Life's Choices Fifty in the First Story Series

A few days after completing the "difficult", bumpy, epoch-making graduation design and resubmitting it to Mr. Zhao, the institute arranged several of our thesis defenses, remembering that on the eve of the thesis defense, I almost did not sleep and repeatedly organized the language logic of the next day in my heart. Many years later, in front of the internal booth of a very famous enterprise, I will feel empathy and empathy when I see those product introduction personnel practicing and explaining where suits and shoes are practicing! I don't know from which book the last words were copied from, but I clearly remember that I reverently said, "I am willing to answer your questions and questions below"? My instructor sat in the front row, squinting his eyes and nodding slightly, several of the respondents' questions seemed to come from different dimensions, I was nervous and hot-handed, fortunately they were not very embarrassed for a few of us, frankly our graduation thesis did not have any fatal errors, the pitch angle and azimuth angle of the antenna and the positioning coordinates seemed to be reasonable and conventional. Half an hour later, I returned to the stage full of anxiety, reverie about the results of today's defense...

After the graduation thesis defense, a few of us returned to the campus with the school bus for more than a month, when the car slowly entered the campus, I also stood up, grabbed the front handrail and looked around and looked at the campus from all angles without words, recalling the scene of myself entering the school as a new student and taking the school bus to Building 48 four years ago, the feeling was indeed very different, when I entered the school, I was full of confidence and longing, and today I was full of ignorance and no name. The summer on campus is still very hot, the French plane trees on the side of the road are still quietly blocking the noonday sun, the sunlight through the gaps in the leaves reflects each other on the road ahead, and there are still students who come and go and look hurry, laughing and running with men and women, just like the happy children in the movie "The Sound of Music". And all of this will soon be a thing of the past for us.

And some of my classmates are making suits for graduation ceremony photos, some students are preparing photos for souvenir distribution, some are going hiking around the school city, Cuihua Mountain, Lishan Mountain, etc., some even meet to climb Huashan Mountain to see the sunrise in the morning, and I meet Li SQ from the famous "General County" in Huangpi, Hubei Province, to play on the city wall and buy postcards with Huashan scenery, and it is also very poetic to wear a straw hat on the hot city wall!

At that time, the suit binding was very expensive for 35 yuan! I don't know why I didn't participate in the custom suit, that kind of navy blue suit set also has leather shoes or something that bothers me. I silently thought about what Vasily said to his wife in the movie "Lenin in 1918": "There will be milk, and there will be bread". When taking photos, I used a row of stepped shelves with dedicated front and back high, but in the summer, everyone was wearing light-colored shirts for graduation photos, and when taking photos, there were department leaders and teachers and girls in front, and I silently chose to stand in the last row to complete the group photo!

At that point in time, there were many rumors about the direction of graduation on campus, such as a certain student of a certain department who voluntarily went to the remote Great Northwest to aid Xinjiang, aid Tibet, etc., I actually hoped to choose in my heart was to go to the army to exercise and firmly believe that I could achieve something, but when faced with new changes and new choices, in the dark I chose to go to Sichuan, the country of Tianfu, where there is a quota, maybe one day in the future I can transfer back to XAN through a different place, which is this choice that completely changes the trajectory of my life...

2021-12-03 To be continued, real and original, update at any time, stay tuned!