Incense, after forty pages

I'm still willing to think of my wedding day as a good full moon. Although it is not, the body that weeps involuntarily; like the winter in the years makes people cold, like the heaviness of falling, like the lightness of the autumn wind to the fallen leaves. But it is not far-fetched to classify it as; it is a matter that is completely outside of life itself, and belongs to the perfection.

At six o'clock in the morning, Wang Feng and the person who picked up the relatives arrived, a big bus. I asked him, "What about sweaters?" ”

"Forgot."

I turned and went out through the side door of the yard and hid behind the house. The day before, I said to him, "I don't wear sweaters or do I feel cold, it looks like this on the wedding day, and there are no new sweaters yet?" "He told me he bought it. At this time, it is easy to say two words, and I still speak carelessly, and I do not say a word of reason. I didn't look at him and pulled his face down to show him. It is involuntarily trying to hide for a while, like a moment of not knowing how to calculate.

My sister came over and pulled me along, "Hurry up and get in the car, my mom is angry and scolded you." Out of the side door I did not cry and ran to the gate, seemingly brave stride meteor got into the car.

How the eighteen-mile road passed, whether I was standing or sitting, I don't remember as if I had lost it. How did I get to the new house, and what I did did was as if it were destroyed, and it didn't surface to me, and there was absolutely no trace. At this point, I can't think of it indefinitely, and I lose the memory of the beautiful or imperfect bride on the road. I can't look back, maybe the less one is more intimate! From now on, think of it as the best, smooth, untouchable period of time on your wedding day.

Memories sometimes flood; dozens of things come flooding in and out of nowhere. Sometimes miserly; like a flock of birds just a grain of corn. Sometimes it's not just a superficial pleasure, but a boiling overflow in the heart. Sometimes it's crazy to bite people; it's too late to make people feel so hard that you resent stupidity. It is humble and subtle, and if it is not caught, it will pass away with the wind. Sometimes the beaten flowers fall to the ground, falling to pieces. But for me: it doesn't affect the reverence for the 'birds' at all.

I'm old!

The desire to give up three feet cannot give up the half-window memory.

I am boiling shiitake mushrooms at this time, and the taste is like Chinese medicine, and the rich spring breeze is fifty miles, like: memories.

There was no ceremony that day, first aunt Chen, who was zhang Luo, introduced the people on both sides to know each other, nodded, and then did not know. I lit a cigarette for each of them, and the older ones said yes, the younger ones deliberately dodged, and the people around them all watched the hilarity and crowded each other, and everyone laughed and added fuel to the fire. Wang Feng came over and kicked a man softly, a sentence, "Who do I see?" "It was a celebration of the day.

People who admire Zhang Luo's things can change the language of any kind of scene, the fake smile has been hanging on the face, the mouth is a noble language, and the teeth are sharp. You can find many topics and stir up the atmosphere higher than the waves. The two words of great joy came out of the room, and everyone felt that they should share the same joy and shared it. What a good day! I was also surprised to find that, especially when old relatives and young friends got together; no one showed weakness, they all stared at each other and talked nonsense, bragging and showing, which can be said to be vividly displayed.

While the mother's family was eating, Wang Feng wrestled in the courtyard. He took off his coat and sweater and wore a brand new white shirt with a red cloth belt. A group of people formed a circle and took turns to come up, and then one by one was dropped, and the two people who came up together were also knocked down by Wang Feng. Everyone applauded one after another, and then they were booing and cheering.

These are all things that are very important.

I love scenes like this.

Although I still had a somber face and a stiff smile. I wanted to be happy, and I turned my mind back to my mouth in an instant. It is to calculate the accounts in the morning, and refuse to let go of their own hearts too heavy. Like to seek a thousand possibilities, and then reach what to practice. To do this, try to entangle yourself.

Weddings must have, regardless of conditions, and must be solemn at every moment. Red tape is no less, and meaning is in it, because everything of the day later stands out on the surface of memory. It zooms in with the slightest touch, and no matter how many years have passed, it stands at the top. It may also be that in the early days, because of the rush of life, there is little aftertaste. But as you get older, as soon as you think about it, you will appear precious, you will miss it, and you will instantly go back to that time.

Sending away my mother's family, I increased my loneliness in vain, standing outside the gate shivering coldly, Wang Feng asked me to pour wine for the guests, and followed him or directly reacted unhappy. After a while, I hugged my shoulders and ran to the house of my aunt next door, everyone was eating outside, a bunk was clean, I sat up, moved inside, there was heat coming up from under the body, very warm. At this time, the door opened, my mother-in-law and my eldest sister came in, and I asked me with a split head and a cover of face, "Why don't you buy sweater pants when the money is all given to you?" Who do you blame for the cold. ”

"Then there is something to say, don't get on the car in the morning, and it's not good to delay the hour." These are the words of the eldest sister. The mother-in-law then said, "Now get on the car and prick your ears and eyes." "I didn't say that the money was all in Wang Feng's pocket, and they all bought other things. Just don't say a word, don't look at them. My mother-in-law went out and repeated what she had just said as she went. Then he shouted again, "Come out to dinner." I still didn't move, but the tears came straight down, and I lay down along the kang and couldn't suppress the sadness. It's not that I'm going to grieve, it's the ghosts that make God send me, and when my father dies, he cries out in horror. At this time, it is like pushing myself to be sad, like I did not allow it to let out a loud cry of sorrow, sobbing and trembling, and the tears could not be wiped clean.

It was my greatest cry, different from the category of crying, and better than weeping.

It is a foreshadowing of the future.

Suddenly I heard Wang Feng calling out to me, and came out to stand in the courtyard, and between the two courtyards was a one-meter wall. My mother-in-law stood at the door over there and still stressed, "The money has been given, why don't you buy sweater pants, and show your face to whom." Wang Feng pointed at me and shouted:

"Go, go home, never come back."

Ten minutes away to the new house, none of us spoke, Wang Feng turned on the tape recorder and sang 'On the water side', he went to sleep under the covers. I sat on a stool, and it was just the time of the afternoon. I didn't move, I lay my back on the stool on it, listening to the song with an empty heart, unable to remember anything. Watching the sky slowly darken I quietly lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

It should be the time of the early morning, hungry straight saliva, Wang Feng is also, he pushed me a little and said, "Tonight we don't have to worry about being seen sleeping together by others, we can have no scruples." All these years, sneaking is really hard, always like a monkey to fight quickly, too difficult for people, you say? ”

We hugged tightly when we reconciled and forgot everything.

Embrace is the desire of a thousand words.

Probably the reason we were so hungry, we weren't sleepy anymore. Wang Feng said, "Getting married is being pushed out by your parents, pushing one by one, and your parents are getting old after pushing them." You're right not to argue with them, and I'm in favor. "I told him:

"This does not mean that in the future, the daughter-in-law and the mother-in-law are two people in the past life who have knocked out whose teeth have been knocked out, and when they meet in this life, they can't bear to look directly, they always twist their faces, maybe they will collide at any time, but generally they are soft tissue bruises and redness. Therefore, the farther away the distance is, the better, far away from the incense. ”

"Tell me if you have anything, and I'll fix it." I told him not to worry.

"I, don't clash inward."

to be continued

2021.11.30