It is better to be ashamed of things than to be ashamed of one's body, to be ashamed of one's body, and to be unashamed of one's heart. - "Heirloom"
The moon has clouds and sunshine, and people have sorrows and joys. In love, separation and reunion are normal things, but in this case, there are few people who can be unashamed.
As said in "Heirloom", in the face of a love, no matter whether the final result is satisfactory or not, as long as you think of this story, you are worthy of your heart, then it is a good memory.
When the great literary scholar Zhang Ailing married Lai Ya, it was considered by countless people to be Zhang Ailing's elaborate trap. Even 30 years later, When Laiya's daughter thinks of Zhang Ailing, her evaluation is still: "That woman is incomprehensible."
In fact, when Zhang Ailing faced the love with Laiya, even if she was opposed by many people, she still spent her life to guard this love and do her due responsibilities, she was already unashamed, and whenever she thought of this love, she would be happy.
If there is anyone in the world who is most obsessed with love, it must be a female writer who writes articles. They themselves show others the love of their dreams, and they also make themselves more obsessed with love.
At the age of 36, Zhang Ailing, who already had a place in the literary world, met a man in the United States who made her intoxicated- Laiya.
When this relationship was announced, countless Zhang Ailing fans were indignant about it, believing that it was a flower planted on cow dung from the East. Even at that time, Zhang Ailing's relatives and friends were advising her to consider carefully, and they also thought that this choice was very unworthy.
However, no matter what the gossip outside is, Zhang Ailing's love for LaiYa is still unwavering.
Gradually, everyone recognized this somewhat hasty relationship, and even, gossip began to change from advising Zhang Ailing not to marry Laiya to why Zhang Ailing wanted to marry Laiya.
Some people think that this is because Zhang Ailing has an Oedipal complex, otherwise why marry a man who can be his father? Some people also think that Zhang Ailing is interested in Lai Ya's money, but Lai Ya's family is surrounded by disciples, and this idea has become Zhang Ailing, who wants to get Lai Ya's guidance in literature.
However, a new fact has made Zhang Ailing the object of discussion among the people.
In 1950, Zhang Ailing became a U.S. citizen, which made everyone know why such a talented young woman should marry a little old man, because she wanted to enter the American market, Zhang Ailing wanted to make a living in the United States, become an American citizen, and also need the help of an American counterpart.
In this case, Lai Ya inexplicably became the most ideal partner for Zhang Ailing to join the United States again. As a result, everyone began to question Zhang Ailing's attitude and true purpose for this love.
Although thousands of miles away in the United States, Zhang Ailing still often hears various evaluations of her marrying Laiya, in fact, although Laiya's family is surrounded by disciples and is old, Zhang Ailing still does not dislike him, and has done all the things that a wife should do in life.
In Zhang Ailing's work "Whispers", there is a sentence that can well explain her happy life with Laiya: "The real home should be fitted, with my growth."
In a short sentence, it can be seen that although life at that time was very bitter, Zhang Ailing lived the happiest life in her life.
In many subsequent books describing Zhang Ailing's life in the United States, there is the same record of that period of time, although life is bitter, fortunately love warms them.
Although Lai Ya is poor and old, she is not stingy at all about Zhang Ailing. Every time when Zhang Ailing needed something, Lai Ya would always try everything to satisfy Zhang Ailing.
At the same time, Raya is also a person with no talent, he is very accomplished in literature, but he has never had the opportunity to show himself.
Although his talent has not been shown to the world, it has given Zhang Ailing great help, every time Zhang Ailing encounters difficulties in writing, Laiya will provide her with advice and help, and Zhang Ailing has always been deeply attached to Laiya.
In fact, Zhang Ailing's requirements for love are not high, the love she craves is very simple, she only wants a warm home, and there is a person who has always been inseparable from herself.
And Zhang Ailing found that Lai Ya was not only a confidant after crossing the sea of people, but also could meet all her needs for love. Therefore, no matter what the gossip outside, even if the whole family can only rely on Zhang Ailing to raise herself, she still has no regrets.
Laiya and his ex-wife have a daughter named Feith, and this stepdaughter is precisely what makes Zhang Ailing the most headache.
Because Fez was not satisfied with her father, plus a stepmother who was the same age as herself, this made Fez full of resentment towards this family, and she never gave Zhang Ailing and Laiya a good look, and the contradiction between Zhang Ailing and Fez became increasingly intense.
In 1967, Lai Ya died, Zhang Ailing after dealing with the aftermath, she left this home that is not worth her nostalgia, and did not meet With Fez for the rest of her life, follow-up, Fez's evaluation of Zhang Ailing is also that Zhang Ailing is an unreasonable woman.
But Zhang Ailing did not care about these evaluations in the slightest, in the more than ten years of her life with Laiya, she paid for all her in order to take care of Laiya, every expense of the family was paid by her, and all the things in the family were borne by her.
Every time she thinks about her life and Laiya's life for more than ten years, Zhang Ailing will talk to people about the warmth of that period of life, and there is no complaint about the difficulties she once had. "In all the relationships you want to cherish, it is good to have a clear conscience" This is Zhang Ailing's evaluation of her past life.
Although the final result is full of regrets, although the process is very painful, but Zhang Ailing does not have any complaints, this love left her with good memories and traces of happiness.
Before we understand the story of Zhang Ailing and LaiYa, we will definitely feel puzzled and confused about Zhang Ailing's decision. On the contrary, when we walk into their love story, we will find that this love is beautiful and pure.
From crossing the ocean to the United States to marry Laiya, to taking on all the gossip for this love, even if life is very bitter, there is no complaint, Zhang Ailing has gained a lot in this love, and she is also ashamed of this love. This is a woman who is in the best state when facing love, no matter what the final result is, without the slightest guilt.
Don't feel that in "Heirloom", the mention of the unashamed heart is far away from us, in fact, when we encounter love, do everything we should do well, believe in our lover, and make the bitter life warm Is actually not a difficult thing.