These two days I became obsessed with the game Harry Potter, and in the game I met a second-grader in junior high school, and she shared with me the whole process of her crush on someone.
She said I always wanted to call him, not to say anything, just to hear his voice.
I think that in the student era, everyone must also have a person who secretly has a crush, knowing that it is impossible, but still can't help but want to know everything about him.
The other day, a friend who was watching his hometown sent a circle of friends.
The bride in the circle of friends is still as sunny and smiling as ever, which suddenly brings me back to my previous student days.
At that time, I was a bad student in the eyes of my teachers and classmates, I was often late for class, skipping class, deserting, often not wearing a school uniform, and the penalty station had long become a habit for me.
Once, in order to motivate me to learn, the teacher arranged me and her, who was a "three-good student", to become the same table, and she was the first person who was willing to take the initiative to smile at me and share snacks with me. As I became acquainted with her, I couldn't count how many times I had secretly looked at her.
In order to have more topics with her, I changed the appearance of hanging Er Lang Dang in the past, arrived at school on time, never skipped class, took the initiative to learn to read books and do problems every day, and often secretly bought her favorite small snacks, secretly ate together behind the books, and always went home around the road when school was over, just to stay with her for a while.
In fact, at that time, I also thought about confessing, and secretly put the love letters I wrote into her desk and bag several times, but after that, I always took them out secretly.
At that time, I always felt that I would not lose a person because of this recklessness.
But at that time, how could you know that the reason for losing a person was never only because of a confession, but more often, it was quietly lost in the gap of time.
On the day of graduation, she signed my classmates' record and wrote the sentence "We must become a better person", but since then, we have rarely seen each other, only occasionally chatting about the latest situation on qq, nothing else, and this like is also hidden in my heart more and more.
But she didn't know that I still have this book, and the memories of this youth are so beautiful.
There are really not many beautiful things in this world, such as autumn evenings and sunny days after heavy rain, but the most dazzling thing is that you are laughing and dying at that time.
Crush, like a person's soldiers, and it seems to be a person's momentum.
The TV series "Upstream" that I watched before talked about a crush after another, and once again made me feel that the crush was really too sad.
Xiao Tangerine has always been the girl that Lu Eleven likes in his heart, but this like Lu Eleven has always buried it in his heart, no one knows, he has been accompanying Xiao Tangerine as a friend, when Xiao Tangerine encounters difficulties, he will be the first to appear, and also teach her to play guitar and clean up the wounds after her injury.
Although the two often fight and complain to each other without mercy, in Lu Eleven's heart, they pay attention to the situation of a small orange every moment, and can always notice the good and bad of her emotions at the first time and solve problems for her.
That day, Lu Eleven suddenly received a confession from Xiao Tangerine, and one second he was still immersed in this sudden joy, ready to spoil himself, and then meet xiao Tangerine; the next second, he was told that this was just a truth or dare, and Lu Eleven's expression could not be expressed.
The girl in front of him is also experiencing a fruitless crush, when Xiao Tangerine knows that the boy she likes likes others, she sings a song "Do you know I'm waiting for you" with tears, obviously the lyrics and situation are in line with landing eleven, but the most uncomfortable thing is that this song is what Xiao Tangerine wants to say to another boy.
I think that Lu Eleven looked at the small orange on the stage, his heart should be full of mixed feelings, and the girl he had a crush on also had a crush about others who had no problem.
Suddenly I felt that there was a sentence that was quite suitable for Lu Eleven: "If you have to be in the same snow in this dynasty, this life is also a common white head", in different loves, there is the same kind of crush state of mind, then it is not counted, and the common love is once.
Crush is really a wonderful kind of suffering and loss, and there are really people who have hidden their love for many years in the rushing world.
At first I thought about her almost every day, but then I gradually calmed down, and I thought of her when I was particularly happy or sad.
This feeling gradually became a belief, which lasted almost the entire time of youth. Later, this feeling becomes a kind of persistence, and occasionally looking back on the past, there is a reason to persevere.
How long does it take to have a crush on someone, a year, five years, ten years, or more?
In fact, these numbers do not say anything, what matters is how you spend these times, what you do during these times.
Maybe years later, you will still be like this, trembling to pick up the phone to dial the person's phone, do not say anything, just want to listen to the other person's voice.
I am still very grateful for your appearance, at the beginning of my life there was no you, thank you for the sudden appearance of my life has brought a special meaningful day to my life.