The thin coolness of the pillow person is the most cruel injury

You originally wanted to find someone who could shield you from the wind and rain, but in the end you didn't expect that the wind was also brought by him, and the rain was also brought by him.

October 3rd, today is my birthday, but also the day of winter, the weather suddenly changed. Walking on the sidewalk, the cold wind blew so much that I couldn't even hold the umbrella, and the falling yellow leaves piled up on the sidewalk, so I simply closed the umbrella and let the falling snow wet itself.

It's cold, people are colder, the heart is colder to be precise. When people reach middle age, you suddenly find that the person next to your pillow is so thin and selfish, in fact, it has always been thin and cool, but when you were young and ignorant, you felt that you could change a person, and you still had illusions.

When did the thin cooling begin? It should be from the birth of the daughter, the child was born prematurely, the traffic at that time was not developed, every household was not like now have a private car, at that time it was snowing more than a foot thick, my mother waited on the road for more than an hour, only to wait for a bus, hurried to my house, did not have time to buy any gifts, had to give cash. Before leaving, my mother-in-law saw that my mother-in-law gave me eggs three times a day (my in-laws are in the countryside, my mother-in-law is not familiar with our family environment, if she knows where the market is, she will personally go to buy them), so she said to my husband and mother-in-law to buy me a chicken stew, I can't eat eggs three times a day. However, until the child's full moon, the mother-in-law and husband did not mention this matter at all, as if they had forgotten.

Or my mother-in-law was wise, afraid that they would not buy it, waited for a few days, bought a piece of mutton in our market town, let my sister-in-law make a noon car to deliver to my house, so that I can spend the whole month, in addition to eating eggs, can drink some mutton soup.

In fact, the in-laws are not poor, not only are they not poor, but they even belong to the rich in the village. I was not poor, I took a high salary every month, but at that time, I had money to spend, at that time there was no Taobao, no Meituan takeaway. It was so cold and there was no heating in the house, so I couldn't get out of bed at all.

I still remember a sentence said by my mother-in-law after my daughter was born, your father-in-law said, "It is good for a girlfriend to be good, that is, family planning is too tight." Lying down, the tone of this speech is that there is a mine in the family and there is an inheritance?

At that time, the father-in-law was still alive, and when the child was full moon, he had to entertain guests. My father-in-law said to my face that he had spent more than a thousand dollars. In the end, the husband's grandmother couldn't look at it and said, you have a big granddaughter, you should spend it.

Daddy's thin coolness can still be endured, and even more thin and cool is the pillow person. After getting married, I heard that before I got married, this person ate, drank, and gambled, but unfortunately, when I knew, the child had been born, and I couldn't go back.

For nearly twenty years, I have been struggling with my husband's eating, drinking, and gambling, and I have been humiliated and saddened, and I don't even have the courage to think back.

Today, it's my birthday, I'm tired, the child is older, I can finally put it down, the rest of my life, I hold myself for warmth, and I don't want to be with someone who is cold, it will only make you colder.