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I didn't expect it to end on December 24th.
It was clearly a rather ordinary and dull day. The protagonist group comes to the impression space, explores all the way to the deepest depths, enters the prison where the people are trapped, solves one puzzle after another as usual, and then encounters a boss named the Holy Grail. Unlike in the past, the protagonist group failed to defeat the boss, but was driven out of the impression space and returned directly to Shibuya. At this time, the impression space begins to merge with the real world, red raindrops fall from the sky, and except for the friends who have formed a deep bond with the protagonist, other passers-by are unaware of the vision...
At that time, I began to have a little premonition: several friends appeared in the cutscene, but others did not. If you think about it, the appearance of these friends here is not arranged by accident, but because I and their coop level have reached the full level of 10.
I realized later that it was a very obvious hint of ending, but I still couldn't believe it at the time. I remember sneaking through someone else's clearance archive and glancing at the date of the clearance – it was a day in March! It's only the end of December, and I thought I had a lot of time left. I walked through the next plot with a complicated and expectant mood. The protagonist group defeats the small bosses one by one in the sky, and finally faces the big boss, the big boss changes several forms, but that is, in front of the protagonist group (who has reached level 90+ through the poaching and killing), it can be said that it is vulnerable...
Everything was fine, but I really didn't expect that day to be over. After the End of Armageddon, I chose to spend Christmas with Xiao Zhen, which was my last sweet memory. After December 25th, the plot was completely out of my mind, I was sent to a juvenile detention center, and my friends used all kinds of methods to rescue me outside... The days in the juvenile detention center are no longer passing day by day, but two or three days, a week, and half a month are like this. By the time I walked out of the juvenile detention center, it was mid-February.
It's fucking like life. Life occasionally falls into this state of chaos. You are pushed forward by all sorts of schedules and events, and by the end it's almost a state of numbness. I can't remember exactly how these days have passed, leaving only some confused perceptions...
In the fast-moving time of the juvenile detention center, I sadly thought that I had lost the opportunity to spend time with those friends forever. I'd love to tell them that they're not just a "coop" and some skill point bonus for me, but a real bondage... It was a blushing thing to say, but I never got a chance to say it again. I remembered a lot of regrets: I hadn't accompanied Yusuke Kitagawa out of his bottleneck period, and I didn't know what happened to Ryuji Sakamoto and his athletics club. I can become a confidant with Togo Ichigo in the last conversation. Unfortunately, I only dated Xiaozhen a few times.
I think of Mu Xin's "Childhood Goes Away". He wrote that when he was a child, he went up the mountain with his mother to do Buddhist deeds, and accidentally got a rice bowl from a Yue kiln, which he liked very much and cherished. When he left, he forgot the bowl in the nunnery, and his mother asked the boatman to go back and get it. After the boat sailed, he tried to wash the dishes on the river, but accidentally flew the dishes out. The bowl landed on the surface of the water, and gradually disappeared... He knew that the bowl could not be returned, so he told his mother. Mother said, don't think about it, "This kind of thing will be more in the future."
Mu Xin finally wrote: "Looking back now, it is really a terrible prophecy, and in my life, there are indeed many such things, more than the kilns, the things and people that are a hundred times more precious than a thousand times more precious, and they have all been thrown away one by one, and some of them are even broken." ”
Take off your hands one by one. After coming out of the juvenile detention center, the story is only Valentine's Day. Obviously, it is such a long and magnificent life, and at the end, it will return to a small and ordinary daily life, making people almost think that the past 100 hours are just an illusion. Ah, yes, in this life I have developed a total of two romantic objects, both with short hair, one is Takemi Miao, and the other is Xiao Zhen. I always prefer girls who make me feel substituted. I silently spent Valentine's Day with Xiao Zhen. I didn't save to read the file and enjoy another Valentine's Day in a parallel world – although it was a player-only privilege, I didn't want to do it. I basically couldn't play it again, and while I bought p5r and I'd make a more perfect choice if I did it again, I didn't want to.
Soon I'll forget a lot of the details about p5, forget the way personality masks are synthesized, forget what every hall looks like, forget the story between me and my friends. But I will remember emotions. When I got home from the juvenile detention center and pushed open the door of the Lou Brown Cafe, all my friends were present, even the kitten that everyone thought was dead ran in through the door—I don't remember where everyone stood, the expressions on their faces, and the words spoken, but I remember my tears of joy and the sorrow and regret that crushed me almost at the same time.
When I come back to God, all I can do is say goodbye —
Yes, this kind of thing will be more in the future.