Some people are used to holding a fluke mentality when things happen, and always feel that they are lucky enough that there will be no problems, but the result is often after being hit hard by reality.
For example, a young driver who was in a car accident after a second of wandering, he looked at the tragedy in front of him and cried in front of the traffic police, saying: I really just lost my mind for a second!
For example, the truck driver who stays up late continuously, drives tiredly, and harms other people's homes. Yes, it is not easy for anyone to make money to support their families, but please put safety first, because your luck psychology has hurt several families.
For example, because of our carelessness, my son's accident at the end of 2016, I had to have craniotomy to save the child.
So I blame myself until now, and I am miserable, but what is the use?
The truth is irreparable, I once doubted that I was not suitable for motherhood, I was an unqualified mother, and I thought my child was really unfortunate!
How can there be such a careless mother and father as we, the accident really only happened for a few seconds... I was confused, but fortunately his father reacted in a timely manner and fortunately there were well-meaning people to help. Real thanks [prayer]
After the child was discharged from the hospital, I suffered from PTSD, and for two years my mind was full of pictures of the child's body falling backwards and the sound of his head hitting the ground, and I hid in the bathroom all day and cried in the bed at night, not wanting my family to hear.
Because in the eyes of my family, things have passed, and I don't want to be asked what's wrong? What happened, I knew they couldn't help me, because I couldn't get out on my own, but at that time I didn't realize that this state was already a problem.
I am not a good expressive person in life, and I don't want to bring negative emotions to anyone, so that I have been in the pain of self-blame for a long time, and over the years, I have become a major depressive person, accompanied by moderate anxiety and long-term sleep disorders.
But during this period I doubted whether I was depressed, because I was always in self-blame, pessimism, and negativity, feeling that every day was gray, there was no hope, the future was dark, I didn't like the light, I would close the curtains during the day, I couldn't stand it in a noisy place, I just wanted to be alone, I didn't want to talk, I was depressed, in addition to crying or crying, I wanted to jump down every morning when I got up and opened the window, and even wanted to go to the people who hurt me as a child.
But I didn't tell anyone, including my husband, because I felt that I was very humiliated and cowardly, and later I often saw articles popularizing the symptoms of depressed patients, encouraging doctors to seek help, not inferiority, I wondered if I should go to consultation and see a doctor?
But I've been hesitant, and that's my fluke.
If I had gone to the doctor a few years ago, then I would not have suffered for several more years, fortunately this year I finally plucked up the courage (also can't hold my face [cover my face]) and told my husband, fortunately he actively supported me and accompanied me to the hospital for examination, thank you for your support and companionship [heart]
In the first hospital, under a series of questions from the doctor, I couldn't stop crying, but the doctor was very numb, maybe I saw too much!
This provoked my anger, and I went to a second hospital farther from home, where the doctors were more professional and gentle.
After I came back, I followed the doctor's advice and took the medicine, and now I am much better, and the doctor told me that in two months I will be able to reduce the ✌ amount of medicine
I hope that when the spring blossoms next year, I will be healed [prayer] [prayer] [prayer]
Yesterday a friend said that life is "to come and go in a hurry" and to go in a hurry.
Cherish the people around you, spend more time with your children, take time to see your parents and siblings, and try to do things that make you happy [laughs]
I can write my own experience means that I don't care what other people think of me and say that I ✌ am, which means that the headline is my tree hole [sneaky laugh]
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