Hearing the pure music of "May Rain" again, that kind of sadness still makes your feelings throbbing and your throat choking. Although you understand that it is only a fictional story, it entered your life in that ignorant and lonely youth, and occupied a part of your inner feelings for a long time.
However, although you also know that this is just a sad fictional story, when you hear its soundtrack again years later, you find that although the story is fictional, the circumstances and moods of the characters are not purely fictional. Because, as you get older, you learn more and more that everyone in this world is not wrong in their own world, and the emotional helplessness and sadness in reality are not even inferior to the sadness in the story. People in reality are facing more despair, although the fictional plot in the story is moving, but there is also the fictional law of the creator, you can see the dead again, you can coexist with the people who have created an illusory space with the deceased, you can even destroy the world alone, and in reality, you are facing the ruthless universal law, a one-way lifeline, an absolutely irreversible time process. In reality, some people, once they leave, are a lifetime, that is, a farewell!
You think that's the essence of a good story! Although the plot of the story is fictional, the emotions in the story can truly reflect the emotions in reality. How many tragic plots in this world are loved and cannot be loved, and how many people in this world are resolutely moving towards determination after experiencing inner struggles and hardships. When you gradually understand these truths, you will finally understand that there is nothing wrong with this world for everyone, they are just doing what they want to do for their ideals and aspirations. However, some people have gone to extremes, living in their own world and ignoring the existence of others, ignoring the moral bottom line and laws of this world, and even depriving others of their lives.
In this way, when you think about the past again, and then think of those hypocrisies, ruthlessness and betrayal, you finally find a reason to let go of your heart. The hatred that was once, the love that was once loved, the sadness of the heart that was once like a knife, the sadness that was once even almost lost, have really cut and remained in the past, and no longer like a thin wire pulling in your heart has been following the line of time. When you look back one day, you will be a suddenly cheerful mood, once those pains and pains, happiness and sadness, it is like an objective story in your memory, it will no longer affect your emotions. And when you look back at yourself, you will find that you are no longer the same person you were.
It's just that anyone who has really been sad needs time to come out, which is too long relative to the length of your life, and for people who are heavy on feelings, it may be three, five, ten years, or even a lifetime, and how many people have not come out in a lifetime, and they can never find their former selves in a lifetime. And this is also where the real world is more cruel than fictional stories, because such a lifetime is irreversible and absolute for anyone. If the emotional line of life is likened to a circle-like reincarnation, people from birth to death are like returning to the origin from the beginning, and with the convergence of the starting point and the end of the circle, the person's life will end. Then a smooth and smooth life, love at the right age, and then marriage, having children, and then aging, death, then this person's emotional line can be regarded as a normal reincarnation circle. However, if there is a rupture in your feelings, then it is like a gap in a circle, although your emotional line will eventually close with the end of life, but the whole circle of emotional reincarnation is not complete, and there must be a gap of one kind or another on the periphery of its circle. And this gap is irreversible, and if it is broken there, it will always be there.
In fact, you understand that most people in this world have gaps in the circle, and some even have more than one, and the size of this gap depends on the degree of that person's feelings and the time it takes to come out of it. But in any case, it is a sadness, but it is also a gift of growth.
I hope that all people in this world can be treated with tenderness!