I remember when I was a child, I always thought that time passed so slowly. I have always envied those big brothers and sisters who are older than myself! I feel like their world is always different from ours! Therefore, the little me hoped that I would grow up quickly like a god!
Time went on, slowly walking through my childhood, watching my little wish that I had been looking forward to for many years come true at once! There is restlessness in the heart! I went home with a friend and said to my mom, "Mom, I'm not going to school, I want to go out!" So, for the first time in my life, I heard my mother give me a "political lesson."
The days passed in my ignorant squandering day by day! I finally graduated from junior high school, and I thought that "the ugly daughter-in-law has finally become a mother-in-law". The world of flowers and flowers can open up to me. Go out and know that everything is not the paradise of imagination!!
After a tragic failure, the terrible life officially challenged me!
In the four years in the northeast, I learned to endure hardships, but it did not make me mature much, still so ignorant, a kind of wayward ignorance! I thought, if I don't change this, then I will lose at his hands in this life!
Shanghai, the real world of flowers and flowers, though, he didn't bring me too many memories! But he made me re-recognize a love, a deep affection that can only be hidden in the heart!
Fate seemed to be playing tricks on me, five years, three cities, and I was back around again! And it's a complete failure... My heart has fallen to the lowest point in my life, fortunately, there is her, another memory, accompany me to spend!
Now, my life is going through a different story! It's wonderful, it's sadness, fate is the lyricist, and I compose the music for him!
When a person is empty, he will always lament how fast time has passed, and it has been more than twenty years, thinking about how many twenty years of his life! But what have you done in the past twenty years? What did you learn other than wasting your time?
Therefore, now every day is praying that time can pass more slowly, so that I can have more time to honor my family and more time to struggle! No wonder people say that human beings are a contradictory animal, when they are young, they wish they would grow up faster, yearn for a free life, and when they grow up, they yearn for a carefree, worry-free life when they were young!
Amitabha, forgive my ignorance, O God! Come and rescue me! Virgin Mary, let the time pass a little slower, Amen, pray for yourself, and for those who share the same troubles as me!
Written in 2009
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