Many stories can only be said at the beginning, because when they are told, they will continue.
(i)
When did Miss X and Y Xiansen meet, it seemed like a long time, and it seemed to be at a party.
At that time, Miss X was a girl with a ponytail and a thick curtain, a stupid girl in a military training uniform thinking about how not to be tanned, and a little silly girl with a dream of learning, she never thought that there would be someone who could be so close to her in the future.
What about Y Xiansen at that time? X didn't know him yet, but later recalled that "I never thought that the teenager who flashed past me would be him." Yeah, at that time, Y would only stand behind and eat and laugh during military training, X thought, really annoying.
Later, the military training ended, the class organized a party, and Miss X followed the trend. Arrived, Miss X looked around, well very good, except for the roommates, do not know, the key roommates are still far away from her. Miss X was a little frustrated and knew she wouldn't be coming. Just as she was thinking about it, a voice hit her eardrum, "This girl in our class looks good." Miss X looked up, and a lecherous teenager was pointing at her. The skinny shirt boy, with small, spotted eyes, Miss X was a little trance-like, déjà vu.
(ii)
As you can guess, like most people, Miss X and Y Aresen together.
Only Miss X knew that she didn't like Y Xiansen, and she had a flash of teenager in her heart. X's roommate laughed at her because she always described the teenager as "The sun was shining and the shadows of the trees were dappled, and he walked past me in white... ”
Miss X and Y Xiansen did not get along happily. Everybody doesn't understand why X is with Y, and X doesn't explain. They didn't know that Miss X was a little moved, but Miss X couldn't let go of the boy in white, and X was very sad, but she didn't say anything to Y Xiansen. Y Xiansen also felt very uncomfortable with Miss X, she didn't say anything, and she was always full of sadness, which made him feel particularly bad. Later, they chose to break up, that day, Miss X also shed tears, and can't say why she cried, probably think that the breakup is to shed tears to meet the scene.
Love is very bloody, not together to love each other, not to love each other can be a lifetime.
(iii)
The end of the story is also the beginning.
Miss X inadvertently sees Y Xiansen in a photo dressed in white, sitting still. All she wanted now was to hurry up and go to Y Schern and tell him she was going to be with him.
But Y Xiansen didn't think so. He felt that they were separated because they couldn't get along, so why should they be together, Miss X knew that he didn't understand, and he didn't insist, as long as he was happy, W thought so. The housemates saw that she was uncomfortable, and they were all advising, you should give him a call. X said that he would not take the initiative, did not call him, talked less, and said that I could not give him the feeling he wanted, in fact, where does he know, I am just worried that everything is just my own sentimentality, who let me involuntarily like him.
X and Y have not been together, X has taken the initiative to keep Y Xiansen, but the two of them have bluntly talked about the same class love as a long-distance relationship, and no one goes to find anyone. Miss X thinks that Y Xiansen is mysterious and never knows what he is thinking, and Mr. Y feels that Miss X always provokes him and will not do anything. Miss X always dared not guess what Y Xiansen was thinking in her heart, she was always cautious, for fear of saying the wrong word and making Y unhappy. Everyone knows that Miss X is very cheerful, and only Y Xiansen feels that Miss W is cold.
Miss X and Y Xiansen stumbled through it. Break up and reconcile, reconcile and break up, rely on each other and hurt each other, have weaknesses and armor.
Miss X also tried to spend time with other boys, but to no avail. With others, walking unwilling to get close, eating unwilling to share the table, chatting unwillingly, not to mention any contact, that time "Don not touch me" became Miss X's mantra.
During the internship, Miss X chose the same hotel as him in order not to be separated from Y Xiansen. When someone asked X why didn't you go to another hotel, Miss X smiled and said that it didn't give me what I wanted. In fact, only Miss X knows why, but Miss X doesn't say anything.
(iv)
You always say that graduation is far away, but in the blink of an eye, you will have to go your separate ways.
Later, Miss X and Y Xiansen were about to separate because they graduated, and neither of them said anything. At this time, it is superfluous to say anything. Miss X is a crying ghost, the night before leaving, X said to Y: I once thought, if your bride is not me, then you must go when you get married, I just want to see what kind of person can match you, I will dress up beautifully, but I will not smash your yard, nor will I destroy your wedding, after all, I like the person, how can I give you sad. Miss X turned her eyes into peaches. She didn't know what to do, she wanted to do something, but there was nothing she could do.
X thought, wanted to point something bad about him.
He said harsh words,
But a few days later, he came to comfort her,
He felt that she was not active,
But he would still call her.
He always cried out to her,
But he turned around and wiped her tears again.
He seemed to be good and bad, and Miss X felt very distressed, "If you are cruel again, I will go and never come back."
Miss X was anxious to go to his city, to walk the path he had walked, to breathe in the air he had breathed, to see the sky he had seen. Because X knew, he might never see each other again.
Han Han said, "Every time you say goodbye, it's best to work harder." Say one more sentence, probably the last. One more look, probably one last glance. But in the end, Miss X and Y Xiansen didn't even say goodbye.
(5)
I have heard a lot of truths, but we still can't control love.
In fact, we are all looking for someone who can accompany you throughout your life, and you may not need to be a hero at all, nor do you need you to ride the seven-colored clouds to marry me, because he is only my supreme treasure, not the great saint of everyone.
I don't know what Miss X thinks.
Miss X said she didn't know how long it would take for the input method to forget about Y Xiansen. The longer the time, the deeper the bondage, even if the input method forgets what can be done, Y Xiansen lived in Miss X's heart for so long, Miss X has long lost the key to the door, can't open the door, how to let Y out? So, don't force yourself, just do what you want, force yourself not to think about it, really don't want to, maybe only think more. All you can do now is to turn yourself into a better person, at least when you can meet it one day in the future, you can say "hello" strongly.
Miss X said that if she could do it all over again, when H looked at her, she would not hesitate to hold out her hand, smile and say to him, "Hello, my name is... ”
I think that in the future, Miss X will practice a superb kung fu, and she will not feel lonely even when she is alone. Dear Miss X, don't be a crying ghost, love yourself well, your Y Xiansen will definitely wait for you somewhere in the future.
Good night, Y Xiansen.
Miss X said.
This is the last time. [Heart]