Forty unmistakable emotions

I had never thought about this problem before, nor had I struggled with it, because what? Age. Born in 1982, I am exactly 40 years old this year, and I used to think about this question when I was studying in the past: "Why aren't you confused when you are forty?" And at a certain age, the answer naturally comes to mind.

Two years ago, due to the national environmental protection policy, one of the companies I worked in stopped production and dissolved, and according to the policy, I received a certain amount of compensation. This enterprise is a local state-owned enterprise, the treatment is good, four shifts and three operations, writing manuscripts to the enterprise newspaper in his spare time, and his life is stable and plain.

According to the policy, as a senior technician, I can be assigned to the same position in a private enterprise, and at first I thought it was all the same, so I agreed. Where I really went, I suddenly found that it was completely different, and I had no sense of belonging in my heart. Facing the factory of the high-walled compound, the fear of whether to live here in the future is like entering a prison and losing your freedom. I didn't know what was going on and felt like I had lost control, so I decided to quit. The moment I walked out of the factory gate, I felt relaxed, but my eyes were as confused as the white smoke coming out of the chimney.

Out of the factory, I did insurance, did sales, and then entered the pharmaceutical OTC industry. Everything starts from scratch, and the sour, sweet, bitter and spicy in it can be described as a variety of flavors and inexhaustible. Once, when I mentioned my work experience in a speech, I was filled with tears. Comfortable work is something that everyone is willing to do, but it means that every day the machinery is monotonously repeated.

The book says: The real meaning of forty is that a person who has reached the age of forty, has experienced a lot, has already had his own judgment, is not confused by appearances, can understand the essence and truth of things, and can understand his own advantages and disadvantages.

The answer given by my personal experience is that forty is not confused, it is to be able to read your own heart and not be affected by others. The answer is simple, but it's hard to know yourself inside! The sadness of life is recognized by others, but the heart is resistant!

Forty is not confused, is to determine that their hearts are no longer shaken...