I had a crush on Ji Yanxiu for sixteen years, but he didn't even look at me in the eye, but he fell in love with my girlfriend at first sight.
He knew I loved him, but he asked me to help him pursue his girlfriend, and he put a knife in his heart and did not allow me to heal.
After he was with his girlfriend, I managed to get out of the emotional wound and fall in love with someone else, but he left my girlfriend and turned to me.
Author: I don't eat coriander
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I have a crush on the green plum bamboo horse for more than ten years and asked me to help him chase my girlfriend.
I was sitting in the café and he was sitting across from me.
"Xiao Yu, will you help me?" He took my arm.
Ji Yanxiu is someone I like. I've liked him since I can remember, and I don't know why I like him, as if liking him has become a sense of mission.
He and I were neighbors and grew up together. Although middle and high school are not in the same school, it does not affect the friendship between us, and as long as there is time, I follow him in the ass.
According to my mother's words, I will "mess around" with Ji Yanxiu.
Ji Yanxiu has good grades and good looks, and is the male god in the mouths of most girls.
Of course I am.
But he fell in love with my girlfriend, or love at first sight in the old-fashioned plot.
"Yan Xiu, I think in fact, Sheng Yao is not so good, you only see her good side..."
"Xiao Yu."
He pressed me over the shoulder aggressively, interrupting what I wanted to say.
"Xiao Yu, I don't want to hear bad things about her from your mouth."
I nodded, not daring to look at him.
He always breaks my guard easily.
"Hugh, I don't mean that." He didn't understand me, nor did he understand Sheng Yao. He didn't understand why I had been following him for more than ten years.
He was angry, he never ignored me for three or five days, even when I broke his favorite toy as a child.
I knew that he was serious about Sheng Yao.
He never saw me. I was always behind him, and I stared silently at his broad back, watching him leave again and again, without turning his head to look at me.
But I will never be jealous, even jealous, I will not, what qualifications do I have? I'm not who he is, and I'm not qualified to stop other girls from coming near him.
He didn't like to play with girls since he was a child, except for me, he didn't have a few good friends of the opposite sex since he was a child, and he had never been in love.
But it is also a person like him who shines, and anyone who deserves him is superfluous. Even I don't deserve it, I thought in my heart.
However, he has a girl he likes, and he is still my girlfriend.
I can't tell him directly that I like him, so I don't want to introduce my girlfriend to him.
It was about a week before he reconciled with me.
"Xiao Yu, you and Yao Yao, you two didn't quarrel, did you?" He actually looked at me, and he could show this cautious look.
I've never seen him whisper like this.
"Nothing."
I knew he came to me, certainly not because of me.
Originally, when he came over, there was a light in my eyes, but when he said my girlfriend's name, the light suddenly went out again.
It's not that I don't like my girlfriend, and I don't think my girlfriend is unworthy.
But Ji Yanxiu just looked at my girlfriend.
At this glance, I fell in love with her at first sight, how can there be such an unfair thing in the world, I can't get it with all my efforts, but my girlfriend has no effort.
"You know, I've never liked a girl so much, you can help me, right?"
He held my hand, and the palms of his hands were warm, but I felt a bone-chilling cold.
"Xiao Yu, it turns out that you are here, so I have been looking for you for half a day."
Hearing Sheng Yao's voice, my mind went blank, and then my scalp tingled, and I looked like the direction she was coming from.
She wears a sexy one-shoulder skirt, the skirt is the format of imitation shirt, not looking charming and kitsch, but has a fresh and natural temperament.
"Yao Yao, you sit." While talking to my girlfriend, I looked at Ji Yanxiu, who was sitting next to me.
From the time Sheng Yao came in until now, his eyes had never taken away from others.
At this time, I found out that he was not indifferent to anything, not the look of being high and always upright.
It turned out that no one could move him, to make him give up that immortal look.
"Brother Yan Xiu is here."
The two people greeted each other familiarly, and I sat in the middle of the child, but I was embarrassed.
On the left is the green plum bamboo horse that I have been secretly in love with for sixteen years, and the right is my best girlfriend, what can I do?
Sheng Yao she, the type she likes seems to be exactly like Ji Yanxiu.
"I still have something to do, and I'm not going to accompany me."
I grabbed my bag and went outside.
They both called me twice, but I didn't look back.
I'm afraid that if I stay any longer, the emotions will reach a tipping point and I will explode.
I went home and looked at the text messages and WeChat messages on my phone, I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled self-deprecatingly.
"Cheng Yu, you shouldn't have known that Ji Yanxiu only regarded you as a brother."
"Cheng Yu, look at your little bit of anger, crying, what is there to cry about?"
I was very aggrieved, but I had no one to complain about, and I didn't even have the right to bargain with the man.
I curled myself up on the bed, in the primitive motion of a baby in the womb.
"Ji Yanxiu, when will you see me?"
I stared at the ceiling overhead and thought in amazement, and then fell asleep.
The next day I told myself it didn't matter, I had already experienced it once anyway.
I never expected that Ji Yanxiu actually called me, and after the surprise, it was a fatal blow.
He said to me, "Xiao Yu, Yao Yao, she has gastroenteritis, and now that she is in the hospital, I can't accompany her.
Before I could call back, he hung up. Listening to the busy tone on the other end of the phone, my heart tightened, and it was that feeling again, my scalp was tingling, and I couldn't help myself.
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I walked on the road, all kinds of signs on the road, colorful lights hit me, as if they were mocking my gray life.
Suddenly, it was pouring rain, and before I could react, it had already poured me through.
Obviously, there was still no cloud just now, but in an instant, it turned from sunny to cloudy.
"Are you even going to fight me?"
I was so aggrieved that I didn't know if it was tears on my face or if the rain was mixed and smashed on the ground.
"Meow~"
I heard a cat bark, and at first I thought it was my hallucinations. Then listen carefully, the cat's bark is mixed with the sound of rain, appearing unusually weak.
The cat screamed so weakly that I was shocked, and then looked for the direction of the sound.
Finally, A gray kitten was seen at the junction of the trash can and the carton.
The kitten was miserable, and his body was soaked by the rain, just like me.
"Meow, well, you come out first, okay?"
Inexplicably, I felt that this kitten was just like me, as if if I was a little nicer to him, the world could be nicer to me.
The kitten's eyes were big and agile.
I still remember that I liked cats in the first place.
"Cheng Yu, why are you holding this little beast in your arms?"
"Cheng Yu, I'm allergic to cat hair, don't you know?"
"Cheng Yu, did you mean it, you sincerely want to harm me?"
Sentence after sentence echoed in my head, shaking my head.
It's his sentence, he's allergic to cat hair, he doesn't like cats.
Just because Ji Yanxiu said he didn't like it, I never had a cat again.
The kitten that was originally raised has long since been abandoned. I originally wanted to find a good family to adopt, but Ji Yanxiu drove the kitten away.
Since then, apart from stray cats, which I occasionally feed, I have never dared to mess with anything else about cats.
The sacred and great word of cat plucking left me from that moment.
"Kitty, you're a little nicer, can you come out first?" I coaxed in the softest voice.
"So I can know where you're hurt and give you something good to eat."
It was useless, the kitten still didn't come out, just stared at my two wet eyes, like the cat who was chased away by Ji Yanxiu.
I fell to my knees next to the trash can and cried bitterly, and the cat came out like a psychic, its fleshy claws slapping on my smooth legs.
Only then did I find it comforting me.
I stopped the sound and took it lightly in my arms.
"Be careful, this cat is very powerful, be careful that it scratches you."
A man's warm voice came overhead, and I looked up with an umbrella on my head.
The rain poured down, and not a single drop fell on me.
"How do you know this cat is powerful?" I subconsciously looked up, and then the face of a gentle and sunny boy crashed into my eyes.
I've never seen anyone laugh, look as good looking as he is.
Of course, Ji Yanxiu did not laugh.
"This cat, I've fed it twice, and I've looked at me with those wet eyes, and I've been hurt by it."
The boy scoffed.
But I could clearly see the slightest anger in his eyes, and even the fluctuations in his mood were very small.
He was not angry with the cat, but on the contrary, he said to me happily with a smile.
"I didn't expect that there were people in this world who loved cats so much, and I was able to find someone in the same way."
He spoke in crepe, which I didn't like very much.
But he loves cats just like me.
"Get up, sit on the ground, and turn around and catch a cold again." He held out a hand to pull me up, and I held the cat as he half-hugged me.
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At this moment, when the ambiguous atmosphere was about to heat up, my mobile phone rang.
Even without looking at the electricity display, I knew it was him.
Because this ringtone is set for him alone.
Unfortunately, these small movements of mine never had a chance to let him know, and he didn't care to know.
"Xiao Yu, can you please hurry up, there are still things in my company, don't you know how busy I am?"
My eyes darkened, and I swallowed a mouthful of spit, "Excuse me, it's raining outside."
"I know it's raining, but does it have anything to do with whether you're happy or not?" I felt that he was a little aggressive with me, but I never refused his requests.
"I know, I'll go right over."
I nodded, and it didn't matter if he could hear it on the other end of the phone.
"Feed you rain, you see your face is so red, is it a little fever, are you sure that your current state is suitable, walk around at will?" 」
I couldn't understand why, in a stranger's possession, I had received the care I had longed for.
"I'm all right."
I shook my head, then rushed forward with the cat in my arms.
I must have smelled of cats in my arms, maybe there was still cat hair falling from the cat.
What if, in case Ji Yanxiu has an allergic reaction again?
"You're so wet you should go find clean clothes."
He grabbed the cat in my hand, pulled me along, and was about to walk to the other side of the road.
"What are you doing?" I frowned, but my strength was not as strong as his, and I struggled to let him pull forward.
"Where is your house?"
"My family is what concerns you, I burned to death, and what is the matter with you?"
I admit that I was a little aggressive, I knew he was well-intentioned, but I was in a bad mood at the moment, and he just happened to hit the muzzle of the gun.
"Do I know you well?"
"My name is Shen Zhizhou." He pursed his lips and then spat out five words, biting clearly, word by word.
"Huh?" I was a little confused, what did he tell me his name for?
"My name is Shen Zhizhou, and now that I'm familiar, you can tell me where your home is."
He seemed to have a stubborn stubbornness.
"You're a really weird person."
I was annoyed, what I looked like had nothing to do with him, inexplicably.
"My mother just fainted in the rain when it was raining, had a high fever, and died without any help."
I was stunned, looking at the thick sadness under his eyes, and somehow God unconsciously did not resist anymore, let him pull, and even took the initiative to report his home address.
"I'm here, today, thank you."
I was also busy going up to change clothes, and then going to the hospital to take care of Sheng Yao, which must have been delayed.
He held the cat. Then, not knowing what direction I was going, it took less than ten minutes for me to go upstairs and change my clothes.
But he had no one left.
This time I learned the lesson of the previous one, and instead of walking in the rain, I took a taxi. When he arrived at the hospital, Ji Yanxiu was still a little angry.
"Xiao Yu, I've urged you a few times, is this someone else, this is your girlfriend, don't you care at all?"
What Ji Yanxiu said was really good, Yao Yao was my girlfriend, not false, but why did Ji Yanxiu have to instruct me to come and please his goddess?
Did he know that this was pouring salt on my wounds?
"You remember to cut her an apple, although she doesn't like to eat it, but the doctor said it will help her recover." 」
Do I need to eat apples for gastroenteritis recovery?
How could the doctor say such a thing, I'm afraid he didn't ask for it himself.
"By the way, there's some hot water for you." Let me boil hot water, who will burn it for me?
"My company is really in a hurry, so I'll go first." He seemed anxious, and I knew I couldn't keep him, so I could only wave at him.
"Don't forget to tell her that I bought the flowers at the head of the bed."
I let out a self-deprecating chuckle.
"Why are you here, you just had a fever?" A familiar voice came over.
I looked up and saw that it was the man who had just held up an umbrella and escorted me all the way to the door.
He was wearing a doctor's uniform and a mask, but I could still recognize those eyes.
I looked at the work card on his chest and involuntarily whispered it out, "Shen Zhizhou."
"Since you remember to obey, didn't I say that you had to go up and rest if you had a fever, and why did you sneak out to do something?"
He said I had a fever, and I looked at Ji Yanxiu, who was standing by, and he just looked at me with some concern, "You have a fever, what's going on, did it rain just now, but your clothes are not wet?"
Ji Yan Hugh, is he concerned about me, is he really concerned about me?
It seems that the green plum bamboo horse that has been with him for so many years still has a slight status.
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"Seriously, if it's not serious, take care of Yao Yao, I see her pale, it seems to be quite painful."
I knew he wouldn't have half of my status in his heart.
"What are you talking about, she's still a patient, you let the patient take care of others?"
Shen Zhizhou saved me more than once.
"I'm okay."
I knew I shouldn't be so lowly, but no way, I liked him so much that I could even abandon myself.
How long I liked him, I myself can't count the ten years and eight years, no, maybe longer, maybe from the first sight of him 16 years ago.
Before Ji Yanxiu could say anything, the doctor left, came over, held me down, and then said to me.
"What can you do?"
"Since I came to the hospital, I really can't do it, so I will take a drip and stay in the hospital for half a day for observation."
Shen Zhizhou was still quite a bit like him when he was holding his face.
But from that fierce speech, I seemed to be able to detect his concern for me.
"Doctor, is she that serious?"
Ji Yanxiu frowned.
"Touch her yourself."
He handed my hand out, and then when Ji Yanxiu was about to touch it, he drew it back when he touched it.
"Forget it, you come with me." He took my hand, and his hand was a little cold, perhaps because I was hyperthermic.
Head did not turn back to the ward, he helped me hang up the number, and then took the potion and came over to help me infuse a little drip, this process I am ignorant.
When I woke up, I found that I had a needle hole in my hand.
It was the first time I had rejected him and refused to help him.
But it seems to be quite cool, I have been chasing him for all these years, and I have become less like myself.
I don't know if Ji Yanxiu is as angry as before, I think it is still a little cute or even a little funny, I am afraid it is crazy.
"Do you like that man?"
Shen Zhizhou's voice came down from above my head, and he was helping me adjust the speed of the drip.
"What do you mean by that?"
Or ask him in other words how he knows.
"Look into his eyes, there's light in them."
I lowered my eyes, yes, an outsider knows, I see his eyes have light, I know I like him, just by the look of the eye, the atmosphere between me and him can be seen.
I always thought that she and I were just fans of the authorities, but he seemed to prefer the process of chasing him and listening to his attitude.
I like that he has long obscured my memory, maybe it was a lollipop in childhood, or when I played at home, those secret wishes.
It could also be the sweat on the basketball court when he was in middle school.
Or the glare of his standing on the brand podium.
I shook my head, trying to control myself, not thinking about it anymore.
"It's not you he likes."
Shen Zhizhou sentence after sentence, as if he wanted to poke at my heart.
"It seems that Dr. Shen likes to inquire about other people's privacy."
I knew he just cared about me, but sometimes his mouth was a little too indebted, and I couldn't help but want to scare him.
"Yes, smile more, have more expressions, so that you look like a living person."
He smiled at me, and although his mouth was under the mask, I could clearly see that those eyes were smiling, smiling.
I don't know what he meant by those words, but I knew he wasn't a bad guy all in all.
Since he knows how to love and care for small animals, he must be a good person with love, and I am still quite sure of him, except for his mouth.
Ji Yanxiu knew that I was hospitalized with a fever, and there was no hard demand from you, so I went to take care of the girl he liked.
I stuffed myself in the quilt, did I have only this little use value for him?
Didn't even as a good friend have a phone greeting when I was sick?
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"How sad and bitter face, originally looked like bitter, not much smile, look even less blessed." 」
At this moment, there is great hope that this Dr. Shen in front of me can be taken away by God.
"Shen Zhizhou, don't think that you can teach me a lesson like this without any big or small help."
"You know, you lose your temper, it's a bit like a kitten fried, and it's pretty cute."
I turned my head, what are his adjectives, what is a kitten, what is fried hair, I lose my temper and are cute?
Understanding the business in his words, I found that he was teasing me, and I got goosebumps all over my body, and then looked at him.
Good looks, good figure, but this mouth is too poisonous.
No, what was I thinking.
I patted myself in the face, trying to wake up.
How can you be seduced by beautiful men, beautiful people mistakenly for the country, is this not a truth that kings have known for thousands of years?
How could I be seduced by a man who was just plain looking?
Yes, it is general, who let him talk lightly or heavily.
Fighting with him, I seem to have forgotten, and Ji Yanxiu's unhappiness, it seems that this beautiful doctor still has some effect.
I stayed in the hospital for about half a day, in fact, there is no need to be hospitalized, the doctor had to let me be hospitalized.
Ji Yanxiu usually wouldn't contact me except for some necessary things, but this time he sent me a text message to say hello, and I held my phone in my heart as if my heart was beating a little harder.
Seeing him again was three days later, he said he was going to ask me out, and there was something to tell me, he had booked a restaurant, and when I arrived, he and Sheng Yao were sitting there, and the two of them talked and laughed, and that scene stung my heart.
"Xiao Yu, are you here?" Ji Yanxiu smiled at him, and that laugh was actually directed at me.
My heart couldn't help but flutter, but I knew that his smile was obviously revealed because he was with Sheng Yao.
"Xiao Yu, the two of us are together."
The two of us were together, and this sentence was like a lightning strike, hitting me in the heart.
I frowned, my face pale, but I still clenched my teeth and stepped forward.
Ji Yanxiu turned out that he was also a person, not a god without feelings.
He will also have a heartwarming person, and he will also have a fanatical side, an expression that has never been seen before when he is facing me, and he is too cruel to me.
"When?"
I tried to calm myself down, and then I didn't hear what they said, do I care so much about when it was?
This meal tastes like chewing wax.
"You send her, I can go myself."
Ji Yanxiu sent Sheng Yao away.
I know neither of them is wrong, he just doesn't like me, he's not wrong.
Sheng Yao just liked the same person as the person I liked, and there was nothing wrong with the two of them being happy with each other.
What was wrong was that I was wrong from the beginning, and it was outrageously wrong.
I closed my eyes a little dizzy, old problem, may be low blood sugar, after all, just now the meal did not eat at all.
I randomly looked for a pharmacy, and when I walked in, I saw the familiar figure.
"How are you?"
He looked at my eyes, still gentle, "Sick again by your green plum bamboo horse?"
Of course I could hear that he was teasing me, but I ignored him.
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"Do you still want to see that cat?" After saying that, he was probably afraid, and I couldn't understand the meaning of his words and added, "That's what you held that day."
"I came to see the doctor, that is, some low blood sugar medicine."
He took my hand and took me out, he seemed to look at his watch before pulling me, maybe it was his time off work, he took off the mask on his face, I saw the handsome face, my heart could not help but move.
"You, there is nothing wrong, I want to take medicine like this will get worse and worse, who is taking medicine with low blood sugar, is it bad to eat some sugar?" 」
He took me to the supermarket and bought some chocolates and some candy stuffed into my hand, of course paying for him.
"Are you going to my house?" His hand was still holding mine, and at this moment I realized that something was wrong and pulled it out, looking at him doubtfully.
"The kitten still misses you."
I thought about it and then nodded.
When I got back to his house, I found that it was a paradise, full of cats, at least a dozen.
I grabbed a white cat and gently stroked its head, and it let out a meowing sigh comfortably.
"It's so cute!" I couldn't help but make a sound.
I lowered my eyes, and after a short period of indulgence, I suddenly remembered that the boy I liked, the cat hair allergy thing.
I remembered again, I and the doctor in front of me, but only had a few faces, how can I have the class to unload the defense?
This is his home.
"So what, I'm leaving." I smiled at him with an embarrassed smile, I knew I shouldn't come over, wasn't that a little too unpretentious.
"Dinner time is coming, or we'll leave after dinner."
I had wanted to refuse, but after looking into his gentle eyes, and then turning my head to look at the candy in the palm of my hand, the ghost made God agree.
I was in a bad mood, what if he did something to me, what if he was a bad person?
Then the kittens surrounded me and coddled me, and I played with these kittens, leaving these problems naturally behind.
"I'm done, you come and taste it."
He brought the dishes on his plate to the table, which was three dishes, followed by a pot of porridge.
I didn't think he could be trusted, so I didn't move the chopsticks for a long time, and he seemed to see my doubts, and tasted each dish himself before clipping it to me.
I was really curious about how he could see my emotions and thoughts from my micro-expressions, and it was clear that I had always been like this, but no one had ever understood me, except him.
Suddenly, I had a feeling of pity for him.
"You can think of me as a friend you can trust."
He was smiling like the kind I'd never seen before, and the cats were all white and clean, and they didn't even have some extra dirt on them.
The cat I held in my arms that day now seems to have relaxed that caution and vigilance.
It wasn't as hostile to me as it had been at the beginning, and even rubbed my leg with its stride as I stepped forward.
The hair on its body was extremely clean, soft and slippery.
"As far as the little guy thinks of you very much, in fact, at the beginning I also saw that she looked good and wanted to take it home, but her temperament was too strong for me to control, until I met you that day, although she was hostile to you, but when she was in your arms, she was obedient..." 」
He picked the cat up and gently stroked the kitten's chin.
The kitten didn't resist either and just kept looking at me.
"Do you like adopting cats, they look very loving?"
"What is loving and unloving, I just watched them wandering outside, and some of them couldn't bear it, so I took them home."
He put the cat down and went into the house to catch another one from nowhere, the cat was all white, and there was a scar on the head, and the scar was not covered with cat hair, so it was obvious.
"Do you think this cat looks familiar?"
I shook my head, I'd never seen this cat before and didn't know why he would say that.
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"Listen to me tell a story." He chuckled, then took the cat and pulled me to the couch and began his story.
"When I was in college, my mom didn't like cats either."
"But I especially like cats, I think cats are very spiritual, and when no one is with me, the cat is my only companion." 」
Hearing this, I interrupted, "University, don't you have any friends?"
He smiled and didn't say anything.
"I have a lot of friends, but those friends are just wine and meat friends, there are not many people who can know the heart, and they are not as intimate as a cat." 」
"Hmm."
I nodded, indicating that I could understand.
"The wound on the cat's head was caused by my mother, but my mother was not careless, it was not a cat abuse."
"He chased the cat away, afraid that I would find a girl at that time, and she was holding the cat in pain, and then she went around to find a doctor."
"I saw the cat in front of the pet store, the cat was held in the arms of the girl, dead in the arms of the girl, the girl's arm was scratched by the cat's claws, and there was no word." 」
"I've never seen a girl so kind."
He looked at me with a different glow in his eyes, and then he gently took my hand.
His large hand wrapped around my little one, and he had some thin cocoons on his index finger, probably caused by a long time of operating with a scalpel.
"The girl who saved it is you."
I thought about it carefully, as if there was such a thing, but how could it be so coincidental?
"You don't know how surprised I was when you held the cat and put it in the pet store, from that moment I came back with the cat and then took care of it at home, and it forgave me." 」
"I looked for you for a long time, although I have been in the same city, but the lake has not met you, until it rains that day, you are still holding a cat, in front of me, although it has been three or five years, but I recognize you in an instant." 」
He seemed to be a little agitated, and the hands that held me were trembling slightly.
"Through slow contact with you, I found out that you are a kind, sensitive and fragile girl."
Suddenly he hugged me and held me tightly in his arms, and the cat jumped down in fright by this move.
"What are you doing here?"
I was a little annoyed, I tried to push him away, but his strength was much greater than mine, I couldn't push it away.
"Let me take care of you, he doesn't understand your goodness, but I know."
Is this a confession, my head groggy.
I rejected him, subconsciously.
When he came out, he insisted on sending me to the door, and when he walked to my door, Shen Zhizhou stopped and then printed a kiss next to my face.
"I'm sure you'll like me, good night, good dreams."
He walked back briskly, leaving me standing alone in front of my house, full of mixed tastes.
Then Ji Yanxiu didn't know where to come out of nowhere, and then he grabbed my arm deadly, and in his eyes, I was afraid of that yin look.
"Who is he?"
It was no surprise that Ji Yanxiu would appear at my doorstep, because we were neighbors, but it was a bit surprising to me that he cared so much about my personal private life.
"A friend who can talk."
I tried to face him with a calm look as much as possible, not wanting him to see it, and I had the slightest reluctance.
The two of them are fine, and I shouldn't have had any hopes for him anymore.
No matter what, I can't be a little three who destroys other people's feelings.
In love, there is no first-come, second-come, two-second-in-love, if I insert a foot in the middle, then I am the so-called little three.
"Friend?" There was clearly a question in his voice.
"Friends can kiss you, right?"
His question was quite inexplicable, and I couldn't turn the corner for a while.
"He's chasing me, maybe a future boyfriend."
I also know that I am in a hurry, I will talk to him like this, I am gentle and whispered on weekdays, and I will never say such choking words.
At least not when facing him.
"What kind of person he is, do you know, but there have been several sides, and now you actually tell me that you want to fall in love with him, right?" 」
I don't know from what position he stood to question me.
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Even in this moment, I think he's a little funny.
Didn't he like Sheng Yao in an instant, and didn't he decide to chase after people for a long time?
What qualifications does he have to judge feelings about me, not to mention that these feelings have not been skimmed.
"Who I am with is my freedom."
I threw away his hand and walked straight to the door.
I was angry, I didn't know if I was angry with him or at myself.
Back in the room, I locked myself in the room, and then hugged the little bear who had been with me for more than two years, crying uncontrollably.
The boy I liked ended up with my best girlfriend.
He always stood in his shoes and demanded of me, but never cared about my emotions.
At first, I thought Shen Zhizhou was just talking about playing, and then he began the process of commuting me to and from work.
Occasionally, ji Yanxiu would be met at the door, of course, the two people were looking at each other wrongly, except for the bumpy ones at the beginning who would chat a few words, and later, they simply skipped it as if it were the most airy way.
"Actually, you don't have to pick me up every day."
I don't know if I can still let go of his position in my heart, for more than ten years, the position in my heart has always been that person's, so recently this position has been a bit shaken, but I am still not sure if I can like others, I am afraid of delaying him.
"I know what you're worried about, but I haven't given up, so why are you giving up?"
He was still laughing, he was still so poisonous, and occasionally he would tell me that I was stupid, that I was not self-sufficient, that I liked Shangji Yanxiu, and that in the end I became what I am now, which I deserved.
"If you had liked me in the first place, it would have been different from what it is now, how could I have made you so sad and sad?"
I just nodded and didn't answer his words, remembering what Ji Yanxiu had said to me a long time ago.
"I think you're cute and I like you."
Maybe he had forgotten this sentence a long time ago, or maybe he just said it casually at the time.
Yes, you see he obviously said he liked me, but he made me so sad.
It was in that instant that I seemed to have made a choice.
"Shen Zhizhou, you told me that you like me, is it the kind of like I think, is it a friend or a lover?"
I stared into his eyes, sincerely couldn't be more sincere, I wanted to see the flaws in those eyes, but no, his eyes were full of stars and me.
"I've told you so many times, you don't always think I'm joking."
I smiled, raised my hand, and hugged his waist, buried my head in his chest, and listened to his increasingly violent heartbeat, and I felt as if I had embraced my whole world.
The feelings of more than ten years were put down in this instant, so quietly.
We were so naturally together, he would still pick me up and drop me off at work, and then he met my parents, who were happy with him, and I lived with him.
"How long have you known him, and you think you live with him, is that what a clean girl should do?"
"Do you really want to talk about him, in case he's just cheating money and cheating?"
I watched Ji Yanxiu take a mouthful of righteous indignation for my good, and I didn't know what to reply to, but I just thought he was unusually funny.
"Living with him is not what a clean girl should do, so you tell me what a clean girl should do, is it the same as Sheng Yao?"
Mention Sheng Yao's name, he is like a fried cat, "You mention what she does, she has broken up with me, do you understand, I don't believe you as her girlfriend you don't know." 」
I shook my head and didn't say no, I really didn't know about it.
"Yes, broke up?"
In fact, I should be able to detect it, otherwise how could he have the leisure to suddenly find me?
Ji Yanxiu suddenly took my arm and wrapped me in his arms.
"Don't move, let me hug you, okay?"
I could hear him, a little choked in his voice, and when I pushed him away, I could clearly see that his eye circles were a little red.
"Do you still like me, let's be together, okay, you break up with him."
"Xiao Yu, haven't you always liked me, are you okay with me?"
He lowered his head and put his hands on my shoulders, trying to kiss me, and I raised my hand and hit him in the right cheek.
He seemed shocked and didn't expect me to be like this.
I didn't hit it hard, but the action trampled on his dignity as a man.
"You hit me, why did you hit me?"
To this day he still feels that kissing me is a handout for me.
If I had been there before, maybe yes, maybe I would have enjoyed it, but now it's different.
Before I was so loving, he was humble to the bone, but he never saw me, and now he is injured, trying to use me to make up for his wounded heart.
I knew he was selfish, but I didn't expect him to be so selfish.
"What's wrong?" How come you've been out there for so long and haven't come back?"
What he saw when he walked out was such a scene that I had no doubt he would be jealous.
"Look at Wangcai looking for you."
He handed the cat to me and Ji Yanxiu sneezed several times and took many steps back.
I couldn't help but let out a chuckle and take the cat casually.
Wangcai's name was given to him, and I still felt a little dirty at the time, but now I am used to shouting.
He's really damaged.
"Xiao Yu, I'll come back to you another day, and what I told you, you should think about it."
After saying that, he got into the car in a hurry and left.
"How can you be so bad?"
I was disgusted, and then handed him the wealth in my hand and went straight to the house, pretending to be angry.
"I know you're not angry, I just can't get used to him, he actually dares to hug you, of course, to teach him a lesson." 」
I looked at him, he was warm and kind, sometimes a little old-fashioned, and very poisonous.
The days with him were not particularly vigorous, but for the first time I felt that I was my own, not a shadow of any one.
It feels really good.