After twenty-six pages of Incense

For three months, half of the time I was working as a waiter in the town, and the work of pouring water was quietly ignorant. The water is exquisite, the fish on the plate is fresh, and the white and tender I raise.

Come back and stand by the drill bed, too lazy to look, how much the soul is needed to be with me, this whimpering machine. It is best to simply ignore its existence, and every moment of seeing it makes people think about it, as if the trauma is shaking. Often when I go out and come back like this, I remember somewhat paradoxically how I got here. When I was quiet in the night, I only had a monologue and asked myself, "Did things from not so long ago calm back today?" I'm all scared? It was only a moment before I was distracted, and my thoughts were insignificant.

There are too many passions around time, and most of the time I can't look back at yesterday. In fact, at that time, I was lively, and I was most likely to be excited. And Zhang Min and the two always muttered at the side of the machine tool, happy to see others almost tripped by something for a day, hiding in the gap of the machine tool, thinking about it. We always carried our arms, maybe when we put our hands under each other's armpits, itched, and ran in the big factory building. Because most people spend most of their time going down to the front line to repair equipment.

However, at noon that day, Zhang Min ran to her sister halfway through the meal and took my hand and told me, "The laboratory is hiring, are you going?" Shall we go? I was punched and spat out a few ideal words, "I'll go, go." She hesitated slightly or said with me, I will go too.

As soon as we went to work in the afternoon, we went to the laboratory, and Director Liu said, "Come on, go to the personnel department to go through the formalities, come to work tomorrow morning, first go to the sampling room." "We ran back, the director here is not there, the two of us laugh and run around the machine, anxiously waiting for the director to return." At this time I looked at my drill bed very seriously, for three months, I did not look at it carefully, and now it did not dry up, it was found by me to be an elf, and the drill bit as thin as a sewing needle played with the thick iron pipe and became a lookout. The iron pipe glared, and the small holes were arranged roundly, like the eyes of the hypocritical wandering. Now, I want to abandon it and find its majesty and height. Am I stubborn? Bai Hao did not know the importance of technology, and at this time he did not know whether to pity himself or to give up the unshakable drill bed for a while, and his heart was weak.

I got up very early the next morning and went to the bath opposite to scrub the water. Throw off the old-fashioned, never-ending dark blue, big and fat work clothes that have lasted for a long time. Put on off-white pants, white shirts, leather shoes that Wang Feng bought for me, black. Swinging his ponytail impatiently, he waited for Zhang Min at the gate. Her family lives in the city and comes back in a commuter bus. Seeing her get out of the car and run over to me, she cried, her father scolded her, saying that she did not understand things, technical work is hung with a golden key, no matter where in the future is regarded as a person with capital, gradually upgraded, the salary is getting higher and higher. Her father let her and master Li eight grades to study, this factory is two earned eighty yuan wages, that is, technical personnel, the factory director is only fifty yuan salary, her father said disobedience to break her leg.

I went to work in the laboratory, took a small iron drum twice a day, went to the finished product workshop to scoop back a spoonful of samples for testing, and worked three shifts. Not for a long time, not recently, but at this time, such as removing some heavy fog. It was good that I could go home and work during the night shift, which was something I didn't need to say, my mother worked too hard. When you are in the dormitory, you can hide in the bed hole, listen to the radio arrogantly, and sit still, just like a quiet knitting sweater.

How stable, to give up what I don't like—whatever, without blinking an eye—I don't know how to say it—it's my own decision—I hang like a spider on my own phenomenon.

That day Zhang Qin deliberately found me, she was working in the warehouse, she was in a hurry, the noise of fast talking, Wang Feng and Qu Dahu, Qu Erhu fought. However, don't worry, Wang Feng did not suffer losses, the people in the security section have gone up, and now Qu Dahu is hospitalized, and he does not know where he was injured.

I was still panicked, pedaling my bike without stopping along the way, and when I arrived at Wang Feng's dormitory, it was like a bundle of wood falling apart. Knocking on his window, he was sleeping in the dormitory, sleeping on the night shift, he was sleepy, impatiently closing his eyes and coming out, his huge upper body bare-chested, his hair long covering his forehead. After standing firmly, he overflowed with a sense of victory, smiled and said, "You have also heard, ahem, the brothers were kicked by me one by one, kicked down, and then kicked and served." Don't look at their tall horses, not my opponents, two, three are the same. The two brothers are always opportunistic, everyone is full of cars, they just get a big stone across the car, half in the air, not once, detain them several times, still disobedient, they have long wanted to hit me, finally started, how, know my strength. You don't have to worry about it, it's all right. ”

But don't you think that fighting at this time is different from the time in the collective household? I said this about him, and he said with a straight face, "It wasn't me, it was they who hit me and didn't beat me." Well, you go back. "Then I said to myself to let Wang Feng listen, what if you beat someone up?"

He replied, "Then I'll hit him." ”

Things came out of Wang Feng's own thoughts, and I trembled in shock. Unexpectedly, it soon turned into a major event, an infinite extension of the dark influence on his future life...

to be continued

2021.11.10