A 90-year confession and correction of the family

I am a 90-year-old incompetent son, do not care about the wife's husband, do not care about the children of the father, the parents of the family, the wife has paid a lot to me, the two children are still small and carefree do not understand anything, do not understand how the family has spent nearly 10 years

In 2014, I still lived a worry-free life, just returned from work in Chengdu to meet a man named Chen Ri (pseudonym) at that time he was stupid, ignorant, did not understand the hardships and support of his parents, secretly resigned without hesitation, went out every day with the same time as work to follow him in the society (eating, drinking and gambling without prostitution) I did not go to work and did not have a salary, my parents did not know that I did not go to work, to the day of the monthly salary, my mother asked: Are you paid? It's the 8th of the day! I said: these two days will be sent, so I thought of borrowing money, at that time I did not know what I thought, the mind was like being kicked by a donkey, I actually thought of borrowing a personal loan to give my family's salary, so I found Chen Ri, let him connect, help me borrow (in fact, his own money, take it to others, let others lend me) This is what I learned later after I sobered my mind, I have been using loans until 2016

This year the family does not know all my things, I can not stand so did not go to work monthly to pay the family salary, with the family to discuss to resign to do the online store, so the family gave me tens of thousands of pieces to do the online store, at the beginning of the good, do so-so, but the loan borrowed before every month to repay interest, the online store also to maintain operation, so still can not last long, or dare not confess to the family, or continue to borrow, and continue to support. Lasted for a while, the family urged marriage, under the introduction of others, met my current wife, people are very good, very considerate, we count flash marriage, talked about 3 months or so to get married, she is now always joking that I cheated on marriage, and then still can't stand to confess everything to the family, parents and wives are surprised, did not expect me to do such a brainless thing, but he still chose to forgive me, give me the opportunity, these years for me to give birth to two white fat sons, for our family, My wife has given a lot, I love you, wife! Thank you for all the efforts of our big family, my parents have been looked down upon by others for me in recent years, in order to help me pay off my debts, relatives are afraid, I now think back to what I did in the previous years, I would like to give myself a few slaps, the most difficult time, even the child's milk powder diaper can not afford to buy

Now I have a stable job, although the salary is not high, but I am satisfied, it is my own good time, wasted a few years, for the family has slowly grown old parents, silently pay the wife and two lovely sons. I will use the rest of my life's energy, struggle, hard work, and strive to give them the best life. I love my home. Come on, yourself.