A sentence written in pencil above, Brother Zhu, thank you for sending me flowers, I am really happy, I can help you wash your clothes in the future, but we are not suitable, you are looking for other girls, Xiaofei. Clicking a thunderbolt plus lightning in my head, it directly blew me up,
What is going on, why is this happening, I looked at Zhu Yanqiu in shock and asked what was going on, why, did Xiaofei say anything else? Zhu Yanqiu said; no, she just asked me to give this to you, in addition, Brother Zhu, it's not me saying you, you said that there are so many good girls, you can't see you, you just see and don't like you, you really are, I don't know what to say about you, [I was brain down at that time, I didn't hear the meaning of Zhu Yanqiu's words, and later I found the sentence she left in my diary' I wish one day there was me in your world' I just knew that I couldn't help but lose a girl I liked, and i lost a girl who liked me, alas, if I could turn back the clock, I think I would know how to choose].
Zhu Yanqiu turned into the house, leaving me alone in the garage door to hurt the spring and autumn, I sat in the garage door one by one smoking, half a pack of cigarettes smoked did not want to understand, this is because of what, why I sent flowers after not like me, why not at the beginning with me to draw a line, in the middle of the night, I still did not want to understand, the Wild owls on the Internet are back, Ai Peng saw me sitting in the garage door at a glance, alas, do not sleep in the middle of the night, what to do, acacia disease offender, tomorrow will not go to work ah.
So, I got up in a trance and went into the dormitory with them, undressed and lay on the bed, turned over and over how I couldn't sleep, so I tossed and turned around and stayed up all night, the next day I got up and went to work with everyone, this old dry hand to the catch work, somehow, it seems to be against me today, cut a skin jelly, either chopped or up and down is not the same thickness, the whole scallion donkey meat I was able to put sugar in it, fortunately Brother Li also tasted a bite before the dish, Otherwise, it must be withdrawn, it may be seen that I am not right, Brother Li quickly took over the work in my hand, let me sit next to me for a while, if this guy let me do it for a day, the cold vegetable room will all be expelled, while drying the vitality brother also enlightened me, Zhu Ah, you are what is it, yesterday the flowers were also sent last night did not take advantage of the chase to win and take it? Was it the first time last night that I was tired, and I blinked at me when I said it, revealing a smile that only men understand? If I can't beat him, I really want to rush over and smoke him, Brother Li saw that I didn't speak, and asked why is this me looking at you like a frost eggplant today, why is it so sloppy? Come, tell your brother, brother give you a staff officer, say pull up a chair and sit in front of me.
I sighed, Brother Li is actually very good to me, in the cold dish room to me do not hide anything, what dishes teach me, once I make the wrong dish, there will be a problem in the master fu that carries for me, then I have never been an outsider, so there is something I am still willing to say to him, so, I said what happened yesterday, the original and Li Brother said again, including the words written on the note, Brother Li listened while drinking tea, kept nodding his head, and then waited for me to finish, thought for a while, looked at my expectant eyes, and said to me Joo, I have to say, you may not have a chance. As soon as I heard it, I stood up, and Brother Li quickly said again; you see, you have sent flowers, if you are a girl who is generally a little interesting to you, she will not reject you, but this girl is still good, people did not drag you, take you as a stepping stone, after receiving the flowers, the family told you that night, saying that you two have no drama, let you hurry to find someone else, want me to say; you hurry to put it down, maybe people have people like it?.
It is impossible, in the kitchen of all the little brothers, in addition to Zheng Hao, my brother, who can still have my high salary and good craftsmanship? Brother Li leaned closer to me again and said; Tell you a little secret, do you remember that the little brother who just came from the water platform is called Li Xiaodi? I said I remember, he came or I picked him up, he was Erzao's apprentice, but what's wrong,
Oh hehe, what's wrong, this Li Xiaodi also likes Yin Xiaofei, you don't know, and the most important thing is that Yin Xiaofei may also like him, I often see this Yin Xiaofei is okay to run to the back kitchen, at first I thought it was to find you, and then there were several times on the morning shift, I saw Xiao Di are chatting with Yin Xiaofei in the back kitchen early in the morning, you say if it is not interesting, don't sleep in the morning to run to the kitchen to do, and brother, on the cooking skills you are indeed much stronger than Xiao Di, but, to talk about ah, You can follow Xiao Di's difference is not a star and a half, you talk too directly, Xiao Di will come to do things, this has just arrived in the kitchen for a few days, you see, everyone generally has a good impression of him, including the front hall waiter, alas, brother, this time you are running into an opponent, not that the brother is not optimistic about you, I am also with Min Xiaofei a view, you look for other girls, this Yin Xiaofei is really not your dish.
After listening to what Brother Li said, I knew it was over, I always thought that I and Yin Xiaofei could say that the whole hotel knew about it, and the little brother of the back kitchen should not and dare not cross the knife to win love, after all, now in the kitchen, if a few big guys are not there, it is me and the master brother, to arrange the work, let who does what has to do, but I really did not expect this Xiao Di to secretly play this hand for me. Okay, you wait, if this is true, see how I can clean you up.
Looking at my gritted teeth expression, Brother Li quickly said; Zhu, I told you that you should not mess around, you can't fight, this is the kitchen, if there is an accident, your master fu also has to train you, when the time comes to deduct your salary, don't say, but also let Erzao have an opinion on you, after all, it is an apprentice brought by others, you can be leisurely.
Know, thank you Brother Li, but don't mention how depressed in your heart, if you were in the construction site, Grandma's, life and death are indifferent, do not obey, shovels to do, no nonsense, but here is not OK, usually small fights, master Fu is not allowed, and then I am introduced by my master, I can not give him trouble, forget it, or find an opportunity to ask Xiao Fei, what is going on, it is really unwilling.
But true or false, this Xiao Di must clean up today, so, find an opportunity to go to the hot dish room to find Xiao Di, this guy is chatting with other little brothers, I don't know how, see him laughing, I want to beat him, shouted him, told him to go to the cellar to get potatoes and sauerkraut, and then cut potato sauerkraut shredded noon work meal, this work was before me and the brother to do, not for anything else, because to practice knives, potato shreds and sauerkraut shreds are the best materials, but this thing is really tiring, Just now think of my right hand tiger mouth and arm still hurt, but in order to be able to achieve the master's master's knife work as soon as possible, my brother and I have basically covered three large pots of shredded potatoes, a large pot of sauerkraut, and a shredded pickle for breakfast, not to mention.
Today I want to tired this guy, Xiao Di is very happy to hear, because before we never asked them to touch the knife, today a listen can cut potatoes, happy broken, several other little brothers are also eager to try, I immediately said, today should be cleared, each stove pot should be clear, you guys hurry to clear it, this clear pot This work is definitely one of the most inky work in the back kitchen, to put a mouthful of often stir-fried pot, clean up more than the new pot, that no hour absolutely can not do, So they absolutely do not have time to help Xiao Di, after arranging to return to the cold dish room, sitting there to continue to be depressed, I am a person who has never been in love, do not know how to catch a girl's heart, just want to use their own existing conditions, pour all their favorite girls good, but when it comes to being able to speak the Tao, alas, I am a person who can't even joke, how can this thing learn to learn,
My master and master fu once said that at this stage can not fall in love, good to learn the craft, the craft is good and the salary is high, naturally there will be girls who take the initiative to find the door, but, I am 21, immediately 22, I am different from other little brothers, these guys are seventeen or eighteen years old, younger than me, they can casually squander a few years in the back kitchen to squander on the waiter, I, sixteen or seventeen, I am still digging a ditch to build a road, this can not be compared, I now just want to find a good object, stabilize down and learn the craft, Wait until the handicraft is completed and get married quickly, my classmates in the village are married several times, those who are not married are in college, I can't afford to delay, but I didn't expect to be unfavorable, it was not easy to see one, I also treated her well in my way, but this happened, the more I thought about it, the more bitter I felt, alas, I thought about the headache, and I didn't come up with an idea, how can I chase Yin Xiaofei to hand,
So in the kitchen busy day, to the evening after work, back to the dormitory, want to find a chance to ask Min Xiaofei in person, but before I went to ask, I saw Min Xiaofei and Li Xiaodi talking and laughing to dry clothes, at that time my heart only had a lyrics; why do you love others behind my back. Don't ask, the truth is this, I was abandoned, silently returned to the dormitory, lying on the bed, the feeling of heartbreak accompanied by the door, Yin Xiaofei and Li Xiaodi's laughter intensified, irritably covered their heads with a quilt, tears flowed down unconsciously, took out the Walkman and put it into the tape, the first song is the rain has been falling, NN is really suitable, while tears pounding their heads, to tell the truth I regret, why I did not learn to cook earlier, if I dropped out of school at the age of 15, I was apprenticed, now I am a chef How is it better than now, let a little brother who is only a few years younger than me rob the girl I like, [Looking back now, I was really stupid, Yin Xiaofei didn't choose me, I'm definitely not all about age, and the personality of this girl will definitely not choose to be with me because I'm a chef,]
This is the song in the tape has also been replaced by Zhou Huajian's forgetful grass, and the lyrics are careless;
Let the weak us understand cruelty, fiercely face the cold of life every time, cling to the person we have loved, often have no part, I never admitted that I was weak before, and I also believed in fate.
But at this moment, I kind of believed, I and Yin Xiaofei have no part, since people choose not me, forget it, but the heart is not willing, so this night I struggled to sleep in the release and not let go, the dream is still crying.
The next morning, the heart is still empty, feel that the world has no original colorful, only gray and white, oh, the original today is a cloudy day, listless work, absent-minded work, as soon as there is time to sit in the corner of the cold vegetable room to think about how to retaliate against Li Xiaodi, want to take advantage of the opportunity to beat him at night,
On this day, master fu grabbed me and trained me twice, one is because of the hygiene of the cold vegetable room, the other is my work attitude, originally needed me to be on duty at noon, did not let me be worth it, let me go back to sleep, and said that if I still do this in the afternoon, I will kick me, I came here, master fu can say more kind to me than my master, never scold me, and I said the most cruel words is, this half-joking sentence to kick my ass, I suddenly remembered the words that master fu said to me before buying flowers for me, My personality is really not suitable for him to fall in love, because I can't control my emotions, I am actually a beast controlled by my own emotions, when the mood is good, it is basically ruined, my master Fu only used a short period of a few months to understand me thoroughly, advised me not to fall in love, just let me concentrate on studying, concentrate on work, but I did not listen, ah,
I want to count it, put it down, I was introduced by the master to learn to cook, the object, fate sometimes needs to have, but I really can't put down Yin Xiaofei, especially the high-pitched laughter, all day in my head to play the sound of life, ah,
In the evening, I saw Yin Xiaofei and Li Xiaodi washing clothes again, I sat in the dormitory and listened to the two people flirting, only hated that my kitchen knife was not by my side, and was reluctant to use the word dog man and woman for Yin Xiaofei, but Li Xiaodi had been hacked to death in my heart no less than a hundred times or the kind of knife that did not see blood.
And to Xiaofei is still the same as the song in that song, I don't know when, I began to like you, every night will come here to see you, you look so beautiful, I can't think of you, I can't see you I lost myself, . I really hope that on the road of love, only me and Xiaofei are there, but alas, it is impossible, just when I want to go out and hide, I really can't stand this kind of suffering