Will the green plum bamboo horse really get married and have children? Heart-wrenching

He was three years older than me. He was excellent from an early age, with good grades, a cheerful personality, filial piety, and handsome appearance. Everyone in the neighborhood knows that there is such a "three good youth" in our village. Yes, it's "someone else's child" and I'm the one being compared.

My self-esteem has always been low. My mom also likes to compare me with him, saying that he studies well and has a good personality. Unlike me, he was stupid and had a stupid mouth that couldn't compare with him academically.

It is no exaggeration to say that I grew up living in his shadow. That's why I hated him for so long. I didn't want to talk to him and wouldn't go to him. As long as my mother compared me to him, I was miserable and depressed.

So part of the reason for our general relationship is my "ostrich policy." I think the shadow he's cast on me is really good. In fact, I knew it wasn't his fault, but at the time, when I was young and immature in my mind, I chose to avoid solving problems.

If an adult makes fun of me and him, I'll get angry. In junior high school, the idea wasn't that extreme. He was really great. My cooking is my own. As mentioned earlier, because we were three years old, when I was in elementary school, my family went to work in another county. I also went there to study until the sixth grade, so the running track of our school was already separated.

We started junior high school in the countryside from the sixth grade, so I only had one year of experience with him. That's when I realized I kind of liked him.

I think that was the peak of his presence at the time. Hahaha, in my opinion, with the blessing of the aura of the school bully, I am the school bully hero in the campus novel, I am not a heroine, but the author himself [spicy].

As he spoke under the flag, I stood in the line and secretly watched him. Listen to their homeroom teacher silently praising him in the office.

Once, when he was tutoring me with my homework, I saw a piece of paper in his textbook. It should be a love letter written to him by someone else. I was in a bit of pain at the time, but I didn't see anything. I didn't tell my friend about it, but when I think of him, my book is full of his name.

I hid well and deceived everyone, even myself.

That was the year I had the deepest crush. After his first day in junior high school, he attended the best high school in our city. He had only been back once in a long time. He rarely sees each other and doesn't like him very much. When I filled out my volunteer in the third grade of junior high school, I didn't choose the high school he was in.

First of all, I have a serious preference for science, and science sucks and math sucks even worse. I used to worry that with my high school entrance exam scores, not to mention the key high schools, even ordinary high schools were mysterious. Hey, when it comes to math, it's like eating bitter melon flavored huanglian. Second, because he had a good advantage in science at that high school, I had to choose the liberal arts.

And, when I was in high school, he would go to college too. A few days before my high school entrance exams, he also helped me study science. After the results came out, I went to another key high school because several of our english students in our class did not do well in the exams, and the number of students enrolled in that school was small, which gave me an advantage. He gave me a notebook and a "letter of encouragement" that I put on my notebook as chicken soup for my soul to cheer myself up.

After the college entrance examination, he said he did not do well. His first volunteer did not record at Harbin Institute of Technology, but went to HD. The bad thing is that people don't get good grades, and even if I repeat them, I can't pass the exams.

In high school, closed management, no mobile phone, half a month off, no contact. I don't think much of him.

Three years after high school, I was abused in math for three years. I want to drop out of school and go home to farm. Luckily, I survived. Went to a university in the province. At that time, when I was filling out the volunteers, I was actually a little hesitant to report to the school in Changsha and approach him, but I also wanted to go out to see, but what happened later made me confirm that I had been thinking of each other. He was really boring to me. The first few volunteers I didn't have in Changsha. After the exam, my friends and I went to Changsha to play.

We were both lost. In addition, there are several times in Changsha. That day we climbed Mount Yuelu and got lost after descending the mountain. We were also fascinated. We don't know why we're following two foreign friends. We got lost.

We walked a long way to their school. I thought his school was nearby, so I called him and told him I was here with my friends and asked if he was at school. I don't remember what he said.

In any case, he couldn't come. Let's go everywhere on our own. I was a bit lost at the time, so I went to a stadium with my friend and sat there for a while. I think my crush should end here and our relationship can only be acquaintances. When I went to college, I didn't have anything to do with him. I met my boyfriend in my freshman year.

He Baoyan went to the magic capital, his parents moved to the county seat, and his grandparents were still in the countryside, so they came here occasionally.

We used to be embarrassed to chat, but we couldn't talk freely. There is no common topic. I remember one time we were talking about fiction. I said I like to read romance novels. He seemed shocked and didn't answer my words.

I was embarrassed on the spot! Sisters, I thought I had said something perfidious, which shocked him. But reading novels is really one of my biggest hobbies. Maybe we really don't fit in.

Let's examine whether the green plum bamboo horses can all be together. From this point of view, Shakespeare once said that he who abandons time, time also abandons him. This sentence is very short, but it makes me think about it. I think Mercura once mentioned, don't ask what the secret of success is, and do your best to do what you should do. I hope that you will also appreciate this sentence well.