Today's weight forward is for tomorrow's easier life

Life is too difficult, and this feeling of not being easy begins in August 2020. At that time, in order to buy a house in Wuhan, I pieced together all the money that I could have at home, including the money in the medical insurance card. Many years ago I have been urging to buy a house, my husband refused to shoot, last year I don't know which nerve took the wrong initiative to say that I wanted to buy a house. I think that since he wants to buy it, it is up to him, and life is afraid that he will not be able to make up his mind.

From the beginning of the deposit I began to reduce the life of clothing and food, when the seasons change, the clothes are all turned out one by one are old, the shoes are old, even the socks worn are broken and reluctant to discard, sew up and wear it, the key is that there are not many old ones; he is the same. The food on the table still carries a little meat, the amount is small, the taste is good, the fruit is bought less, and when you want to eat, you either buy a discount or go to your mother's place to play.

When I first paid the down payment, in addition to the amount at my disposal, the full amount was a total of 1.25 million, and then I borrowed some from the two aunts of the child and my parents, and finally paid the down payment to the loan; and then through the operation of almost half a year, finally handled a commercial loan of 350,000 to the bank, and repaid it in five years. Because there is still an old house in the middle that has not been sold, sometimes things are too hastily arranged too tightly, so that people do not have a chance to breathe, that time for money heartbeat acceleration can not sleep at night, because we have never borrowed a large amount of money from relatives like this, I really admire the child's second aunt and aunt dare to take hundreds of thousands of dollars to us to turn around. Fortunately, it seems that the heavens have been taking care of me, in the days when the husband's unit has a task to ask him to travel on a long business trip, I sold the old house at a not low price, and in April this year, I did his provident fund loan, and finally pressed the amount of the loan to the minimum limit we expected, and paid it off in five years, but the repayment amount reached more than 7,000 yuan per month.

The thrilling loan repayment process is over, followed by the day of repayment. We live in small prefecture-level cities, with low wages, and fortunately prices are not very high. The key is that the two people can get their hands on the salary and only have about a thousand yuan left after repaying the loan every month, and the two live with an old man of more than eighty. I often silently pray in my heart that the old woman should hold on and not get sick, because as long as she is sick, the family will suffer a bloody baptism, and she will not be able to find money anywhere.

Every day, I feel that I am holding my breath and carefully calculating the living expenses left in my hands; I pray that the relatives around me are healthy; and I pray that the business of the unit is booming.

Although the footsteps are heavy, I believe that today's weight forward is for a more relaxed life tomorrow; no matter how difficult the days are, as long as you try to face it, there will always be a moment to unlock.