Introduction: Fireworks and the splendor of a brilliant moment, but my cousin's life seems to have never lived for herself!
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When I came to Shanghai grandma's house to play as a child, I could always see a photo of a woman wearing a cheongsam like an old Shanghai cigarette advertisement under the mahogany table glass in the middle of the living room!
Although the photo is dim, the charming style of the woman in the photo is still faintly visible. She was my cousin, my cousin's mother, the red dancer of Paramount!
It is said that his cousin's biological father was a foreign class, and he returned to China not long after his cousin was born, so his cousin's appearance was mixed. Fair skin, flax color, is an exotic beauty!
After liberation, my cousin, who had no strengths, married a worker and gave birth to my cousin.. A family of four crammed into a small house in Shikumen, a violent and vulgar husband and a poor day, let the cousin's life fall from prosperity to the abyss!
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Whenever the cousin and cousin move a bench on a dull summer night and sit in the alley to cool off, it is said that it is the life of Shanghai at that time. Those seductive memories in the mouth of the cousin, like a seed, planted roots in the future life of the cousin!
When my cousin settled in, there was a short marriage, which was said to end without a trace at the behest of my cousin in order to return to the city! Back in Shanghai, because of her excellent appearance, my cousin was assigned to the front desk of the hotel to be responsible for reception.
Gold shines everywhere, and beauty can't give up in the dust!
A middle-aged Hong Kong man has spent thousands of dollars in order to seek beauty. The imported cosmetics, snacks, and clothing piled up in the small dark room, and the dazzling light emitted by the gorgeous outer packaging of the goods made the cousins and cousins choose to forget the fact that the man was married and had children.
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In this way, the cousin announced that she was married, but in fact, it became the outer room of this middle-aged man!
It didn't take long for her cousin to perm her fashionable curly hair and carry a delicate little bag in and out of the apartment the man had rented for her.
The man gave her a lot of money every month, and she gave it to her mother and half-brother.
In the name of family affection, the cousin entangled her daughter like a root vine, making her desperately ask the man for money in spite of decency!
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After a year, suddenly one day, my cousin became pregnant. When the son was born, everyone rejoiced. However, because it is inconvenient to declare the household registration and other reasons, the man wants to take his cousin and son to Hong Kong to recognize his ancestors!
The cousin was worried that the cousin would never return, and the happiness of the whole family in the second half of life was hopeless, and she cried and resolutely opposed it! My cousin was also forced to stay in Shanghai because she was worried about the language barrier. Because of this incident, her relationship with the man became estranged...
At this time, the original partner of the man in Hong Kong gave birth to another daughter, which is said to have injured the body, and it will be difficult to have children in the future. After the original Feng Shui Mr. Feng Shui calculated the birthday of his cousin's son, he promised to raise his cousin's son, and vowed to treat him as if he were his own!
The man was moved and came to his cousin for consultation. In order for her son to have a splendid future, my cousin also agreed to it painfully!
After several negotiations, the man gave his cousin a house and a lot of cash and left. The house was later given to my cousin's younger brother, who married and had children in it until now.
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After the man and son left, the cousin had planned to let the cousin give birth to the man. Who knows, the man had a few letters and a picture of his son at the beginning, and by the end there was no sound.
My cousin also entered middle age while waiting. The little sisters around them are all married and have children, and they are busy living! She was alone, and it was difficult to blend into the circle of friends before.
Because of that past relationship, it was difficult for her to find a good person to live the rest of her life! The conditions are good, because the past does not look up to her, and she is not willing to marry if the conditions are poor.
When her cousin learned that her daughter could no longer marry, she strongly opposed her remarriage.
The reason for this is unknown, but relatives speculate that they are worried that their cousin's property will be divided after remarriage!
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Although my cousin's life is exquisite, she can't stop the progress of her rose slowly withering! Before she graduated from junior high school, she was sent to remote areas, and what she saw and thought was as poor as a blank piece of paper. After following the Hong Kong man, although the material life is much superior, the man loves her young body. The cousin's ear is also the art of fighting gold, and no one cares about her heart. Her spiritual world can be said to be a wasteland!
Her cousin's eyes and pattern made her slowly lose her color in that golden bird cage! No one cares about her sorrows and joys, as long as she is still alive in the birdcage, it is all right!
I remember very clearly that one year at a family gathering, everyone was talking and laughing, and only she sat lonely next to her cousin like a beautiful white sculpture.
She smiled or said nothing, and ate the dish silently. When it was over, he immediately took out a delicate powder box to tidy up his appearance. When I was a child, I looked at her curiously, and although the face reflected in the mirror of the powder box was coated with red lipstick, it was so lifeless...
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Slowly I grew up and my cousin died. The nephew, who had promised to give her cousin a pension, sold her house and sent her to a nursing home.
At that time, I had just started working, and one day I went to visit my cousin with the elders of the family, and it was said that she was running out of time. When I arrived at the dim nursing home, in a large room with a dozen elderly people lying in different postures, I still recognized my cousin at a glance.
She fell asleep on a small iron bed, watched us coming, barely opened her eyes, smiled and fell asleep again...
On the small wooden table next to it, there is a group photo of her and her son when they were young. When the Man in Hong Kong was seriously ill, he arranged for his cousin to see him for the last time and asked his cousin to sign a lot of documents in English.
When the cousin looked at the white and fat son who was originally raised by the man and called her aunt good, she did not control her emotions for a while, and ran out of the mansion crying!
After the man died, she and her son completely broke off contact! It is said that my cousin later went to the mansion in Hong Kong to find her son, but unfortunately it was already empty!
In this way, the rest of my cousin's life came to an end lonely!
Time flies, and it's the winter solstice again. It is said that the winter solstice burns paper money for the deceased relatives, and I don't know if anyone cares about the lonely woman like fireworks!
Hello friends, I am a middle-aged mother after 70 who lives in the magic capital. Thank you for coming to see my nagging thoughts, the picture comes from the internet. Like please @ Yiran Heart Paint in Shanghai