"Insensitivity" (insensitivity); insensitivity to pain in; Analgesia), actually called "congenital analgesia," is a hereditary sensory autonomic disorder. In patients with this type of disease, the conduction of pain is blocked, that is, the pain sensation is lost, but the intelligence and sensory abilities such as hot and cold, vibration, and motor perception are normally developed.
A complete loss of pain means a loss of alertness to harmful stimuli, and a living system with complex regulatory functions will not easily lead to self-destructive "painlessness". It is estimated that counting those who have not been diagnosed, there may be fewer than 40 painless and sweatless patients worldwide. To this day, painless and sweatless disease is still an unsolved mystery in the medical community around the world. So why is it painless? Someone should have guessed it. Asakami Fuji has acquired painlessness for artificial reasons, so a story of hidden pain begins.
Pain is often evidence that a person is alive, because it will hurt, so it knows that the hurt is terrible, so it will be gentle and kind. Pain is also one of the ways to compare other feelings, the so-called light will have shadows, with pain people will know more good or bad feelings, complex feelings are proof that people feel that they are alive.
Then, losing pain, not knowing what pain is, not knowing the feeling of contrast, then to a large extent, there is more than pain. If you live but don't feel it, then you will question whether you are alive or not, because you can't feel that you are alive. If you don't know pain, you can't have corresponding feelings for pain, and you can't understand people's scars. Ironically, humans hate pain so much that they have to be in pain to really live.
So, do you really not know about pain? Asakami Fuji is painless, acquired painlessness, artificially caused in order to seal her ability; the feelings lost from childhood lead to no understanding of pain, and the result is that due to the lack of direct pain sensation, there is no concept of fear, death, etc. brought about by pain. What is the difference between a person without the concept of death and a dead person? Because it is a walking dead-like existence, it will not feel anything when it is forced to be bullied later, even if it is insulted, it is not clear what the concept is, even if it is called out again and again to violate it, there is no feeling; until one day, it is hit in the spine by a club and causes a temporary recovery of pain. As a result, the fear caused by pain for the first time, the shame of being insulted in the past, the feeling of death, and other missing things are all returned in an instant. At that point, some of the scars were uncovered.
It is true that without pain, there may be no superficial pain, but the heart is bleeding. Obviously alive but unable to feel, obviously alive is like dead, obviously alive but not living people should have everything. Whether it is alive or dead, I no longer know. I have lost the real sense of being alive, I don't know what it is to lose, I don't know what life is, I don't know what life is.
But even then there will be pain in the heart, for one's own misery, for one's own state of the living dead, for oneself who cannot be warmed in this way. The more you don't get the pain, the more you expect the pain, and the more you get the pain, the more you fear the pain. The real pain has long been implanted in the heart, and the heart has been hurting. "Pain remains in the abdomen" also symbolizes that pain remains in the heart.
In fact, no matter how painless it is, how to cover up the superficial pain, the pain in the heart will always exist. Painless is only the surface, the real day is always there. In fact, in the busy three-dimensional life now, why are we not "painless"? Cloaked in falsehood, covered up in the true self; in order not to be rejected, he has been hurting himself. It is true that we no longer hurt, but what about our true selves? Is it really painless?
"Pain remains in the abdomen", how can this kind of thing disappear. Compared with this superficial painlessness, the result is that your heart is bleeding, even if it is superficial pain, at least it will not bleed in your heart. The surface is painless, but it is also lost and closed to the real self, and the warmth of the heart is not felt. The real pain, hidden in the heart, gradually deepens with the passage of time, and eventually the heart becomes fragmented.
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