In principle, a thirteen-year-old child is still smelly, and my son may be related to his upbringing, but he can see the current situation of our family relationship, and he wants to use his young heart to care for and comfort his mother, which makes me particularly surprised.
It is often said that the children of poor families have long been in charge. Then the child living in a family with a discordant parental relationship sometimes matures earlier than the child living in the honeypot, because he has experienced the snubbing of his dearest people and knows how to cherish the people who love him.
First, people are small and big.
It seems that the glasses man and I quickly entered the point of hot love, otherwise when we entered my son's room, how could we forget to let go of our hand.
I was embarrassed to die! My face immediately turned crimson, and I didn't expect that I, a man in my forties, would do such a thing in front of my son.
At noon, I was ready to make some light meals for my son to eat, but I didn't expect the glasses man to go and make it, so I was going to accompany my son more.
I was thinking about how to explain this embarrassing thing to my son, but my son opened his mouth in advance.
The son said, Mom, don't worry, I asked my uncle, he is not married, it is good for me.
Don't worry about Dad, I won't tell him either. Even if I want to tell him, I don't have this chance, and you don't know, he has always ignored me, and my presence seems to him to be the air in the home.
I learned what he asked, did he ask about my life, did he take care of me when I was sick, it can be said that none of this, my dad never considered me his son, I myself don't know if I'm his son or not.
You see our classmates, which father is not good for his son, they go to school are picked up by mom and dad, I am different, these years are you send me, open parent-teacher conferences everyone has parents to accompany, and my family will always be one of you.
As he spoke, his son felt quite aggrieved, and his eyes were about to burst into tears.
I said, you are still young, I and your father's business, you don't have to worry, adult things, you don't ask, just get your own study on the line, when you are older, you will leave us and you will live alone, and your mother's task will be completed...
But my son interrupted me and said, if you love Uncle Gebi, get along with him! I also like Uncle Ge.
I remember, I don't seem to have a father, every New Year's Holiday, other people's homes are lively, and my family is the two of us, every time you secretly cry, I didn't know why, now I know, because my dad doesn't love you, he is at home for a few days a year, adding up to no more than 10 days.
When we went to his unit, he also had a blank face, and he ignored it, and he was annoyed when he saw us two. I sometimes think I must not be his own child, that there is a father to the family.
Before we could finish speaking, the glasses man made the meal ready, came in with the rice and shouted, Eat! Time to eat!
Second, my heart is too chaotic.
At lunchtime, the glasses man and his son talked about the Ming and Qing Garden that they were traveling this morning, which aroused his son's great interest, and also asked many questions, some of which the glasses man could not answer. I was just a loyal listener, listening to their happy conversations.
Sometimes I think about how happy I am to have such a family, no matter how tired I am, I am willing to pay, even if I live a few years less, it is better than the "orphans and widows" in the family for many years.
Returning to the room at noon, I was ready to sleep, and in the afternoon I went to Xiaozhangzhuang and Digou Ecological Park, the world's top 500 farmers' park.
But when I got to the room, I saw the old "two mouths" talking in the room, and I pushed the door in, and they saw that I suddenly stopped. Then the old man left the room and smiled at me a little strangely as he left!
I was lying on the bed, but the aunt on the opposite bed said to me, girl! I'm also this old, you can also see, I and the old man who just came are not actually husband and wife, you don't care!
I smiled and said, nothing is nothing, it doesn't matter if he wants to come, he needs to take care of each other when he goes out.
Auntie smiled and said, in fact, we are all people who have come here. Then he sighed again and said, Hurry up and rest! I still have to go out in the afternoon and talk when I have time.
Lying on the bed, I stared at the ceiling, but I couldn't sleep! My son's words echoed in my head!
I walked into the room with the glasses man holding hands and being seen by my son, but we may have forgotten the truth about each other, the truth is that we are not husband and wife, for him I may be a girlfriend I just met, for me, I am cheating, a woman with a teenage son in her forties is cheating.
If according to the traditional moral evaluation standards, I am immoral, even if it is just kissing, or hugging, or even holding hands, but when doing these things, I really can't control myself, even I feel doubtful, I thought that my heart was as calm as water, there would be no ripples of love, so I spent my life with my son, because my son is my only motivation to live! It is also the meaning of my life over the years!
The bottom line that had been held for years, in just a few days, was breached, with a thirty-year-old man I had just met, holding hands, hugging, and kissing deeply. It was something I had never thought about before, and everything came out of nowhere.
My son's words made me feel a little comforted psychologically, and finally the psychology of self-blame was alleviated, after all, my son understood me, and my son knew the real situation of our family.
A teenager who really didn't know how to know so much, it really surprised me.
I think the situation in my family, the son must have also told the glasses man, otherwise the glasses man's courage will not be bigger and bigger.
My heart was too messy to fall asleep, and the faces of husbands, children, glasses men kept popping up in my head.
I feel more and more strange to my husband's face, while the face of the glasses man is becoming clearer and clearer...
Third, Grandma's secret.
I couldn't sleep, so I turned around.
Grandma talked to me about the day. Grandma said, look like you're not asleep! In fact, people of our age sleep for a short time, sometimes sleep for a few minutes, and when they wake up, they can't sleep.
Then I said, do you feel that my grandmother is weird, so old, and still confused with an old man, it feels a little funny.
I laughed and said that in fact, in front of love, it should be said that the old man and the little fairy should be the same.
Grandma began to lean on the bedside, and then said, yes, my travel these days, but also like a return to the girlhood of decades ago, when it was really good, never thought that people will be old, nor did they think that people will meet their young lovers when they are old, Old Cai.
I think this old Cai should be this grandfather.
Grandma sat on the bed, and the breath of a young girl flashed in her eyes.
She said that I and Lao Cai were a piece of zhiqing who went to the countryside, because the life was relatively hard in the countryside, at that time Lao Cai took special care of me, tired and rough work, he tried his best to help me, I fell in love with him. Needless to say, he must have loved me so much that he thought we would all stay in that poor village and have children for our ordinary lives.
Unexpectedly, the country had a new policy later, and the decentralized Zhiqing could return to the city, but the number of places was limited, and Lao Cai and I could only return to one. As a result, Lao Cai gave me the quota and continued to stay in the countryside himself.
Back in the city, I began to have correspondence with Old Cai, and gradually, I changed my mind and got married and had children in the city.
I thought that we would never see each other again in this life, but I didn't expect that later, we had another relationship in the Zhiqing group, maybe everyone has a first love that can't be put down, I am also like this, I suddenly found that decades have passed, I still can't let go of Lao Cai.
Especially in the past few years, I missed him more and more, and my thoughts and worries were increasing day by day, and he couldn't let go of me, so we decided to participate in this tour.
We were listening interestingly when there was a knock at the door...