Written to love in heaven
High sea parsley
There is a regret in the world, that is, the love that was once loved cannot be returned, and can only be thanked to relatives through words and remember the bits and pieces of love.
Four years ago, on the second day of Mother's Day, my life blocked the way in the whimpering, my mother left, followed my father to take the crane fairy, and since then, I am no longer a child, and there is only a way back in my life.
The mother left safely, as if she were alive, without deliberately disturbing anyone, even when we were seriously ill, we tried to call our aunts and uncles, but the mother would not let her, saying that everyone was busy, do not easily disrupt the rhythm of life of relatives, and mother is the object of eternal disturbance of relatives.
Uncle, mother's younger brother, when he was young, felt that there was no hope of farming in the countryside, and asked his mother for help. It was the mother who impressed her father with tender love, took her uncle as an apprentice, and carefully taught her skills. In the end, with a skill, he married and had children and lived a stable and contented life.
Aunts, like to be preoccupied, often accumulate life is not as good as the intention to tell the mother, the mother always uses the most appropriate words to give explanation and persuasion, so often come in distress, happy to return.
As children, we do not know whether it is the habit of our parents or the immaturity of our personality, often we report sorrow and do not report good news, as if our mother gave birth to us and owes us, when it is not smooth, the first thing that comes to mind is to say to the mother, as if not to let the mother know, trouble is not trouble, pain is not pain. And naïve, how did we ever think that mother, she is also an ordinary person, she also has troubles, she has a bad and who will she tell?
Some people say: Heaven will not treat good people badly, but sometimes, good people are often let down by Heaven. A wrong choice, in the early nineties, the younger brother turned the steering wheel of the car, took away all the parents' family property, the solid family situation has since declined, even if the father who is usually quite assertive, in the face of change is also like the six gods and no master, and the mother calmly enlightened the younger brother, don't be afraid, as long as people are there, we can start again. In this way, with the encouragement of his mother, it took nearly ten years for his brother to earn back what he had lost, and the family's situation returned to the peak.
My mother was found to be "three highs" in the second year after my father left, and my mother, in our memory, never left a single dose of pills, 26.7 blood sugar, 200 blood pressure, when the doctor asked the family to sign the case test report, I was completely confused, and the mother explained lightly: it was overnutrition.
In this way, for fifteen years, needles were given, medicines were taken; medicines were taken, and needles were never interrupted, until the last two years, the muscle parts of the body were already covered with needle eyes. Sometimes, the needle goes down to the heavy eye, the bleeding skin is blue, and it takes almost a week to dissipate, and even then, the mother never cried out in pain in front of the child, complained, but still smiled like when she was young, and responded to all aspects of life cheerfully.
The mother is gone, she is so reluctant, reluctant to her five children who will never grow up, reluctant to all corners of her life, reluctant to ...
Mother, still gone forever...
【Author's Profile】:Gao Haiqin, people are old, the poetry is still there, in the red dust, a silly woman, three meals a day simply passed.