It is the day of "October 1st, sending winter clothes", and people always think of her in such a sad and lonely mood and time. I realized that she had been away from us for 12 years.
If there really is a reincarnation of 12 years, I wonder if the girl who has been acting out sadness all her life has a different life now? Where is the angel who sang loneliness into a song now healing others?
To this day, people still can't help but feel sentimental when they mention her. Her songs are not many, but they are classics. She has never been very popular, but anyone who has heard her songs will say:
Loneliness before meeting Asan is loneliness, and loneliness after meeting Asan is Asan
Asan, who officially debuted at the age of 28, died of cancer at the age of 34. The singer's career is only 6 years, and he has only released two albums in his lifetime.
However, her songs "Leaves", "A Little Injured", "Lonely Singing", "Always Quiet" and other well-known songs after the 80s and 90s still occupy the super high on-demand rate of various KTV. He is also one of the many talent singers and popular songs in the competition.
It can be said that these songs, each capital is very Asan, no matter who goes to cover it later, can not sing the taste of Asan that goes deep into the bone marrow.
Many lonely people, frustrated people will find comfort in Asan's songs. Asan is the kind of person who can cut out his scars and show you. Then, she used music to stitch up the wounds one by one.
She just wants you to know that it's not a big deal, hold on and everything can be cured.
So people called her a "healing singer." In fact, she treats life like her first love, and life abuses her a thousand times.
1. Unhappy childhood
Speaking of misery, there is Adu in the man (who wrote about Adu yesterday) and Azan in the woman. The two men are recognized as bitter children. Both were divorced from their parents and were fostered in relatives' homes. They were all cold-eyed. They all worked hard to please themselves in order to have a mouthful of food to eat.
The difference is that two people who also like to sing, Adu chose to go out to work early and give up his musical dreams. Asan, for the sake of his dreams, is constantly working hard and never gives up.
Finally, the kung fu paid off, and Asan was admitted to the Taiwan Art Work Corps (equivalent to the national cultural and industrial troupe in the mainland). Later, the art team was downsized, and Asan formed his own band and went to the bar to sing.
2. A series of ups and downs of debut experience
It was at the bar that Asan was lucky to meet Wang Yiping, a famous music producer in Taiwan. The first time Wang Yiping heard Asan singing, he was stunned by the sound full of stories.
Judging by his professional appraisal ability, the girl in front of him has a unique and peculiar voice, as well as the sorrow and vicissitudes that she exudes, just like a mysterious story, which makes people want to stop.
Wang Yiping loved as his destiny. Take assan as an apprentice. Under the guidance of professional teachers, Asan's singing skills have improved by leaps and bounds.
After that, Wang Yiping recorded 6 songs for her, each of which was exquisitely carved. He went around looking for friends to recommend Asan, and soon got a response, and everyone thought that the song was good and the song was very good. It's just that the end result is that they all "want to sing and don't want people".
Among them was "Far Away and Fly High" sung by Lin Yilian later.
Wang Yiping did not give up, and continued to work overtime to create songs for Asan, with the momentum of "not reaching the goal, vowing not to give up".
Finally, after countless days and nights of sleeping and forgetting to eat, Wang Yiping recorded 10 more songs for Asan. Just when the two were confidently preparing for the highlight moment. A sudden typhoon-induced flood flooded the studio, destroying the studio and mastering.
More than a year's work was wasted! Wang Yiping also lost more than 1 million yuan for this, and almost went bankrupt.
Then, in order to make a living, Asan had to take odd jobs and do a lot of work, which was also the most embarrassing time of her life.
3. Feelings are frustrated again and again
Asan has a deep love for his first love, but his first love is a scumbag. I cheated after a year of dating. After that, Asan talked about three more relationships, all of which ended in failure.
Family, career, love, all lost, Asan's bad luck has not been thrown away. But anything should bounce back when it hits the end, and Asan's glorious moment should come.
In 2003, the Taiwanese idol drama "Rose Love" was a hit. Among them, the ending song "Leaves" sung by Asan was widely acclaimed. Among the lyrics:
Loneliness is the carnival of one person, and the carnival is the loneliness of a group of people
Become a phenomenon-level buzzword. Her voice full of vicissitudes expresses loneliness to the fullest.
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"I eat alone, travel, stop and go, read a book alone, write a letter, talk to myself"
With the popularity of this song, Asan also officially debuted. She was 28 years old by this time.
In 2004, Asan released his first solo album "A Little Hurt".
This album was tailor-made for Asan by her Bole Wang Yiping, who wrote about all the bitterness and tribulations that Asan experienced before his debut.
Asan's voice is hoarse and magnetic, which is very suitable for stirring up the sad emotions of the audience. She sang to the fullest about loneliness, sorrow, disappointment and pity in the world of love, but she could still do it well without being sad, so that people could regain a glimmer of hope after singing.
The album earned her a nomination for the 15th Taiwan Golden Melody Awards for Best VocalIsta.
In 2005, he released his second album "Loneliness is Singing".
Asan once said:
Many people will be lonely, but people don't want to admit it. I hope everyone will come and listen to my songs. Go to the song to find companionship
Among them, "Always Quiet" as an interlude in the 05 version of "The Legend of the Paladin Sword", with the popularity of the play, the song was enshrined as a golden classic. The cumulative playback of Music in NetEase Cloud is as high as more than 4.7 million times.
The love given to you has been quiet, in exchange for the care you occasionally give. Obviously, it is a movie of three people, but I can never have a name
The love of three people is destined to have one person without a name. The helplessness of this love is told by Asan, so that everyone who listens to it has a sense of picture, immersed in the scene, and can't help but cry with the song.
This song was written for Lin Yueru
Although the song was a hit, the album didn't sell well.
At that time, in Hong Kong and Taiwan, Jolin Tsai, Xiao Yaxuan, Sun Yanzi, She and other female singers were fiercely competitive, and it was difficult to stand out from them. So Asan came to Beijing and prepared to move to the mainland market. Just as the fans were waiting eagerly for her to show her fists, the news of Asan's cancer came.
None of her songs are happy. Many people say that because she always sings this sad song, her heart will be depressed, and long-term depression will cause cancer?
In fact, Songben is not guilty. Affection, the absence of love, has achieved her poignant and lonely temperament. Her understanding of loneliness transcends many people, that is, the relief and transparency after passing through the appearance of loneliness.
But I have to admit that the fence of childhood and the fragmentation of the original family will affect a person's life, and some people use their lives to heal their childhood.
It is reassuring that after Asan came to Beijing, he met a boy who loved her very much. After Asan was diagnosed with lymphoma, in order not to burden the boy, Asan took the initiative to break up. However, the boy did not abandon it and actively prepared for the wedding of the two.
In the end, Asan's condition worsened, and the lymph spread into breast cancer. On April 6, 2009, Asan left us forever.
At Asan's spiritual hall, her boyfriend released a beige bear, which was Asan's favorite and appeared in her song mv. He said that it was Asan's favorite, and he hoped that with it, Asan would not be alone.
The boy's affection finally added a touch of warmth to Asan's sad life.
Just say goodbye. It was God who also felt indebted and let her start a new cycle of reincarnation ahead of schedule. Hopefully, in the next world, Asan will be treated with gentleness and kindness and will no longer be alone.
@ Sound for film and television, written after the article, Asan said: "Singing on the stage is a thing I will never give up in my life, for this dream, I spent a lot of thought and effort." ”
Although Asan's life was short and bumpy, her concerts lasted because there was no Asan after that. No one can replace her position in the hearts of fans.