such a hurry.
The Great Moon Kaoru, who had been waiting for Sun Yat-sen, seemed to have finally discovered the fact that no matter how long she waited, Sun Yat-sen would not come back. So she decided to forget Sun Yat-sen; forget the man who made her suffer a lot; forget this negative man with thin feelings, go to a place where no one knows her, and start her life again.
She traveled to Ashikaga City and married ishikata Motoshin, the monk abbot of the local Toko-ji Temple. The wandering Kaoru Ōtsuki settled down completely after marrying Shi Fang yuanxin and began the ordinary life she longed for.
She did not complain about Sun Yat-sen, because the 15-year-old Ōtsuki Kaoru really liked the 36-year-old Sun Yat-sen, but when he grew up, Otsuki Kaoru still liked Sun Yat-sen, and Sun Yat-sen only thought that Otsuki Kaoru was an insignificant guest in his life, and he did not even admit that Otsuki Kaoru was his wife. But Kaoru Otsuki did not complain or regret it, because she liked it.
If life is only as it first saw, it is only at that time that it was already confused.