One Night Love Once sweet was just a short spring dream

In the dead of night, I opened my eyes in confusion, feeling the glare of the fluorescent lights overhead, surrounded by a cold white wall. I subconsciously raised my hand to cover my eyes. "Xiao Qing, you have finally woken up!" In my ears, my mother's familiar voice sounded. Am I finally awake? Do I sleep long? I looked at my mother with some confusion. It was as if overnight, My mother had aged a lot, her eyes were swollen, and she was visibly crying. "Poor boy, have you forgotten?" This is in the hospital. You have been in a coma for two days and two nights after the car accident. Your dad and I are worried about dying. You finally woke up, and that's a blessing in disguise..." Mom touched my face gently.

I just wanted to sit up, but I felt a sharp pain in my right foot, which reminded me of what happened...

On the night of the accident, I worked overtime at the company to check the accounts. After 10 o'clock, I finally finished the work at hand. I was about to go home when my colleague Wen Jian warmly offered to invite me to dinner. After a tiring day, dinner was just a cup of instant noodles. I just wanted to relax, so readily agreed. I know Wen Jian likes me. Although he was embarrassed to express himself, I could feel his extraordinary concern for me. Take tonight, for example. He didn't have to work overtime at all, but he kept grinding until now. I knew he wanted to be with me.

Wen Jian took me to a famous food stall. It was hilarious and I was happy to talk and laugh with him. After drinking a few beers, Wen Jian blushed and asked me: "Xiao Qing, you are so beautiful, there must be a lot of boys chasing you!" I wonder who will be lucky enough to marry you in the future? I smiled and said, "What about you?" Do you like me? "

"Of course, you're not going to laugh at me. Toads want to eat swan meat. I'm not handsome enough, I don't have any money. How can you look up to me? Wen Jian's voice was full of sadness. There's a little bit of sweetness in my heart. In fact, I like Wenjian. He is gentle and attentive and has strong working ability. However, the girl's reservedness made me secretly hide that love in my heart. Now, since Wen Jian mentioned this topic, I simply opened the window paper. "I don't think finding a boyfriend is looking for a meal ticket. The key is whether there is feelings, as long as the other party has good character, sense of responsibility, and self-motivation. ”

Wen Jian was so excited that he dared to hold my hand, but I didn't refuse. Maybe I'm happy. Wen Jian drank a little too much. I tried to persuade him several times, but he ignored it and said he wanted to celebrate. As a result, he had an accident on his way home on a motorcycle ...

As soon as I thought of Wen Jian, my heart tensed. Why didn't he show up? Will he... I didn't dare to think about it, so I quickly asked my mother. Mom said that Wen Jian had only suffered some skin trauma and had been discharged from the hospital. I felt a little relieved. When I woke up, Wen Jian didn't show up until the third day. At the bedside, he kept saying "I'm sorry" to me and he would be responsible for me.

The sweetness of a night of evil is only a short spring dream.

But when I was discharged from the hospital, Wen Jian learned that my right foot was permanently disabled, so he withdrew.

I was 21 years old. Falling in love with someone for the first time in my life. However, my love ended before it really began, leaving only a disabled leg and a broken heart.

Having experienced such a catastrophe, I am depressed. I quit because I didn't want to see anything healthy or injured. I shut myself in my room all day and secretly cried. Seeing that they are getting thinner and thinner day by day, my parents are very distressed. They decided to arrange a marriage for me so that I could get out of the trough of my life as quickly as possible. The first time I met Dong Qiang, the man who later became my ex-husband, I didn't feel anything, I didn't like it or hate it. However, my parents were extremely happy with Dongqiang. Maybe they think that a man who looks fair, does things fairly, and doesn't dislike me is already my destiny.

In this way, at the age of 22, I quickly married my wife. After living with Dong Qiang, he regretted this hasty marriage. Dong Qiang has no high education, is grumpy, and rude. Sometimes, we argue over small things, and he will attack me mercilessly. Many times, I have become numb to the pain in my body, but the wounds in my heart have been dripping blood. I complained to my mother that I wanted to end this unhappy marriage, but my mother always advised me: "Child, bear with me." How many men have good tempers? "How do couples live without stumbling?" They'll be fine when you have kids..."

However, the birth of my daughter did not change my situation, and Dongqiang still beat me and scolded me everywhere. What makes me even more sad is that when my daughter was only one year old, he had an affair. After two years of arguing, I left him and my daughter was sentenced to Dong Qiang. I don't want my daughter, but I also know I can't afford a better life for her. Because I loved my daughter, I chose to give up on her with tears.

After the divorce, I had a tough time. I didn't want to move back to my parents' house because I was afraid of hearing my parents' sighs. With the help of friends, I got a job at a small company and finally had a source of income. I had a new circle of life, new friends, life getting better and better every day, and I started to laugh again. However, when I returned to the rented cabin at night, I was alone and lonely.

Occasionally when I came home, my mother would always ask me with concern whether I had met the right person, and if so, whether I would become a family again. Friends also encouraged me, saying that I was still young and should not live alone for the rest of my life.

After divorcing me, Dong Qiang soon remarried. I used to worry that the woman named Qiu wouldn't be good for my daughter. Once when I took my daughter out to play, I secretly asked her, "Is Auntie good to you?" Did she hit you? The daughter said in a gentle voice, "She is not an aunt." Dad said she was my mom too. Autumn's mother loves me very much. Buy me good food and Barbie dolls..."

My daughter's words made me both relieved and a little disappointed. Knowing that my daughter is doing well, I am relieved, and what my friends say is also reasonable: Dongqiang has failed me, it is his fault, and I do not need to live in pain for the mistakes of others. At that moment, I decided to bravely pursue my own happiness.

I started going on frequent blind dates, hopefully each time, but disappointed each time. Seeing my face, the men were like picking up a treasure; but when I saw my feet, they all flashed faster than rabbits... The little bit of confidence I eventually re-established was gradually worn away. It wasn't until January this year that I met Shen Jian. Shen Jian, 35, runs a well-known company with tens of millions of assets, has been divorced for 5 years, and has a son by his side. At first it was just a phone call, no meeting. On the phone, Shen Jian's voice was very magnetic, which made me feel very excited. But I didn't know at the time that he was a big boss with a successful career. It wasn't until two months after we met, one day, that I met him online. He suggested video chatting with me, also called "meet up" with me. I agree. Obviously, Shen Jian is very satisfied with my appearance, and I admire Shen Jian very much. He looked gentle and full of the charm of a mature man.

That day, I talked to Shen Jian for a long time, and he told me his true situation. Knowing that Shen Jian's conditions were so superior, I had even less confidence. I told him frankly, "I don't want to hide it from you. I am an emotionally hurt woman with a slight disability on one leg but it doesn't affect her life. If you can accept it, we will continue to associate; if you can't accept it, then we don't have to meet. I can't afford to lose a second time..."

Shen Jian said sincerely, "I value a person's inner beauty. Through this conversation, I feel that you are a kind woman, and of course you are also very beautiful. If I just want to find a beautiful woman, there are too many people around me. "I was so touched and I felt lucky to meet such a nice man.

The next night, Shen Jian suddenly called to say that a good friend of his who had not seen him for many years had come to Wuhan. They had dinner at the property and wished I could go there. I am very happy. Since he wanted to introduce me to his friend, it meant that he approved of our relationship. It was very late to send my friend that day, and he suddenly said to me: "It's so late, why not find a hotel to rest!"

Of course, I understood shen jian's meaning. Seriously, I said, "I can't play with feelings." If you just want to play with women, I'm sorry you've found the wrong person. "Don't get me wrong, don't you understand my feelings for you?" Shen said sincerely, "Well, I'll take you to my house to find the door, and it will be your house from now on."

Happiness came so quickly that I felt dizzy. Following Shen Jian to his house, I found out that he was the only person in this huge duplex building. That night, I stayed...

However, after a night of gentleness, Shen Jian changed. When he got up the next morning, he said his company had something to do, so he hurried me home. He hasn't contacted me since. When I called, he either didn't answer the phone or simply shut down. A week later, he finally answered my phone, but said to me, "Things are moving too fast between us." Give me a little time to get used to it. ”

With the passage of time, Shen Jian completely disappeared from my life. Is the sweetness of the past just a short spring dream?