On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, I submitted my resignation and decided to leave the hospital environment, which was full of right and wrong.
On the day I returned to the countryside for a vacation, my phone almost blew up.
My boyfriend's childhood sweetheart kept sending me messages, asking why I didn't continue to write SCI medical papers.
Immersed in the tranquility and beauty of the countryside, I decisively turned off my phone in search of a hint of peace.
In my last life, my hard-working surgical SCI paper was accused of plagiarism.
People around me accused me of being shameless, unscrupulous, and unworthy to be a doctor.
On the Internet, netizens launched fierce attacks on me, and some extreme netizens even waited in front of my house and drove into my elderly parents, resulting in their tragic death.
Witnessing all this, I couldn't bear such a blow, had a nervous breakdown, suffered from a serious mental illness, and was finally forcibly sent to a mental hospital by my boyfriend and his childhood sweetheart.
One night, I ended my life with a red rope.
When I opened my eyes again, I went back to a month before the paper was published.
1
The moment I opened my eyes, I realized that I had been born again.
"Lin Yuru, your achievements are truly admirable! The publication of this paper is a great contribution to our hospital in the field of surgery! ”
"I really didn't expect that Lin Yuru not only has outstanding appearance, but also has such profound attainments in the fields of surgery and orthopedics, you are simply my model!"
The team members cast their eyes full of admiration.
At this time, the chief of surgery, who was also my mentor, also stepped forward to affirm my work.
"Well done, your research topic is extremely valuable, and you are a role model for all of our healthcare professionals. When you finish the rest, it's bound to make a splash in the medical community. ”
With tears in my eyes, I looked around at these familiar faces with guilt.
These people have been implicated in my plagiarism scandals, some have been demoted, some have been forced to leave their jobs, and some have even been blacklisted in the medical profession and lost the opportunity to become doctors forever.
I felt very guilty, but more of a fear in my heart!
I glanced at the time on my phone, and it was less than a month since I published that SCI paper.
I will always remember the day when I was surrounded by countless gossip and vicious invective.
The hospital's website was paralyzed by angry netizens, and the hospital's phone was also flooded by netizens, filling it with scolding.
"What kind of hospital are you guys! Is it just to shield a plagiarist like Lin Yuru! ”
"If Lin Yuru continues to be a doctor, I will go to your hospital and make a big fuss!"
"Why haven't this kind of person disappeared yet! How deserving she is to be a doctor! Completely disregarding the safety of the patient's life and treating other people's lives as a joke! ”
The doctors and nurses at the hospital, they looked at me with sharper eyes than knives.
"Do you know, she is the female doctor who plagiarized Zheng Ling, she is really shameless!"
"It's ridiculous that this kind of woman dares to boast that she is proficient in multiple fields of medicine! Maybe she's secretly having affairs with a lot of male doctors! ”
"I heard that she had an affair with the dean, and she was a mistress who was fostered, and she was simply a master of playing with feelings."
These baseless and vicious accusations and invectives continue to ring in my ears.
I suddenly woke up from a nightmare, sweat soaking my clothes and a chill enveloping my body.
The reason for all this is because of the person named "Zheng Ling", who accused me of plagiarizing her paper.
Zheng Ling comes from a medical family and just transferred to our hospital this year, her parents are well-known in the medical community, and she is also my boyfriend Yang Qi's childhood sweetheart.
She is sweet and fair-skinned, and as soon as she arrives at the hospital, she attracts the pursuit of many male doctors, and Yang Qi is no exception, always looking for opportunities to approach her and be courteous to her.
Once, after a night shift, I had just finished an operation and sat in the passenger seat exhausted, barely able to keep my eyes open.
But because of Zheng Ling's appearance, Yang Qi actually let me get out of the car and let me walk home alone in the dark, completely ignoring the safety of my girl walking at night.
Every time I quarreled over Zheng Ling's affairs, Yang Qi would accuse me of being unreasonable, saying that I was jealous.
There was even a time when I overheard him joking with a colleague, saying that I was not good-looking, that there were many things, and that he knew to be jealous all day long, and that he had long wanted to break up with me.
I had offered to break up many times, but he always coaxed me sweetly the next day, but now, I decided not to be his spare tire anymore.
I suppressed the fear in my heart, and opened Zheng Ling's circle of friends nervously, and found that she had just updated a news:
"After a month of hard work, my SCI medical thesis is finally nearing completion!"
She also attached a few screenshots of the abstract and structure of the paper, and although there were not many contents, I felt a chill when I saw the contents of the screenshots clearly.
Isn't that the part of my surgical dissertation that I just drafted?
If it is a coincidence that the topic is the same, and the structure of the argument is also the same, then even the style of writing is exactly the same, can it still be a coincidence?
Not only are the structural serial numbers the same, the number of words is the same, but even the specific arguments, lines and citations are word-for-word, can two people's thinking be so similar?
I immediately opened my draft and compared it, and it turned out that it was not similar, it was simply identical!
This paper was obviously written by me independently, and it is impossible for anyone to know my thoughts in advance.
I checked the time she posted on Moments and found that it was an hour before I finished the draft, which left me in deep self-doubt.
At that moment, my mind was filled with the voices of people in my previous life questioning me and malicious attacks.
"It looks like a human, but I didn't expect it to be a plagiarist, I heard that she has also published a lot of academic papers, are those also plagiarized?"
"Such a person being a doctor is simply a shame in the medical profession, a scum among doctors, and if she is allowed to continue to practice medicine, it is extremely irresponsible for life!"
"Plagiarists should be punished! They should be gone forever! It's better to have a car accident and make her disappear with her family! ”
Thinking about it, I could barely keep my body steady and felt like I could fall down at any moment.
I stared at the familiar text on the computer screen, hesitated for a long time, and finally made up my mind to delete all the drafts.
Since the surgical SCI paper has been accused of plagiarism, I can't let my orthopedic SCI paper suffer the same challenge. I believe that with my years of in-depth research in the field of orthopedics, I can complete a brand new thesis in a month, even if I need to stay up late to catch up with work.
2
With this idea in mind, I couldn't control it, and every day after work, I locked myself in my room and buried myself in writing, checking the information, and corroborating the arguments.
On the seventh night after staying up late to catch up on the manuscript, the door was gently pushed open, and the kind and familiar face of the mother was greeted by her. She held a bowl of sugar water in her hand and gently placed it on my table, and I couldn't help but feel sad when I saw her concern.
"Mom, it's so late, why haven't you rested yet?" I asked.
"Girl, you're working so hard, it's not good for your eyes to be in front of the computer for a long time." My mother's reminder made me wake up suddenly.
These words seem to be enlightened, why didn't I think of it? I can write without a computer and use pen and paper to write drafts. In this way, won't the problem of plagiarism be solved? When the submission is near, I input the content into the computer, and even if I find similar or duplicate content, I can revise it in time.
In the hospital, I am the only one who is proficient in surgery and orthopedics at the same time, and no one can complete such a difficult orthopedic SCI thesis in such a short time, not even Zheng Ling.
Thinking of this, my mood was relaxed, and I firmly believe that there will be no more plagiarism problems this time. I excitedly kissed my mother on the cheek and told her to hurry to rest, then continued to sit at the table and began to write my draft essay by hand.
After a long night of hard work, I finally finished the first draft of my orthopedic SCI paper. Looking at his results, I feel great joy in my heart. This paper is related to whether I can represent the hospital abroad for academic exchanges with internationally renowned hospitals, which is an extremely important opportunity in my career and should not be taken lightly.
However, before I had time to rejoice, my heart sank again, and an uneasy mood enveloped me. Recalling her previous life, Zheng Ling teary-eyed me accused me of plagiarizing her paper in front of everyone in the hospital, and broadcast the whole process live on the Internet.
She was already sweet and pitiful, which soon aroused everyone's sympathy and anger. The colleagues I had worked with looked disappointed, shook their heads and sighed, while others blamed me on the spot. The scolding on the Internet is even more turbulent, and all kinds of ugly words emerge in endlessly.
"Looking at her appearance, you know that she is not a good person, and even the little girl's paper is plagiarized!"
"Even if you look ugly, if you are so vicious, this kind of person should be killed on the spot, so as not to harm others again!"
"That little girl is so naïve, when she met such a vicious woman, if it were me, I would have scratched her face a long time ago!"
"Has anyone organized it? Let's go to the hospital together and let this woman fuck off! ”
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, my thesis was completely done by myself and had nothing to do with Zheng Ling, why did she slander me like this? The more I tried to clarify, the more intense the invective.
The most unforgettable thing for me is what Zheng Ling said to everyone at the time: "Lin Yuru's position is higher than mine, and I have always been worried that she will be excluded by speaking out about this matter." I thought about it for a long time before I mustered up the courage to say it. Brother Yang Qi is right, we should not condone plagiarists. ”
The way she looked at the time made everyone's condemnation of me even more intense. It was precisely because of her words that extreme netizens drove into my parents, causing them to pass away.
Every time I think about it, I feel grief-stricken and my heart is filled with anger. I can't let this weird thing happen anymore, I have to get to the root of the problem!
When I came back to my senses, it was already dawn. I washed up and went to the hospital, and early in the morning I heard someone discussing something.
"Have you heard, at 4 o'clock in the middle of the night last night, Zheng Ling posted on Moments, saying that her paper was plagiarized and had to be rewritten. This time, her thesis was about orthopedics. ”
"No, it won't! Zheng Ling is so powerful? I thought she only knew surgery, but I didn't expect that she even knew orthopedics? ”
"This kind of plagiarist is so hateful! The SCI papers that people worked hard to write for a month and stayed up late were in vain. ”
When I heard the news, I was shocked and my first thought was to confront her face to face.
3
But before I could look for her, my hospital work group had exploded, all discussing the same thing.
Zheng Ling released a new news early in the morning, in the video she cried so that her eyes were red and swollen, and her voice was choked, even I couldn't help but feel a little sad.
"How can anyone in this world enjoy the honor of plagiarism so comfortably? I re-conceived a SCI academic paper on orthopedics, and I don't believe she dared to openly plagiarize this time! She said this at the end of the video, and my heart tightened after listening to it, her next paper turned out to be in the direction of orthopedics!
Could anyone really have such a similar mindset? I changed the topic of orthopedics, and she followed suit, but in my impression, Zheng Ling is not good at orthopedics.
While my thoughts were confused, another message popped up in the group. Some people say that Zheng Ling was hit by this incident and suffered from mild depression and asked for leave today. As soon as this news came out, the heat of the whole incident rose again.
My boyfriend Yang Qi shouted the loudest in the group: "This matter must be strictly investigated!" Find out the plagiarist and give Zheng Ling justice! Let the plagiarist leave the medical profession, she is not worthy to be a doctor! ”
The party Zheng Ling quoted Yang Qi's words soon after, and replied: "Thank you, Brother Qi, I miss the soup made by my aunt again." ”
"When you're in a better mood, come over at any time, I'll ask my mother to stew soup for you!" Yang Qi responded.
At this moment, I realized that I had made the right decision to break up in the first place.
Other people's arguments were also one-sided, all of them were denouncing the plagiarists, and even began to ask the hospital to cooperate with the investigation, trying to use public opinion to influence the hospital's decision-making.
Looking at the solitaire in the group, my consciousness was a little blurred, and those terrible memories came flooding back like a tide, and my thoughts were filled with those vicious words from my previous life.
"Be careful at night, black and white impermanence is waiting for you!"
"You are such a disgusting woman, you have caused other little girls to be so miserable, people like you will have retribution sooner or later, and your family will be affected by you!"
Unexpectedly, this sentence was finally fulfilled, and my parents died because of me.
Remembering their tragic situation, my heart was filled with grief and anger, my hands clenched, my nails digging deep into my palms.
I can't let this happen again, I have to figure out what the hell is going on.
Just as I was staring intently at the phone screen, someone suddenly @ me.
"I heard that Lin Yuru, who is in surgery with Zheng Ling, has also been preparing SCI papers recently, so it can't be that she plagiarized, right?"
"I've heard people in her group say that the topic is the same as Zheng Ling's."
"Lin Yuru? She's a top student, and I've heard that she's published a lot of SCI papers before, so she shouldn't need to plagiarize, right? ”
"But it's hard to say, after all, who knows people but doesn't know their hearts, who knows if her previous papers were also plagiarized?"
For a while, speculation about me plagiarizing Zheng Ling's paper came one after another.
At this critical moment, Yang Qi chose to remain silent and did not stand up to defend me.
I felt disappointed.
I wanted to quit the group chat and calm down, but I saw someone post a few screenshots of Zheng, which are part of Zheng Ling's latest orthopedic SCI paper.
"In order to prevent plagiarism, I posted my latest draft, and asked everyone to help me testify in the future." Zheng Ling had an aggrieved expression, and someone immediately expressed support.
"Don't worry! We all know your abilities, whoever dares to plagiarize, we will discredit her! ”
"That's right! We all support you, Zheng Ling, you are beautiful and kind, and you deserve the protection of all of us! ”
I clicked on the screenshot with trembling fingers, and at that moment, I suddenly felt a chill rise up my spine.
This is exactly the same as what I wrote in my manuscript last night!
4
I frantically picked up the manuscript and compared it, and when I got the confirmed results, I collapsed in my seat.
Once again, a voice echoed in my heart:
Could it be that there are a pair of eyes looking at me?
The thought of this makes my hair stand on end.
I thoroughly checked my seat, including personal belongings, and found no cameras or other surveillance devices. My computer was also thoroughly scanned and no viruses or Trojans were found.
My mind was full of doubts and I didn't understand what the problem was. I'm sure my subsequent drafts are done independently, and I even switch to handwritten drafts to be on the safe side. But for some reason, there are always people who can publish the same content one step ahead.
The more I thought about it, the more uneasy I felt, as the memories of my previous life of being blamed by everyone and the tragic death of my parents kept echoing in my mind.
I forced myself to calm down and think carefully. Every time I write a dissertation, I do it at home, and it's impossible for anyone to know my idea in advance.
I compared Zheng Ling's screenshots again, and found nothing other than reconfirming that our content was exactly the same.
I sighed deeply and kept asking myself: Do I really want to give up this rare opportunity? I'm not reconciled, why should I bear the stigma of plagiarism for the results I worked so hard to write?
Thinking about Zheng Ling's background and the support given to her by everyone in the hospital, I realized that if it really happened, I might still not be able to prove my innocence and might repeat the same mistakes.
For the first time, I experienced the feeling of hopelessness, knowing that something was about to happen but not being able to do anything about it.
At this time, I had a splitting headache and felt dizzy, as if Yang Duo's eyes were watching me, and they seemed to be laughing at me.
I rushed to the bathroom and cooled myself down by washing my face with cold water. Just then, my phone vibrated a little.
"The latest big melon is here! The person who plagiarized Zheng Ling has been found! ”
Immediately afterwards, someone posted a photo in the group, and I looked at it and almost suffocated.
Isn't that my desk? My manuscript was turned over.
"It's so damning! Even the orthopedic thesis is not spared, it is really shameless! ”
"How can we have such a doctor in our hospital!"
The group exploded again.
I hurried back to my desk, my mind blank all the way, and all I could hear was my own rapid heartbeat and breathing.
When I got back to my desk, there was no one around, only scattered drafts.
Someone looked through my manuscript and secretly took a photo and posted it to the group.
To my surprise, Zheng Ling responded lightly.
"Don't worry, everyone, my manuscript has been shown to the deputy director in advance, and if she dares to submit plagiarized content, it will only ruin her future."
"Well done! Dr. Zheng is really smart, so that plagiarists will not dare to publish the manuscript. ”
"We've got your back! Plagiarism must be eradicated and plagiarists must be severely cracked down! ”
A group of people have expressed their support below.
Seeing this, my breathing became more and more rapid, I felt a little suffocated, almost out of breath, and in a trance I seemed to hear someone calling my name.
Just when I was almost going crazy, a hand slapped me on the shoulder, and I woke up suddenly.
5
"What's wrong with you? I told you a few times and there was no response, seeing that you were sweating profusely, is it uncomfortable? "Yang Qi doesn't know when he will appear by my side.
At that moment, I gradually regained my senses, and with a glance, I found that Zheng Ling was beside Yang Qi.
In order not to let them see my embarrassed appearance, I tried my best to remain calm and shake my head in response.
"I'm fine, just thinking about something."
Yang Qi didn't seem to take this matter to heart, but said it very perfunctorily.
"You should exercise more, your body is too weak."
"Look at Zheng Ling, she insists on exercising every week, how great is her figure? What is like you, the fat around your waist...... I'm too lazy to say it. ”
There was a hint of disgust in his eyes.
I tried to suppress the anger in my heart and didn't speak, while Zheng Ling added fuel and vinegar to the side.
"Brother Yang Qi, don't blame Sister Yuru, she is a top student in our hospital, and her time is spent studying, so naturally she doesn't care too much about body management. I can't, I'm stupid. ”
Yang Qi touched her head dotingly in front of me.
"Who says you're stupid? Not only are you smart, but you're also beautiful, unlike some people......"
Yang Qi was halfway through speaking, his gaze turned to me, and the meaning couldn't be more obvious.
Zheng Ling looked very proud, looked at me with provocative eyes, and deliberately raised his voice:
"Sister Yuru, I was supposed to be on vacation today, but Brother Yang Qi said that he wanted to take me to relax, and we plan to go to KTV to sing after work, do you want to come together?"
Looking at her seemingly innocent face, I only felt a pang of disgust, and the anger in my heart was irrepressible.
This kind of scheming person, I instinctively want to stay away, how can I agree?
But before I could refuse, Yang Qi said with a straight face:
"Zheng Ling kindly invited you, but you still put on a reluctant look, it's up to you whether you go or not!"
Zheng Ling immediately took Yang Qi's hand and shook it.
"Brother Yang Qi, don't be angry, Sister Yuru will definitely go, otherwise...... Others would think she's running away from something, right, Sister Yuru? ”
I was so angry that I almost gritted my teeth.
Isn't she referring to plagiarism? It occurred to me that if I really refused, wouldn't I be playing into her hands and making everyone mistakenly think that I was weak-hearted.
"Okay, I'll go!"
After work, I got into Yang Qi's car, but this time, he let me sit in the back seat, and Zheng Ling sat in the passenger seat.
"Yuru Yuru, Zheng Ling is prone to motion sickness, so I let her sit in the front, don't you mind?" Yang Qi turned around and asked me.
Although it seemed like it was asking for my opinion, it was actually informing me that I couldn't refuse.
Zheng Ling didn't speak, just smiled at me, and in her smile, I clearly saw a trace of pride and contempt.
When I arrived at KTV, I found that the room was already full of people, I didn't know any of these people, probably colleagues from Yang Qi's department, and I didn't have much intersection.
Yang Qi was busy socializing and left me in a corner, and Zheng Ling was even more like me when I didn't exist, talking and laughing with other people.
She was sweet-looking, soft-voiced, and quickly mingled with the others.
Not long after, everyone coaxed Yang Qi and Zheng Ling to sing a love song hand in hand, and the two sang a song of He Jie's "Little Forever" affectionately.
Until the whole song was sung, the two kept holding hands, looking at each other affectionately, and the others applauded and admired.
6
In the KTV box, Zheng Ling's singing won a lot of praise, she seemed to be the center of attention, and I felt like I was on pins and needles. I was thinking about whether I should leave when a pointed question was raised.
"Doctor Yang, you and Zheng Ling are such a match, when will you invite us to drink a wedding wine?"
"That's it, we're all ready for red envelopes, just waiting for your good news!"
"That's right! You two are a match made in heaven, kiss one! ”
Others also coaxed, Yang Qi looked at me embarrassedly, and then explained: "You misunderstood, Zheng Ling and I are childhood sweethearts, and she is my girlfriend." ”
The people around were stunned for a moment, and someone said in surprise: "No, when did your vision become so bad?" She looks ordinary. ”
"Compared to Zheng Ling, it's a world of difference, you're not kidding, are you?"
Zheng Ling looked at me with a smile and lost no time in adding, "You don't know her yet, do you?" She is a beautiful doctor in both surgery and orthopedics in our hospital, Dr. Lin Yuru! ”
When they heard my name, everyone looked surprised.
"She's Lin Yuru?" Someone couldn't help but ask.
Yang Qi didn't answer, it was a tacit acquiescence, and the atmosphere in the room became a little awkward, and the eyes of the others looking at me were full of contempt.
"Is it that she plagiarized Zheng Ling's paper? It's so shameless to dare to come here and be embarrassed! ”
"Zheng Lingren is beautiful and kind-hearted, so he is willing to ignore his past suspicions, if it were me, a cup of cold water would have been poured over a long time ago."
Yang Qi seemed to want to say something, but in the end he just took a sip of wine in silence, trying to defuse the embarrassment.
I felt the hostile gaze around me, and I felt the urge to flee.
At the moment when I stood up, Zheng Ling suddenly fell next to me, and the document bag in her hand also fell to the ground, and the documents were scattered all over the ground.
"How are you like this! Is it intentional? "Someone picked up Zheng Ling and scolded me loudly.
"What a cautious eye!"
"People are ugly and weird!"
I was immediately targeted.
Zheng Ling picked up the documents on the ground and said with an aggrieved look: "Sister Yuru, if you want to read these manuscripts, just tell me directly, there is no need to push me." ”
7
Obviously, she deliberately fell down and hit a rake, and I was so angry that my whole body trembled.
"I ......" I wanted to defend myself, but when I saw the manuscript in her hand, I suddenly stopped.
I asked:
"Do you dare to show me your manuscript?"
Zheng Ling pretended to be calm and handed it to me.
"What am I afraid of? It's my own original, what am I afraid of? ”
The more generous she became, the more petty and sinister I became, and the more disdainful the people around me looked at me.
"It's outrageous! Today, I have seen how such a shameless doctor came out of such a high-end tertiary hospital? What a shame! ”
"Yang Qi, you should break up with her quickly, don't let her ruin your reputation."
The room was filled with all sorts of ugly discussions.
I took the manuscript firmly, flipped through it carefully, and found a loophole in the argument.
"In the case, you mentioned that you want to do a 3D reconstruction of the spine of the patient, use the anterior approach to perform a total excision, and then implant the 3D printed vertebral body, but there is a lack of risk assessment here, did you forget, or do you not know how to write it?"
Zheng Ling was stunned for a few seconds, and then quickly snatched the manuscript back from my hand, his eyes a little evasive.
"How could I possibly forget? I...... I just wanted to add to it later. Her tone was visibly weak.
"Do you have a better idea?" Zheng Ling asked, his eyes becoming eager again.
Of course I have an idea!
At the beginning, I left it blank here because risk assessment requires very rigorous consideration and needs a large number of cases to support, so I dare not jump to conclusions.
Could it be that she is also for the same reason? That's too much of a coincidence.
Before I could answer, the others started laughing at me.
"Zheng Ling, are you crazy? You ask her? What can she, a plagiarist, think? ”
"Don't pay attention to her, she just wants to trick you, Zheng Ling, you are too naïve."
"He is so thick-skinned that he dares to plagiarize his ideas in front of the original author."
These people continue to accuse me in a harsh and righteous manner.
I glanced at Yang Qi, who had been silent, felt disheartened and left the room. As I walked to the door, I stopped and made a decision.
"I have decided to give up this SCI paper, and I will also resign from my job in the hospital, please rest assured."
When I got home, I locked myself in my room and my phone kept vibrating.
The manuscripts that were secretly photographed were posted on the Internet, and the incident of "stealing" the manuscripts at KTV escalated again.
"How can she be so shameless? I used to idolize her, but I didn't expect it to be a 'vomit' statue! ”
"It must be punished severely! Can't let this kind of plagiarism continue to spread, Lin Yuru is not worthy of being a doctor! ”
"It's really subverted my three views, and it's the first time I've seen someone dare to plagiarize other people's ideas in person."
The discussion in the group became more and more intense, and the hospital issued an urgent statement, and the disciplinary department asked me to prove my innocence.
It all came together, and I almost broke down emotionally and couldn't help but cry.
I thought that I would be able to get rid of the fate of my previous life by being reborn once, but I didn't expect that things would get worse and worse than my previous life.
In my previous life, I was schizophrenic and delirious under all kinds of abuse and attacks, should I repeat the same mistakes in this life?
A sense of powerlessness came over me, and I clutched my hair with my fingers, my consciousness a little blurred, ready to tear up the manuscript on the table.
At this moment, the door opened, and my mother snatched the manuscript and sat down beside me, comforting me with a serious voice.
"Girl, life can't be smooth sailing, it just so happens that your father is going back to the countryside to see your grandfather, can you go for a walk?"
Without the slightest hesitation, I nodded my head again and again.
Thinking about my future is so insignificant compared to the lives of my parents.
As I promised, I submitted my resignation early the next morning.
8
The head of the department sighed when he saw my determined face.
"You are a valuable asset to our hospital, and your departure is a great loss to us, do you really no longer think about it? Those rumors about plagiarism are completely out of nowhere, and we all know what you're capable of. ”
"In a few days, a team of experts from foreign hospitals, including orthopedic specialists, will come to us for exchanges, which is a rare learning opportunity for you, and you should not miss it."
In the face of the director's persuasion, I still firmly decided to make my decision.
The next day, I embarked on a journey back to the countryside with my father.
The scenery of the countryside is pleasant, the mountains and rivers are beautiful, the clouds are light and the wind is light, and my mood is calm.
As the sun sets, the smoke rises, and Grandpa is chasing ducks with a stick by the pond.
I ran over, took the long stick from my grandfather's hand, ignored the mud under my feet, and said to my grandfather with a smile:
"Grandpa, I'm here to catch ducks this time!"
Seeing me, my grandfather had a kind smile on his face, and he touched my head.
"You girl, when you were a child, you chased ducks, but you were chased into the pond by ducks, you shouldn't be able to do it this time, right?"
I made a mischievous face at my grandfather and happily drove the duck home.
At this time, the phone kept vibrating and I received a lot of messages.
When I opened it, it turned out that Zheng Ling's two papers had attracted the attention of the visiting foreign experts, who planned to meet her in person and provide a year of foreign exchange opportunities.
This news caused a sensation in the group, and the screen was full of praise for Zheng Ling.
"Zheng Ling is really amazing, he has won glory for our hospital!"
"Zheng Ling is my goddess, she is beautiful and kind-hearted, and she is still a scholar, compared to some people, it is simply a heaven and an earth."
"You mean Lin Yuru, right? The plagiarist knew he was ignoring it and had already resigned. ”
"Really? She resigned? I wanted to throw rotten eggs in her face, but luckily she walked fast! ”
Looking at these comments that are praised or stepped on, my heart is as calm as water.
Both of my papers are still in the first draft, and there are still many arguments that have not been perfected, and I have no intention of continuing to improve them.
Although I don't understand why Zheng Ling got my manuscript, since I have decided to give up the opportunity to go abroad, I will naturally not continue to improve these papers.
I sneered in my heart, thinking that Zheng Ling took these two imperfect papers to show off in front of foreign experts, and I waited to see what happened next.
I silently quit the group chat, blocked everyone, then turned off my phone and continued to enjoy my peaceful country life.
As I walked along the stream in the mountain village, tasted roasted sweet potatoes and watched the sunset, my worries had long since vanished.
My grandfather and I sat in the courtyard to cool off, watching the sun and moon alternate and the stars twinkle, and I suddenly understood.
Isn't all the effort just to live a better life? Why bother tying yourself down for some inconsequential annoyance.
That night, I slept extra soundly.
9
In the morning, I turned on my phone to check the time, and the moment the phone was turned on, it seemed like it was about to explode, and countless messages and missed calls rushed in.
"Lin Yuru! Why did you quit without saying a word, and I'm still not your boyfriend? ”
"You hurry up and fill in the flaws of the paper, don't you have obsessive-compulsive disorder? Can you stand so many blank papers? ”
"Yuru Yuru, call me back!"
"Yuru Yuru, I know I was wrong, I shouldn't be so indifferent to you. You help Zheng Ling, I will keep my distance from her in the future, you reply to me quickly. ”
Seeing Yang Qi's message from the arrogance at the beginning to the pleading later, I secretly rejoiced in my heart, and I also realized that something must be wrong with Zheng Ling.
Sure enough, the circle of friends was full of all kinds of complaints.
"I was miserable by Zheng Ling! What kind of double experts, I don't know! ”
"What's going on with Zheng Ling? Foreign experts are confused when they ask, aren't they usually very able to speak? Drop the chain at a critical moment? ”
"Zheng Ling's performance is like being slapped in the face and losing his life!"
"This is the goddess of our hospital? Compared with Dr. Lin Yuru, Dr. Lin is reasonable and convincing every time he talks. ”
"Because of Zheng Ling's mistake, the Department of Surgery and the Department of Orthopedics couldn't raise their heads, the dean's face turned blue, and the face of our hospital was lost."
"I'm starting to doubt the authenticity of the plagiarism incident now, I've read Dr. Lin Yuru's other papers, and they're very well written, how could she plagiarize Zheng Ling's half-!"
What makes me laugh and cry is that under every comment, Yang Qi is defending Zheng Ling, but he is ridiculed by everyone.
The depression in my heart was finally completely released at this moment, and I felt more happy than ever.
Zheng Ling finally reaped the consequences!
When my grandfather called me for breakfast, he saw me humming happily and asked me with a smile:
"What's so much fun?"
I told my grandfather what had happened, and he pondered for a moment.
"You say, others can snoop into your mind?"
I couldn't find a better word to describe it, but nodded.
"It's that every time I do something, I always feel like someone is stealing my thoughts in my head, and at that moment, I feel as if I'm a different person."
"Don't worry, there is an old Taoist priest with advanced Taoism in the village recently, I can talk to him quite well, and I will let him help you see it later."
My grandfather comforted me, and soon an old Taoist priest in ragged clothes came to our house.
He was holding a cat whose hair stood on end and made strange noises when he saw me.
The old Taoist priest circled around me a few times, and his face became very gloomy.
"Have you recently come into contact with anything unclean or received anything strange?"
I shook my head at first, but suddenly I thought of something, so I took off the jade Buddha pendant hanging around my neck and handed it to him.
"Does this count?"
When the old Taoist priest took the Jade Buddha, the whole person was startled, and the cat also bowed and jumped up as if it had encountered something terrifying.
The old Taoist priest glanced at his grandfather and said, "Fortunately, I found it early, if it is later, there may be a bloody disaster, and even the family will be ruined!" ”
After hearing this, I felt very uneasy.
Because this jade Buddha was a birthday gift from Yang Qi not long ago, it was asked for in the temple with my birthday.
Seeing that I was silent, the old Taoist priest patiently explained.
"This is the Black Buddha, an evil spirit from the outer lands, which will release a kind of evil energy, allowing the wearer to be spied on by the evil person, and long-term wearing will damage consciousness, make people go crazy and die, and will also affect loved ones."
"Where did you get this jade pendant?" The old Taoist priest asked.
"My boyfriend...... Send mine. ”
Yang Qi's smile came to my mind.
I was so touched that he put it on for me at the beginning, and now that I think about it, his intentions are really sinister.
The thought of years of relationship was wrong, and my heart was full of frustration.
Grandpa was very sad when he saw me, and comforted me and said, "Girl, don't be afraid, the old Taoist priest has a way to help you deal with that bastard!" ”
10
At the repeated request of the grandfather, the old Taoist priest set up the altar on the spot.
The old Taoist priest spewed a mouthful of flames, and the Jade Buddha cracked in an instant, and he wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead and smiled.
"Okay, the Black Buddha has been shattered, the evil qi has been removed, and the evil caster will be counterattacked."
I was skeptical of the old Taoist priest's words, and it wasn't until the afternoon that the head of the department called me by video call, and I knew it was a video conference.
The conference room was filled with doctors, including foreign experts.
The head of the department chaired the meeting and asked me to express my opinions on the two SCI papers.
"Xiaolin, although you have left your job, your research cannot be wasted, and because of Zheng Ling's matter, the reputation of the hospital has been damaged, can you help the hospital restore its reputation."
The director had an almost pleading tone, and I was always grateful for his support, so I didn't refuse.
Even though those two papers were only first drafts, after careful consideration, I had already developed a mature idea and elaborated it at the conference.
After I finished speaking, there was a brief silence in the room, and my heart was very tense.
Immediately after, there was thunderous applause, and everyone stood up.
Foreign experts commented on the spot:
"The idea is perfect, the plan is practical! I didn't expect your hospital to have such talents! ”
The conference room erupted in applause again, the doctors at the hospital cheered, and I saw the red glow of pride and pride on their faces.
After the video meeting, I was pulled back into the group chat, and this time, everyone was affirming me and expressing their apologies.
"I was really blind before, and I regarded Zheng Ling as a goddess, but it turned out that Dr. Lin Yuru was the real goddess!"
"Quickly invite Dr. Lin back, the face of the hospital is still saved by her, and you can't miss such a talent!"
"I was there during the conference call, and Dr. Lin Yuru's views were impeccable, and even foreign experts were full of praise, how could such a person be a plagiarist?"
"Hey, I'm so sorry to be rhythmic!"
"The latest big melon! Zheng Ling reaped the consequences and had a nervous breakdown! ”
Public opinion on the Internet also began to reverse, condemning Zheng Ling one after another.
The more they supported Zheng Ling at the beginning, the more disgusted they were now with her.
I also received messages from Yang Duo on my phone, all about Zheng Ling and Yang Qi.
It turned out that Zheng Ling's personality collapsed, he had a mental breakdown under the pressure of public opinion, and he also accidentally injured Yang Qi when he was self-harming, causing nerve damage in his legs.
One went to a psychiatric hospital, the other went to a hospital, and he may be confined to a wheelchair for the rest of his life.
Seeing these news, I feel at peace.
I have no hatred for Yang Qi, because he is not worth it.
At the personal invitation of the dean, I finally returned to my original post and will go abroad with the foreign expert group for a one-year academic exchange.
As for the previous gossip, I don't need to pay attention to it anymore and slap those people in the face with facts.
I completely got rid of the bad luck of my previous life, became an admirable doctor again, and continued to dedicate myself to the position of doctor, which was originally my long-cherished wish to study medicine.
I continued to chase the ducks and watched the fish jumping on the surface of the pond, full of hope for the future.
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