<h1 class= "pgc-h-center-line" > (viii</h1>).
I was from rural Jinan in 91, had a relationship with my female boss, and secretly got together.
The biggest difference between intentional and unintentional is that having a heart can more easily seize opportunities.
She was my boss, a woman with a successful career, a mother of a child, and the wife of a man I had never met. No matter how many identities she has, in my eyes she is just a woman who needs to be cared for and cared for, a woman I love the most.
A week after I came to the company, when the company held a general meeting, I learned that the interviewer who made me dream was actually my female boss.
I've been a little desperate since that day, and I know I'm probably going to be out of touch with her. I kept telling myself in my heart that I shouldn't like her.
She has a family, has kids, or my boss. Any one of the reasons that clearly tells me that I am purely a toad who wants to eat swan meat.
I told myself over and over again to put away these unrealistic ideas. It was hard to find a job, and I should go to work steadily. From then on, I buried that unrealistic, daring liking deep in my heart.
But sometimes it is to create people, because of work reasons, I usually have more contact with the boss. I see her basically every day.
Reason told me not to think too much. But every time I saw her, the love buried deep in my heart always grew quietly and inadvertently. Slowly I could no longer control my emotions, I began to enjoy the process of meeting her, and I began to have some unrealistic fantasies.
I am particularly positive, motivated and looking forward to every day during working hours. Looking forward to seeing her every day, looking forward to her smile, her casual words of appreciation.
Every time I went to her office, I had to rehearse the work that needed to be reported to the boss several times in advance, just for her smile, to stay in her office for even one more second.
These were the biggest happiness and motivation for me at the time. Slowly, I fell in love with the job. Slowly, I enjoyed it. Slowly, I couldn't extricate myself anymore.
I hate weekends because they are closed on weekends and I can't see her. What is a day is not seen, such as every three autumns. I finally felt that feeling.
Later, I couldn't stand not seeing her, so I began to find various reasons to work overtime on weekends, because she sometimes went to the company on weekends. Even if I don't have anything to report to her, I will go to the company, just so that I can see her from a distance, I am already satisfied. I just don't want to miss any chance to meet her.
Her smile, her voice and smile, often came to my mind, often into my sleep. I knew I had fallen so deeply that I couldn't extricate myself.
Deep inside me, a seed of love is taking root. The opportunity to meet every day becomes the nutrient of this seed, slowly promoting it to thrive.
Looking at the sleeping boss next to me, I deeply realized the difference between intentional and unintentional. Chance and luck always favor those who have a heart.